Chapter 16 Pain makes hatred deeper

"Lele, do you think Yang Binbin will call her teacher?" Du Miaoshu asked worriedly as she walked far away from the scene.

When Le Yun knocked Yang Binbin away just now, there were classmates nearby who were peeping, but no one said anything. If Yang Binbin called the teacher and asked other students to testify, the situation would not be favorable for Le Yun.

"He can scream if he likes. At most he will be punished or banned from taking the college entrance examination. I'm afraid he will be a fool!" Le Yun is not afraid of boiling water. Anyway, if she can't take the college entrance examination, None of them could hope to enter the examination room safely.

Du Miaoshu was completely speechless. Her deskmate made it clear that those few people would not dare to make the matter a big deal, right? She became more and more envious of her deskmate. Being underage was good and she could fight happily. If she had known this, she would have skipped the triple jump no matter what, and then become a "vulnerable group" among the big brothers and sisters. Be a brilliant little genius.

Huang Yali ran far away, and her hanging heart slowly fell to the ground. She hurried back to the dormitory. She thought that Yang Binbin would call the teacher to report that Le Yun had beaten him. In the past, When she, Zhang Jing and Le Yun fight and quarrel, Yang Binbin will always notify the teacher for them as soon as possible. This time, he will definitely not let Le Yun go if he is beaten.

Unexpectedly, after waiting for several days, she heard nothing. It was as if the incident had not happened.

Huang Yali was depressed to death. Why didn’t Yang Binbin report it to the teacher? The opportunity for such a good percussive rhyme was so wasted.

The days are passing by, and the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer. Everyone is getting more and more nervous, and when they are nervous, they are full of fighting spirit. They have been studying hard for twelve years and no one asks, but they just want to become famous all over the world. Know.

Probably because she was scared, Schoolboy Yang and a few clowns didn’t come to trouble her. Le Yun’s mood became better and better, and she became more and more relaxed. With her brain like a computer , super good memory, I feel no pressure in the college entrance examination and so on.

What made her a little puzzled was the melons grown in the space garden. She thought they would be gone after picking them for three to five times at most. The fact is that the melons will grow if the main vine of the seedlings does not die. , the main branch does not grow side branches, but the branches grow branches, seemingly endless.

So, she picked another bunch and another, eggplants once a day or night, watermelons once every two days, tomatoes every day and night, and she was busy for another week. The melon vine finally lost much life, so I quickly pulled out all the seedlings, chopped them into pieces, dug holes and buried them in the ground, so that the seedlings could be returned to the fields as fertilizer.

At the beginning of a new week, Leyun welcomes the most helpless relative for every girl who cannot hide away - her aunt.

She is only fourteen years old this year. She had her first menarche six months ago. According to normal adolescents,Developmental status: It is normal development to have menstruation at the age of thirteen and a half.

On Monday morning, when she felt that her aunt was coming, Le Yun’s nerves were tense, even her skin was taut. She drank two large glasses of brown sugar water at noon, and also carried brown sugar with her in the afternoon. Water in the body.

After drinking brown sugar water for half a day, in the evening, the signs of her aunt’s arrival hit Le Yun so fiercely that she could hardly straighten her waist and could not go to the evening repair. , asked for leave, returned to the dormitory without even eating dinner, and lay on the bed wrapped in a quilt, shivering.

She had very severe menstrual cramps. She fainted from menstrual cramps and even had to go to the hospital. After that, she visited relatives every month, and the pain was so painful that she felt like dying every time.

This time is no exception.

The pain came one after another, Le Yun was sweating profusely from the pain, and curled herself up into a cocoon, as if that would relieve the pain.

In fact, even if you curl up into a ball, it cannot reduce the pain. The throbbing pain will only increase and become more and more fierce.

The pain before the arrival of her aunt tortured Le Yun cruelly. The pain made her eyes flash and her limbs twitched. She could only hold the quilt tightly with both hands and grit her teeth.

"Grandma, I hurt..." In the unbearable suffering, her body was bent into a shrimp shape in pain, her eyes were filled with water, but she could not shed a single tear.

It hurts, it hurts too much.

This time it hurt more than the previous times.

"Ah-" When another wave of severe pain hit, Le Yun couldn't bear it anymore, a whimper escaped from her lips and teeth, and water finally came out of her eyes.

"Grandma, I hate her, hate her, hate her!"

Once, she promised grandma that she would not hate or complain, and would not live in hatred. She would definitely do it. Live happily, but she can't do it, she really can't do it!

In the past, she might be able to forget, but when her relatives came and tormented her to death every month, even if she wanted to forget, those old things would come out of her dusty heart and remind her of those things. The harm that people inflicted on her.

Pain makes memories clearer.

After being hurt, vague words came to mind again - "... Damn it, how much hatred is this, how can you be so cruel to such a young child, poor child, such a I have been injured here since I was a child, and I am afraid I will suffer in the future..."

Le Yun remembered those words from the doctor. Through her tears, she vaguely saw her grandma's face again, and heard the frightened words. Voice - "Doctor, what will happen to my granddaughter in the future? Is it possible that she will never be able to have a baby again..."

- "Old man, your granddaughter's uterus was severely damaged. For such a young child, the uterus has just developed.It’s hard to say whether the child will be able to have children in the future due to the injury before childbirth is complete. One thing is certain, even if the injury is healed, the pain will probably not be avoided during menstruation. You should try your best to nurse the child back from an early age..."

What else did the doctors and nurses say to her grandma? Le Yun didn’t hear it, because that happened three years ago. At that time, she was in so much pain that she almost lost consciousness. Whatever she heard when she was conscious, even if she was unconscious, could not be heard. I remember it clearly.

I didn’t quite understand it at the time. It wasn’t until I had my menstrual period half a year ago that I had such pain in my stomach that I didn’t know what to do. When I woke up and found myself lying on a hospital bed, I asked the doctor and found out that she was suffering from severe menstrual cramps. She fainted seriously and was sent to the hospital by her teachers. It was only then that she remembered those dusty events and understood what the doctor meant when she said that she would have dysmenorrhea in the future.

Her grandma once taught her not to live in a state of being hurt. In the shadows, she must pursue light and happiness. Even on her deathbed, she never forgets to teach her not to live in resentment.

She always keeps her grandma’s instructions in mind and tries to forget some of them. Hurt, forget unpleasant things, and face the sunshine like a sunflower.

"Grandma..." Memories came to mind like a movie, Le Yun burst into tears, Grandma, forgive me, I can't forget everything Hatred.

It’s not that she doesn’t want to forget, it’s that she really can’t forget. This kind of pain always reminds her not to forget how cruel some people are, and not to forget the hurt she has received.

"... Wu..." The pain in her lower abdomen was severe again, and Le Yun hugged her stomach in pain. That person... the person who made her endure this kind of pain. If she becomes a prostitute in the future, she will have to retaliate with tooth for tooth and eye for eye. Eyes, repay the pain that person gave her ten times!