Chapter 165 I don’t have a home

Yan Xing accompanied the little loli to visit several stalls, and found that the little loli just glanced at them carelessly and passed them by. If she said she was tired of looking at them, she also She had a leisurely smiling face as if she was content and everything was going well. If she was looking for something and was not distracted, he couldn't help but wonder. The little loli was so impatient before, as if she was afraid that others would snatch away the good things, but now Why are you taking your time?

After visiting three or two more places, he couldn't help but be full of questions. He went to a place with few people and whispered: "Little loli, are you tired from walking?"

Is Mr. Yan so considerate?

"I'm not tired. Are you tired? Do you want to find a place to sit?" Le Yun looked sideways in surprise at the handsome guy who always stayed close to her. She had already bought the most valuable thing. Naturally, if you are interested in spiritual things, you will not be so interested in other items.

"I'm not tired. I saw that you didn't study antiques much, so I thought you were tired." Yan Xing was also deeply convinced when a little loli questioned whether she was tired. Okay, how could a grown man like him be so careless? If he could get tired from such a short journey, how could he be in the army?

"I bought the stuff I'm most interested in, and I'm less interested in other treasures." Le Yun rolled her eyes with satisfaction: "Now you go and find what you like, and I'll follow You appreciate the rare treasures."

"You continue to walk in front, I will look for it slowly in the back, don't be in a hurry." He walked in front, what if the little loli was squeezed and lost? The important thing is that he is afraid that others will squeeze into the little Loli's right hand, so he can easily protect her from behind.

"You go in front..."

One tall and one short, the big one and the small one give way, give way, give way, push and give way. , Mr. Yan couldn't resist the persistence of little Loli, so he had to lead the way.

He is uneasy. He often turns sideways and squeezes out of the way to let the little Lolita follow. He also always pays attention to whether she has been squeezed away. Whenever he goes to a place, he first checks to see if the Little Lolita is there. Be around and then look for something.

Classmate Le Xiao is a good and worry-free child. She follows Handsome Yan. Wherever he stops, she also stays. When he leaves, she follows.

Mr. Yan is only interested in the things he likes. He will stay longer at stalls with a lot of stone and metal items, and he usually browses the porcelain items casually for a few glances.

He is very picky, so he hasn’t bought anything since he entered the market for more than an hour. To say that he doesn’t want to buy it, he lingers in front of some stalls and hesitates to move. You say He wanted to buy it, and he would sometimes turn over an item and study it for several minutes, but in the end he never made a move.

When Handsome Yan plays with objects, his careful and thoughtful attitude is like that of an expert. He is like a seasoned expert in the industry. He is really able to intimidate and control people.Stay.

Le Yun: "..."

She no longer knew what to say, she just wanted to ask handsome Yan, what are you looking for?

As far as she knows, the stone that Handsome Yan bought in Panjiayuan last time was probably produced near a volcano, with a hot smell, which means that the stone is of fire attribute. Asked why she knew, when he bought the stone, she opened her eyes and saw the red halo of fire emitting from the stone.

Handsome Yan’s special power is fire. She speculates that he collects fire-attribute stones to warm his strange fire. As for how to use it, she can’t guess.

But this time, well, how should I put it, he was looking for something, but there were several stalls with red halo stones, but he didn’t buy any of them. She didn’t know that he didn’t take a fancy to them. Still don't feel it.

If you don’t like it, there is a stone that is of similar quality to the stone he bought last time. The intensity of the red halo between the two is similar, and the size is slightly different.

Classmate Le Xiao, who had no idea what Handsome Yan was thinking, kept his doubts in his mind and acted as a very quiet follower, occasionally buying things he liked.

There are nearly a thousand stalls in the ghost market, most of which are specialized in antique business in Beijing and T City, and some are vendors from surrounding counties and cities and some freelance odd-time stall operators. Therefore, Hundreds of stalls filled the entire road, making it unprecedentedly lively.

The ghost market will not close until dawn. There is plenty of time. Young Master Yan led the little Loli to stroll along the street to the end. At the other end of the road was another cross-cutting avenue. , the ghost market still had stalls at the corners on both sides of the road, but then they disappeared.

