Lin Shan’s last summary can be said to be extremely accurate.

She founded a company in Xijing, and later met Fang Zhiqiang and joined Huaqiang Company.

Along the way, Lin Shan felt that she was extremely busy every day, as if there was always endless work to do.

But looking back now, what have I gained over the years?

Except for those busy years, there is nothing worth remembering in my memory.

Wang Yaxin is irrefutable to this sentence, because from Lin Shan's perspective, this sentence is indeed very reasonable.

However, Wang Yaxin can see that this is where Lin Shan's current problem lies.

After pondering again for a while, Wang Yaxin said in a joking tone: "I didn't expect that you are so Buddhist at such a young age?

How can you come up with this? This conclusion is not something that ordinary people can come up with. It seems that your level is already very high."

"Sister Yaxin, please stop making fun of me here. If I really If you are very Buddhist, how can you be so worried about gains and losses like now?

And have so many worries?

In fact, you know very well, it is precisely because I am wavering and completely dissatisfied. Knowing what I want makes me live my life so lost that I still don’t know what I am fighting for.

To put it bluntly, my heart has no one to belong to."< br />
Lin Shan has indeed thought about it very clearly. She buries all these thoughts deeply in her heart on weekdays. Lin Shan has never told anyone about these things, but she It doesn't mean that Lin Shan has never thought about it herself.

Since I chose to speak out to Wang Yaxin today, it naturally means that Lin Shan has thought about it very thoroughly. Just like what she just said, Lin Shan summed it up very well, and actually let Wang Yaxin felt speechless.

As a lawyer, what Wang Yaxin is best at is fighting with words, but now, listening to Lin Shan’s words, she couldn’t say a word, and even felt that what Lin Shan said Very reasonable.

Lin Shan looked at the silent Wang Yaxin and continued: "Everyone has his own way of life. Sometimes we can choose what kind of life we ​​want to live, but more often , life does not give us a choice, just like me."

Lin Shan's words couldn't help but bring back Wang Yaxin's memories of her past, when she once struggled to pursue the pursuit alone.During that period of time when I was alone, wasn’t that how I felt?

Even now that she has come out of those original hazes, when she looks back, Wang Yaxin still feels a burst of sadness in her heart. Every time she thinks of such a period of darkness in her life, time, it is not only the imperfection of life, it can even be said to be a kind of disability.

Although many people have disabilities of one kind or another, it is precisely because of those disabilities that people experience the ups and downs.

Just like Wang Yaxin once, I felt deeply.

Therefore, Wang Yaxin did not deny what Lin Shan just said, but continued in a positive tone: "You are right, because I have had exactly the same experience as you, so I am very I can understand why you have those thoughts in your heart.

To be more precise, everyone who has experienced this period of confusion will have such thoughts in their hearts. This is not surprising at all.

But what I want to tell you is that although many people may have such an experience, they always have to come out of it. Just like me now, I have come out of the confusion at the beginning. period, although now when I look back at that gloomy time, it is still a incomplete period for my life, but those things have become the past after all, and people always have to look forward. Maybe now I can get my wish. I have lived the life I want, so I am very satisfied with everything at the moment, and naturally I will no longer have those negative thoughts.

But I feel that in this life, we should most What we have to do is to be responsible for ourselves. No matter whether we have got out of that period or not, we should make ourselves happy instead of always being immersed in sorrow. That will only make the bleak period in our lives more and more difficult. As time goes by, there will naturally be more and more disabilities, right?"

Wang Yaxin said so much in one breath, and after finishing speaking, she asked Lin Shan.

But at this moment, Lin Shan was dumbfounded. She looked at Wang Yaxin next to her in disbelief, as if it was hard to imagine that those words came out of her mouth.

“What are you looking at me for?

I just told you so much, you didn’t even listen, right?”

Wang Yaxin looked at Lin Shan's strange look and continued to ask.

At this moment, Lin Shan finally shook her head with a confused look on her face, and then she said a little dullly: "I just didn't expect that you, who lived such a happy life, would also have these things. Weird thoughts, I thought only those of us who have lived in a mess would think like this. People like you can't be happy if you are happy.Come on, where do you have time to feel sad? "

"People like us? "

Wang Yaxin said this in a very puzzled tone, pointing her finger at her chest.

Seeing Lin Shan nodding blankly, Wang Yaxin continued to explain. : "Actually, there is no distinction between people like us and people like you. All of us are the same. I may or may not experience the things you can experience. But for you, what I have experienced Those things are the same.

We live under the same sky, breathe the same air, and may even know the same people. Why are there differences between you and us?

You think that I am living a happy life now, that is just in your opinion, I may not think so myself.

Therefore, none of us can use our own standards to judge the lives of others.

Isn’t there a saying that goes like this: You envy me, I envy you, and everyone envy each other. In fact, it’s just because I don’t have what you have, and you don’t have what I have. No. ”

Lin Shan looked like she didn’t understand at this moment. Wang Yaxin didn’t know whether Lin Shan understood what she meant or not, but her reaction seemed to change. A little dull.

Wang Yaxin also asked again: "Are you thinking about something, or are you about to fall asleep? ”

　“No. ”

Lin Shan gave these two-word answer very decisively, and then fell into a long, long silence again.

At this time, Wang Yaxin was very confused and kept paying attention to Lin Shan's every move, but Wang Yaxin never heard her answer.

Wang Yaxin couldn't help it anymore and said again: " I said what on earth are you thinking about?

I’ve told you so much, why don’t you give me a response? ”

At this moment, Wang Yaxin is indeed a little anxious. She just heard Lin Shan say so much. Of course, Wang Yaxin can also hear it. Now Lin Shan is a very independent person.

Perhaps what I just said was of no help to Lin Shan, and it did not change her original thoughts. If that was the case, wouldn’t my efforts have been in vain?

Moreover, it also made Lin Shan extremely disgusted with herself. Wang Yaxin did not want things to turn out like that.

At this moment, Lin Shan finally took a long breath, and then suddenly turned her head, with a very serious expression on her face. Looking at Wang Yaxin in front of her, she said word by word: "I have already thought about it. Our female compatriots will alwaysThe conclusion is very reasonable: "There is no good man in this world! The goal I have been pursuing does not actually exist. Although this sounds like a joke, it is true. This is indeed the case.

So I decided that from now on, I will no longer have any emotional fluctuations because of men!”