Xiaoyu walked back from his friends playing ball with an angry look on his face. Yaxin asked with concern: "What's wrong with Xiaoyu?". Xiaoyu didn't answer and continued to move forward angrily. Wang Yaxin looked at the children playing ball together. One of the little boys was also unhappy with his hands on his hips: "You don't know how to play, but you still have to play with us if you don't know how to play." Yaxin immediately understood what happened. , Xiaoyu may be because he just started playing football and is not very good at it yet. He was unhappy after being said a few words by the children playing with him. Xiaoyu himself is sick and has a very strong self-esteem. He will definitely get angry when he says this. Yaxin quickly caught up with Xiaoyu, took Xiaoyu's hand, and said, "Xiaoyu, don't be angry, we will surpass them after we play a few times." Xiaoyu was obviously even more angry after hearing this, as if he was poked. It hurts the inferiority complex deep inside. Shake off Wang Yaxin's hand and continue walking forward. Xin Sheng obviously didn't understand what was going on. When he saw Xiaoyu coming, he happily ran towards Xiaoyu and said, "Brother~~". Xiaoyu was so angry that he pushed Xin Sheng down. Yaxin didn't expect Xiaoyu to be so irritable. Before she could help him, Xinsheng had already fallen to the ground and burst into tears. Yaxin quickly picked up Xin Sheng, checked that there was nothing serious, and started to comfort her. "Xiaoyu! How could you push your sister like this!" Yaxin was also a little angry, staring at Xiaoyu and accusing her. Xiaoyu obviously realized that something was wrong with him. He looked at Xin Sheng and was about to say something. When he saw his mother's concerned look at coaxing Xin Sheng, his eyes suddenly changed. "She is not my sister!" Xiaoyu stared at Wang Yaxin and shouted emotionally.
"Xiaoyu, what did you say!" Yaxin was just about to get angry, but when she saw Xiaoyu's chest rising and falling, his chin shaking, as if he was about to cry, he suddenly softened his heart. . Holding Xin Sheng with one hand and Xiao Yu with the other, she controlled her emotions and said slowly: "Xiao Yu, I'm sorry, mom shouldn't yell at you, but we are a family, and Xin Sheng is your little sister. . Look, Xin Sheng is crying so sadly."
Xiaoyu gradually calmed down and still didn't speak, just standing indifferently. Xinsheng didn't dare to look at Xiaoyu, turned her back and just cried. Yaxin picked up Xin Sheng and pulled Xiaoyu back. On the way, I kept comforting Xiaoyu, but Xiaoyu just listened and didn't say a word. After arriving home, he ran into his room and closed the door without changing his shoes.
Wang Yaxin changed Xin Sheng’s shoes, washed her hands, and coaxed her for a while. Xin Sheng was heartless and got better immediately. At this time, I watched the cartoon happily and danced happily with the plot in Pokémon. Yaxin went to the kitchen to sort out a plate of fruit, poured a cup of hot water and knocked on Xiaoyu's door: "Xiaoyu, open the door for mommy. Mommy will pour you a glass of water. Drink some water before you rest." What's waiting is still there. In silence, Yaxin had no choice but to put it back in the kitchen. She looked at the time helplessly and prepared to take Xin Sheng to take a bath and rest first. Xinsheng kept interacting with her mother while taking a bath, which made Wang Yaxin even laugh. The world of children is really simple, just be happyLaugh and cry when you are sad. There is no need to hide it at all. You will forget about it as soon as it passes, and you will not think about it to add to the sadness. Before going to bed, Xin Sheng didn't forget to run to Xiao Yu's door and knock on the door: "Brother, open the door~ I want to say good night to brother~" Yaxin quickly said that her brother had rested and would say good night tomorrow. Xin Sheng then ran back obediently. go to bed.