After shopping on one side of the street, return from the opposite street.

Yan Xing was looking here and there slowly. Rather than looking for something, it was better to say that he had other plans. What he was looking for was - the little Lolita. He was not looking for her. It’s an opportunity to go shopping together.

You can look for things or not, but there are very few opportunities to be alone with little Loli. Last time we went to Panjiayuan together, Little Loli ran off by herself, and he and Liu Someone is a companion, or an unnecessary companion who is not welcomed by her. This time, he and she are friendly companions.

The lights at night are bright and dim, and the little Lolita’s face is always full of sunshine at any time. That wanton, enthusiastic and happy face makes people feel that the autumn night that already feels cold is like that. The warmth, the noise in the street is so vivid, and even the faces coming and going are so cute.

The drunkard’s intention was not to drink, and Yan Xingzhi’s original intention was not to look for something. He just abducted the little Lolita to T city on the pretext of looking for something, so that they could have more opportunities to get along with each other, and slowly to enhance understanding and build the foundation of friendship.

Does he careTaobao, naturally the heart is not wilted, and the intention cannot be noticed by the little loli, so you have to pretend to be serious about looking for what you want.

He is good at pretending. Whether he plays the role of a buyer, a seller, or a tourist, he is guaranteed to be able to act impeccably. In Liu's words, if he is asked to act, he can get into the role in minutes and win. The Oscar statuette is also within reach.

As he wandered around, Mr. Yan became more and more fond of this kind of night outing with the little lolita wandering here and there. Sometimes when the little lolita was interested in something, he wanted to first She moved to the next stall and took a look. She might have thought that he wouldn't wait for her anymore and would tug on his sleeves to make him wait. Then, she decided to bargain with others if she wanted to buy. Every time she saw the resentful eyes of the vendors, Smilingly, she stuffed the results of the killing into her backpack, showed a cute smile at him, and followed him without stopping with a smile on her face.

To be honest, he really enjoyed watching the little Lolita bargaining with the vendors. Her bargaining with the vendors was like a bickering convention. She could find flaws all over the objects and make them happy. People think it is useless, and keeping it is simply affecting your business. If you ask, if it is worthless, why would you buy it? She will plausibly tell you that it is worthless, but I think it is pleasing to the eye, so what else can be done with it?

As for the use, it is true that it is of course used to fill medicine or make medicine.

Therefore, I am happy to buy something that is hard to buy with a lot of money, because she looks pleasing to the eye, so I don’t hesitate to slobber, quarrel with others, and haggle at huge prices, which can wipe out a thing that costs 300 yuan. Go to a zero and become thirty.

The little Lolita's bargaining skills are like a magic knife. Every time Yan Xing didn't say anything, he would just watch from the other side. Every time he saw the vendor's mouth open and his face full of pain, he compared it with the little one. Loli was elated and beaming with joy. It felt more enjoyable than watching a big show.

The little lolita has strong fighting ability and very good patience. If you don’t sell her, if she really likes you, she will act cute and act cute, squatting and not leaving, and will wear you until you are helpless, and in the end she will bear the pain and let you go. He cut his flesh and let her take it away, and what he got was a sweet smile of gratitude and a soft and cute "You are a good person."

In view of her super patience and a face that is brighter than a sunflower, everything is basically smooth sailing. Of course, there are times when she fails. Only once did she meet a bad-tempered aggressive person. The woman's face changed during the bargaining, and the little Loli gave up on her own. Her aggrieved, sad and timid look made the people present so intolerable that they almost didn't buy anything from the vendor.

Yan Xing, who was watching the whole process, deeply understood the lethality of Lolita’s expression, and made up his mind to try his best to avoid making the little Lolita angry and make her suffer. Maybe she would come to the street Cry loudly, cry until the earth falls apart, the sun and the moon lose light, and the mountains and rivers share the same sorrow. If it resonates, it will make the heroes in the street angry., enemies with the same hatred swarm in and kick and punch him, and then he will be the unlucky one.

