Chapter 205 Is it allowed to be selfish in this life?

Although Cheng Ling didn't say anything, Su Xiaoxiao was inexplicably embarrassed by her expression.

Although I don’t know what to be embarrassed about.

She coughed lightly and said, "Well, this is just my personal opinion. Maybe you can talk to Chen Yao about the specifics?"

Cheng Ling had a serious look on her face. Nodding thoughtfully, "I know, but let you put it this way, it feels like we are really going to fall in love, and it's really not good to be so crazy about chasing stars."

When the place is arrived, the two of them are in the driver's seat I got off the car with strange eyes on me.

After getting off the car, Su Xiaoxiao reminded her in a low voice, "What, you haven't fallen in love yet."

Cheng Ling reached out and took Su Xiaoxiao's arm, " It doesn't matter, just wait. I really like Chen Yao and I will catch him."

The smile on the corner of her mouth was very confident.

Then he thought of something, "If he wants me to give up, I guess he has a girl who likes to have a relationship, otherwise I won't give up easily."

Su Xiaoxiao Looking at Cheng Ling in front of her, there was a look of envy deep in her eyes.

She is very confident, the kind she wanted most before.

Although Su Xiaoxiao can't see her inferiority complex now, it was because she later underwent psychological treatment and has been out of society for so many years, so she adjusted her mentality.

But essentially, her character lacks Cheng Ling’s current self-confidence.

She knows exactly what she wants and is working hard towards this goal.

Su Xiaoxiao raised a smile on her lips and said sincerely, "I hope you will succeed soon."

Brave and shining girl, may your dreams come true.

Cheng Ling nodded, held Su Xiaoxiao's arm and walked forward, "Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner. Thank you for reminding me of this big problem that I didn't care about. When will you go see Brother Yang next time? I want to go too."

Zhou Yang had no time to contact Su Xiaoxiao from the afternoon until the end of get out of class.

After all, the courses here are very tight.

Zhou Yang, like all of them, has to find time to do questions every day to fill in the gaps in knowledge.

So I continued my self-study the next evening.

They all arrived at the dormitory.

Zhou Yang asked them to take a shower first and went outside to the balcony to make a phone call.

Su Xiaoxiao over there answered the phone quickly, “get out of class is over~”

　The voice is very relaxed.

A smile appeared in Zhou Yang’s eyes, "Yes, are you going to have a holiday?"

"Come on. You will have a holiday after you go back and take the exam next week. , I, I will go back to my hometown with my parents during the Chinese New Year." Su Xiaoxiao's voice was full of reluctance, "When are you going to have a holiday."

Zhou Yang said a date.

Su Xiaoxiao sighed, "It's almost the Chinese New Year. I have to check my parents' time here."

Zhou Yang was also a little reluctant, "You will know the time then. Just tell me, if it doesn’t work, I’ll see if I can ask for leave.”

Although it only took a few days to go back to celebrate the New Year, they were separated by a door for more than a month, and they couldn’t even hug each other. .

Su Xiaoxiao smiled, "Okay."

If possible, she would also like to find time to tell her dad about Zhou Yang.

Zhou Yang’s family has accepted her, so she can’t hide it from her side all the time. It doesn’t seem to be the case

But it depends on the time, at least it can It would be better if the two of them could meet each other after talking about it.

But at this time, Su Xiaoxiao would definitely not take the initiative to mention this matter to disturb Zhou Yang's study. What she mentioned was the matter between Chen Yao and Cheng Ling, "I had a chat with Cheng Ling in the afternoon."< br />
Zhou Yang looked downstairs and listened quietly.

They were in the same place. If the distance was about ten minutes, it would only take him ten minutes to see Su Xiaoxiao by bike.

But they couldn’t see each other, Zhou Yang regretted a little, why not be braver this afternoon and kiss them directly, no one knew them anyway

He was distracted and listened to Su Xiaoxiao A somewhat envious conclusion, "Cheng Ling is very brave~"

Zhou Yang laughed, thinking of how she had appeared outside the basketball gym while wearing a mask while sick, her eyes shining. , "You are also very brave."

Su Xiaoxiao didn't know if she thought of the same scene as him, and smiled sheepishly, "I didn't. 25-year-old Su Xiaoxiao is brave and ten years old." Eight-year-old Su Xiaoxiao can probably be considered a coward."

Her voice was calm, "At that time, I actually didn't dare to raise my head."

What happened to me at that age? Inferiority is the biggest problem.

She has been good-looking since she was a child. Even though she is quite fat, she has good skin. She is fair and can be considered a good-looking fat person, right?

But adolescent girls are always more sensitive.

Su Xiaoxiao was also confessed to when she was in the third grade of junior high school.of.

But Su Xiaoxiao was too scared, so she stumbled and refused.

The next day she heard the boy in class loudly laughing at Su Xiaoxiao for being fat and ugly. Who would like her?

I was just teasing her

In fact, these words may be more of a boy trying to save his respect after becoming angry, but for the sensitive girls at that time, this blow was fatal. of.

Su Xiaoxiao still smiled and said, "I still remember those laughing voices, so I envy Cheng Ling's character. If she had, she would probably just fight back."

After she finished speaking, she did not immerse herself in that emotion. She said happily, "Zhou Yang, you see that we actually met at the most suitable time and place, right?"
< br />The voice was as soft and happy as ever.

But Zhou Yang clenched the phone in his hand and took a deep breath, "I regret it a little. I wish I had met you earlier. I will definitely give those people a slap in the face." Beat him until he shuts up."

Su Xiaoxiao laughed and said, "Police officers can't hit people casually~"

A blurt out joke.

But Zhou Yang said, "I am no longer a policeman. If I can't protect the people I like as a policeman, I won't do it."

After finishing speaking, Zhou Yang felt that something in his heart was suddenly let go.

Many things from his previous life flashed through his mind.

From the grassroots level, I slowly joined the criminal police team.

At that time, Zhou Yang was very desperate because he had nothing to worry about.

A senior in the police force once said, "The most fearful person is Zhou Yang. Because he has no worries, he is afraid that you will rush out in one fell swoop."

The accident happened this time too, because Zhou Yang was too desperate for his life.

In fact, it doesn’t have to be so extreme, but Zhou Yang always rushes forward without thinking.

Even if you know there is danger. But what he was thinking was, "It's okay. They all have families, so let me do it. I'm not afraid."

Zhou Yang, who was not afraid of anything at first, is now afraid.

He thought that maybe he was really not suitable to be a police officer.

What he wanted to protect more was his family and the girl.

Zhou Yang breathed a sigh of relief and repeated, "Xiaoxiao, don't call me uncle policeman. I think I will never be an uncle policeman in this life."

I don’t want to see you worried.

Still smiling and saying to me, "Thank you for your hard work."

Zhou Yang has lived two lives, and he was very selfless in his last life.

Is it allowed to be a little selfish in this life?