Yaxin knew Xiaoyu’s temperament, so she sat silently on the sofa and waited. After a while, the door opened. Yaxin hurried over and handed Xiaoyu a glass of water. Xiaoyu slowly regained his composure. Not so excited anymore. He took the water and drank half of it, then without looking at Wang Yaxin, he said, "I'm going to take a shower and go to bed." After saying that, he went to take a shower. Yaxin responded with a "hello" and patted Xiaoyu gently. Xiaoyu didn't resist this time and walked straight to the bathroom. Yaxin walked into Xiaoyu's house, cleared the table, brought in the fruits from the kitchen, and took away the shoes that were sweaty from playing football.
After washing, he saw his mother still waiting in the living room. Xiaoyu glanced at her, then immediately changed his gaze. After thinking for a moment, he still said: "I'm going to sleep." "Xiaoyu, have a good rest. Remember to dry your hair. There are fruits and hot water on the table. Eat some fruits before going to bed." Yaxin said to Xiaoyu while standing up.
"Well", Xiaoyu closed the door after finishing speaking, and the room suddenly became quiet again.
Wang Yaxin sat quietly on the sofa in a daze for a while. She just felt so tired. She kept going all afternoon. She was happy at first, but something like this happened again in the evening. But after so many years, Xiaoyu was used to it, and Xiaoyu was more emotional than this time. I had to carry it all by myself before, but now I don't feel so helpless and sad anymore. Countless late nights where I lost control of my emotions and had a mental collapse, I managed to overcome it bit by bit. In Australia, the situation was more serious than this. Yaxin even had to hold Xiaoyu and comfort her, unable to sleep night after night. Ordinary people simply cannot imagine what kind of life this is, and how a woman can carry all this on her shoulders. So now, no matter how difficult things are, no matter how big the mood swings are, we can deal with them calmly. There is a sense of being unfazed by favor and disgrace, and feeling relieved when the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court. No matter what, Xiaoyu is getting better day by day, but the child really needs a father's company at this age. This kind of companionship in sports and games between father and son is something Yaxin can't change no matter how hard she works.
Yaxin sighed, combed her hair, checked that the house was locked, checked her phone to make sure there were no missed calls from anyone else and Fang Zhiqiang, and went to wash up. After washing, I lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, thinking about all kinds of things.
Wang Yaxin has also been reflecting recently, where has gone her previous energy to do things vigorously, decisively and tolerantly. It seems that since giving birth to Xinsheng, my mentality has slowly changed. Some things that I didn’t argue with before are gradually becoming more and more important to me. Just like the relationship between myself and Fang Zhiqiang a while ago.An uninvited guest came to Li Xiaoxiao's home. When he saw Fang Zhiqiang and Xiao Ai Li being intimate, he suddenly lost control of his emotions. He sarcastically made Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang lose their composure and couldn't get off the stage. I didn’t feel anything at the time, but now that I think about it, I really shouldn’t have. In fact, it was really not directed at Xiaoxiao, but I suddenly thought of my love for my children. Fang Zhiqiang is not enough for Xiaoyu and Xinsheng, and he has to forcefully give them to Xiaoxiao. I love Li a little, but suddenly I lose control of my emotions and say extreme things. It really shouldn’t be! Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel regretful and sighed, how could I become what I despised before? But if it weren't for Xiaoyu and Xinsheng's need for companionship and pampering, I might not be so sensitive. If Fang Zhiqiang was just having an affair with someone else's woman, or even Xiaoxiao, Wang Yaxin felt that she might not mind it that much. But if it comes to the next generation of children, Yaxin really feels that she may not be so generous, or even a bit abominably selfish. Perhaps he subconsciously feels that as long as Fang Zhiqiang spends more time with Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu's condition may get better and his life will move towards a better goal. Or is he actually a selfish person, just using his children as an excuse to find a reason to escape from his heart?
(Words from Yaxin Xiaoxiao: Thanks to readers for their comments on some plots of the last two chapters - Fireflies who don’t like to go out at night, Forgetting Z, Good Times, Ren Wei who fights for money, etc. Recently in life and work I encountered some problems, so I'm sorry that I can't update too quickly. When I have time, I'll change the plot that I didn't write well for some reasons. I'm sorry.