The street lights are dim, and people are coming and going. Walking from one end to the other, and then backing up the street on one side, from one end to the other, every place is crowded and bustling. Noisy like a busy city during the day.

Young Master Yan took the little Lolita shopping around. After visiting the stalls on one side of the street, he then crossed the street and went to the stalls on the other side of the street to visit the other half of the street again, vowing to walk the same road. Visit every place.

The busiest and busiest time in the ghost market is between 3:30 and 4:30. Buyers have just put out a lot of things and haven’t gone through much sifting, so they can easily find good opportunities. The transaction success rate is highest in the initial period;

Before 5:30, the trading volume will continue to increase for a period of time, because at 5:30, it will be dawn and the ghost market will soon disperse. Merchants want to sell as many goods as possible, but buyers are afraid of missing opportunities, so it is easy for both parties to reach a deal.

Three o'clock went to four o'clock, four o'clock passed and then five o'clock. Time passed without delay, and it was slowly approaching five thirty. In T City in September of the new calendar, the morning was very bright. Just now After 5:20, some fish belly white appears in the east.

The sky is about to break.

At dawn, the temperature also dropped, and it was chilly.

When dawn breaks, vendors also start to pack their belongings, especially some vendors who have to go to the market in the capital. Most of them close their stalls and pack their belongings around 5:10, sometimes before 5:30. Just catch the subway or drive yourself to the capital.

At half past five, the morning light has also driven away the darkness and shines on the earth. In the early morning of mid-autumn, it is chilly and the morning breeze is cool.

The vendors are busy closing their stalls, and the crowds of people going to the market flow to both ends of the road. The crowds are busy, coming for the market, and then disperse according to time. People come and go like bees, and people go like flowing water.

The ghost market has dispersed, and Yan Xing’s continued good mood has cooled down slightly. The market has dispersed, which also means that this trip to T City is about to come to an end.

Even though he was a little reluctant to leave, he couldn't wander around anymore. He walked with the little Loli at the end of the crowd, mixed in the sparse crowd and walked towards the parking place. He was afraid that people would bump into the little Loli. ’s right hand, walking on her right hand.

There are shops on both sides of the street, some of which sell food. They open early and are packed with people visiting the market or vendors buying food.

Mr. Yan protected the petite little one, passed some people, and queued up in front of a steamed stuffed bun shop. There was a tall and handsome man queuing up. Le Xiaoxiao didn’t have to queue up. She stood far away to where it was safe. There were so many people waiting in line for food

Walk out with the flow of peopleOn Guishi Street, I found a parked private car and got in to have breakfast.

Mr. Le Xiao, who was eagerly waiting to taste the snacks, got the delicious ones. Holding the bag, he first picked a small bun as big as a xiaolongbao and took a bite. The bun was soft and the fillings were revealed when he bit it. It's fragrant, fresh and fragrant.

O conscientious people!

Taking a bite of the bun, Le Yun squinted her eyes with satisfaction. The boss was a conscientious person. The skin of the buns was made of good flour and the fillings were made of fresh pork. It was accompanied by condiments. The ingredients were sufficient and the portion was generous. When you take a bite, it will be oily and watery, fragrant but not greasy.

The buns were delicious. I ate five of them in a few bites. I let myself get over it first before I had time to praise: "It's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious." Eat."

She said three delicious things in a row, her eyes narrowed with a satisfied look, lying down and basking in the sun with the well-fed little sheep, she was lazy and cute.

Yan Xing was worried that it would not be to the little Lolita’s appetite, so he quietly observed her reaction. Seeing her eating five small buns in one go, he thought she was hungry and felt a little guilty. Hearing her crisp compliments, my heart suddenly blossomed.

The heart blossomed, joy emerged from the pit of the heart, the bright and majestic eyes hid joy, the whole face softened, and he explained gently: "This dog is not Libaozi is very famous in this area and is one of the more traditional time-honored brands. The most authentic one is opened by a descendant of the true disciple of the founder of Goubuli on another street."

" Wow, not all the authentic ones are so delicious, the authentic ones will definitely be so delicious that you want to swallow them." It is indeed one of the three unique time-honored brands in T city. It does not cheat, operates with heart, and is classic and traditional.

"Anyway, I'm here in T city. I'll take you to a few places with historical significance to see the scenery here, and eat authentic Goubuli for lunch." The man pretended not to care. , as if talking casually, as lightly as water.

"Okay... not good." Le Yun shouted excitedly, then bit her tongue and shook her head: "I'll talk about it next time, it's time to go back."

Hearing the little Loli excitedly say "Okay", Yan Xing's heart was in a trance, and he was startled by her sudden turn. He suddenly turned his head to look at the Little Loli, and suddenly realized that he had lost his composure and pretended to be biased. He took off his glasses and took off the flat glasses on the bridge of his nose to wipe away the dust.

"Why is it bad? Many people come here specially to travel to T city. It would be a shame not to stop by for a visit."

"Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival and the Reunion Festival, handsome guy "It's time for you to go home. If you don't come back from the holiday, your family will be worried." Le Yun turned to look at handsome guy Yan, could that guy not remember what day it is today?

Yan Xing’s hand wiping the spectacle lenses froze, and he lowered his head slightly, his thick eyelashes pulled down, and his eyes fell from his throat.The voice squeezed out contained a sense of bitterness and vicissitude: "I...have no home."

Huh? !

Le Yun turned her head and looked at her, her mind almost crashing. What does it mean to have no home?

She pondered for three seconds and grinned funny: "Brother Yan, how could you not have a family? Even if you are not married yet and do not have an independent family of your own, you have parents and elders, mom and dad. Our home is the warmest home for our children."

Slowly, Yan Xing turned his face and looked out the window on one side: "My mother passed away when I was four years old. , I have never had a home since then."

His voice is very magnetic, very honest, very sexy, as beautiful as the D key of the cello, always so sweet and moving, like the spring breeze Fuliu can take away people's negative emotions, but at this moment, the beautiful voice is filled with desolation, and the tone is low and slow, like a hammer, making people's hearts palpitate.

!

Just like a thunder struck on a sunny day, Le Yun was stunned. Handsome Yan Yan is also a motherless child?

A child with a mother is like a treasure, while a child without a mother is like a piece of grass. She knows the difference between having a mother and not having a mother, but...

"You still have Dad, dad is also the closest relative." Mom is gone, and there is still dad. Dad and mom are everyone's closest relatives.

"My mother is gone, my father married another wife and gave birth to a pair of children. I have long since lost my place in that family." Yan Xing looked out the window and did not mention those people for a long time. Things, every time I mention them, it always affects my mood.

"Well, there are always grandparents, grandparents, or uncles..." Le Yun said and whispered again. Her father was unreliable. Even if there were other relatives, they could not surpass the role of father.

She feels very lucky. The woman who gave birth to her abandoned her and her father, but she has a father and grandparents who love her. They never thought of abandoning her, and they finally raised her after going through all kinds of hardships. Raised.

There are many misfortunes in this world. Her misfortune of not having a mother seems insignificant in front of the most tragic misfortunes. Her close relatives gave her countless metaphors since she was a child to let her understand that she is not the most unfortunate. , so there is never pessimism or negativity.

"My grandparents have better grandsons. One more than me is not too much, and one less does not matter. My mother is an only daughter. My grandmother passed away less than three years after my mother passed away. Grandpa... I also have another wife, my grandmother’s family, and relatives and elders. They are very good to me, but they each have their own families...”

With so many relatives, no one home is his real home. , on my father’s side, he is redundant. No matter how nice my grandmother’s family is, he is just a guest.

Mom and dad are the most beautiful people in the worldA warm home is half destroyed when the mother is gone. Without a good father, it means that the home will be lost forever.

He has lost his home a long time ago.

Children who have no family and relatives are also another kind of street children. Homeless street children live on the streets. Children with relatives and no family and people who have lost their parents are the emotional world of bereavement and loss of parents. of waifs.

Yan Xing looked out the window and watched the people rushing by. They were probably rushing to the warm place at home. Maybe some of them were still running for a living and would eventually return home to the harbor.

"..." Le Yun felt heartbroken. His mother was gone, his father had a new family, and his grandfather also married someone new. Yan Handsome's closest second-generation relatives all had families, and he was alone. He looks like a superfluous person, he must be very sad!

She looked at handsome guy Yan. He was probably afraid that she would see his sad expression, so he turned his head and could only see the profile. The contours of his face were like a chiseled axe, and the distribution of his facial features It is the most perfect and well-proportioned.

His beard is clean shaven, his face is blemish-free, his skin is smooth, and has a very elastic luster. His eyelashes are like small brushes, naturally long and curled, and are better than the fake eyelashes worn by girls. Still thick and neat, it trembles slightly with breathing.

Viewed from the side, the handsome face seems to be half-faced, mysterious and confusing.

However, his hands were placed on his legs together, one hand caressing the lenses unconsciously, and the other hand was obviously stiff, and his fingers pressed tightly on his legs to suppress certain emotions.

It was the first time Le Yun saw handsome Yan Yan who was so helpless and suppressed his emotions. She suddenly didn’t know how to comfort him. She knew how to fight and was not good at comforting people.

After a moment of silence, she mustered up the courage and reached out to tug at his sleeves: "Well, I'm sorry!"

Yan Xing turned his face away, not wanting others to see the depth of his heart. The fragility of his body felt like his sleeves had been touched by someone. He turned around and saw the little lolita beside him carefully pulling on a corner of his sleeves. Like a child who had made a mistake, he lowered his head, timidly and at a loss. People feel sad.

His bitter heart slowly softened, and he stubbornly suppressed the sorrow of being homeless. He became a gentle and elegant young man again, and smiled carelessly: "You don't have anything to do with it." No need to apologize for what you did wrong."

"I... don't know about your sadness, I didn't mean it." She really didn't know that he had such a complicated family relationship, so she asked With so many other people's family affairs, it's no wonder that he always has an aura of hostility and danger hidden in him, which makes people subconsciously afraid to approach him. This is probably caused by the family relationship when he was young. Because he doesn't trust others and wants to protect himself, he refuses people. near.

"It's okay, those are unimportant things, hurry up and have breakfast, it will get cold if you don’t eat it for a while. ”

　“Hmm. ”

The little loli held the breakfast and ate it in small bites. She was gentle and delicate, and her well-behaved appearance became more and more cute. Yan Xing curled up the corners of his lips, opened the window to let the air circulate naturally, and held himself up When he started eating, he found that compared to other fake Goubuli ones, the ones from T City were much purer. He still felt that the taste was just average, much worse than the food made by Little Lolita.

Le Yun After eating ten steamed dumplings, she felt very full. She secretly looked at handsome guy Yan, and saw that he was eating quickly and elegantly so calmly, as if he had stepped out of the shadow of sadness, and she was relieved.
< br />After eating breakfast, Yan Xing took the garbage bag out of the car and threw it away, closed the window, and asked tentatively: "Little loli, do you want to go to the scenic spot in T city? "

"Brother Yan, let's go back to the capital," Le Yun blinked her watery eyes and showed a bright smile: "We can go back to the capital and go shopping at the flea market. , go back to school in the afternoon, and we have dinner together and eat moon cakes in the evening. "

"Okay! Yan Xing's handsome face burst into a heartfelt smile, he started the car, turned the steering wheel quickly, drove the car onto the road, and shamelessly discussed: "Little Lolita, I want to eat loofah for dinner, can I?" ”

　“Yes. "

"I want to eat celery. ”

　“Yes. "

"I want to eat fried prawns. ”

　“Yes. "

" "I want to eat chicken necks." ”

　“Yes. "

"I want to eat green pepper pork ribs... and I also want to eat pig's trotters. ”

“If you get the chance, take the shot back. ”

“Little Loli, don’t use it. I want to eat pig’s trotters. Can you make pig’s trotters? "

"I'm greedy, and if I make further terms, I'll deduct two dishes. "

　"Little loli..."