After Fang Zhiqiang left, only Wang Yaxin and Lin Shan were left on the table. At this time, after Lin Shan said these words to Wang Yaxin, she took the lead in raising the bottle of wine in her hand and took a few more sips. Then facing Wang Yaxin again, Wang Yaxin raised his eyebrows, with an expression of enjoyment on his face, and continued to say to Wang Yaxin: "Give it a try, this feeling is really wonderful, and the hadron is still waiting in the car. What about us? Even if we drink too much, there will be no danger."
Listening to Lin Shan's words, Wang Yaxin couldn't help but feel a little entangled. Looking at Lin Shan's condition today, if she didn't drink If she sobers up, I'm afraid she won't tell the truth to her. Although she hasn't drank for such a long time, today, looking at Lin Shan's state, Wang Yaxin no longer hesitated at all. She immediately stretched out her palm and The wine bottle on the table was directly raised. After clinking glasses with Lin Shan, the two women held the bottle and started drinking in the rainy night. When the people at the tables nearby saw this scene, they couldn't help but be stunned. They had never seen a woman so heroic. In this public place, drinking wine in the rain, this scene seemed to only exist. It’s the same as in martial arts novels.
At this time, Fang Zhiqiang had returned to the car. After closing the car door, the whole world seemed to be quiet. He could only hear the sound of rain hitting the car, like "bang bang bang". It was like a rapid heartbeat. This feeling also made Fang Zhiqiang enjoy it extremely. Listening to the sound of raindrops, it didn't take long for Fang Zhiqiang to involuntarily close his eyes and slowly fall asleep.
At the dinner table, Lin Shan had finished her third bottle of beer. She looked at the second bottle that Wang Yaxin had just opened, and said with a bold face: "This has just begun, don't get ahead of me." , we won’t come home until we get drunk tonight, no one can leave early, it’s just this box of wine, let’s finish it first!”
Listening to Lin Shan’s heroic tone, Wang Yaxin’s heart Naturally, she understood that her purpose was not only to let him drink with her, but also to get drunk with her. Wang Yaxin obviously didn't want that in her heart, and she immediately waved her hands slightly, her eyes a little blurry. Said: "Lin Shan, I can't drink enough. I can still drink a little red wine, but I rarely drink this beer. I estimate that if I drink a little more than one bottle, I will faint and I may not be able to accompany you."
Lin Shan once again placed a bottle of beer in front of Wang Yaxin. A devilish smile appeared on her face. She stared at Wang Yaxin's somewhat confused eyes and said slowly: "It's because you rarely When you drink, you need to taste the feeling of this beer. You rarely get drunk when you drink red wine, but it is different when you drink beer. It feels very wonderful after you are drunk. You will never forget it!"
Wang Yaxin wanted to continue to refuse, but Lin Shan waved her hand again and said: "I have been holding some thoughts in my heart for a long time. Tonight with youIn front of you, I feel that I should be able to say it all. Although I feel that it is inappropriate to say these words in front of you, but besides you, I don’t know who I can say those words to, so I hope you can forgive me. , I regard you as someone to talk to, but the negative energy in my heart has accumulated too much. I feel that I am about to collapse. If I continue like this, I am afraid that I will be unbearable. "
Looking at Lin Shan's serious look, Wang Yaxin couldn't help but smile and said softly: "Since you treat me as your sister, you can naturally tell me what's on your mind. "
"Sister Yaxin, what were your thoughts during the period before you got married? "Lin Shan saw Wang Yaxin nodding, and she suddenly said such a sentence, which made Wang Yaxin frown at this time. Although she had guessed what Lin Shan might say before, Wang Yaxin did not I thought that as soon as she opened her mouth, she actually asked such a pointed question. Of course Wang Yaxin would not forget what she had been thinking in her heart during that time.
"What do you do when you ask this? What? "I finally got over that period of time. In fact, Wang Yaxin didn't want to mention more about that period of time, so as not to remind her of her sad past. But today, seeing Lin Shan in such a miserable state, Wang Yaxin felt the same in her heart. It was extremely unbearable. If his past experiences could make Lin Shan less uncomfortable, Wang Yaxin would certainly not be stingy. As Wang Yaxin's words fell, Lin Shan said without hesitation: "Although you are married now Well, even if I listen to your changes in thoughts during that period, it may not help, but I feel that it should at least give my soul some comfort! "
Wang Yaxin raised his head and sighed, and thought about it carefully. Although not long ago, Wang Yaxin has already blocked all the memories of the past. If It would be the best thing for Wang Yaxin to completely forget that time, but that is obviously impossible. After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin slowly said: "Worrying about gains and losses, looking forward and backward, wanting to pursue it, but being afraid My own appearance is superfluous to others. I am even worried about disturbing other people's lives, and I am always in an infinite entanglement. No matter how hard I try, I can't get out of the entangled vortex. To be honest, Lin Shan, you said that I am married now, but in fact, there is still a little tangle in my heart. You should also know about the wedding between Qiangzi and I, right? What do you think? "
Wang Yaxin's sudden rhetorical question also made Lin Shan, who was listening seriously at the moment, stunned. She hesitated for a while, carefully thinking about the situation of the wedding at that time, and then the corners of her mouth couldn't help but appear. With a hint of arc, his tone seemed to be a little self-deprecating and he said: "Maybe for you, that wedding was too ordinary, and even...You feel a little aggrieved. But for me, it was the romantic wedding that I had dreamed of. I was thinking at that time, if this matter could happen to me, I would probably wake up laughing in my dreams in the middle of the night. But I obviously don't have that chance. "
When Lin Shan said the last sentence, she let out a long sigh, which also made Wang Yaxin frown slightly. Wang Yaxin seemed to suddenly know the truth in Lin Shan's heart. Idea. Lin Shan suddenly had the idea of getting married urgently, and what was the source of this idea? She kept saying that she was unwilling to fall in love, or even try, so why? What was in her heart now? How similar are these feelings to her own back then?!
Thinking of this, Wang Yaxin couldn’t help but be shocked. She had also known that Lin Shan had thought about Fang Zhiqiang before. . But that was a long time ago. Wang Yaxin thought that Lin Shan had forgotten all about Fang Zhiqiang. After all, Lin Shan had not made any movement for such a long time, especially in front of Fang Zhiqiang. She always acted like an ordinary employee. In front of Fang Zhiqiang, except for work matters, she never said a word. This made Wang Yaxin feel that she had nothing wrong with her, right?
But now, after listening to what Lin Shan said just now, Wang Yaxin realized that it was not that she had no ideas at all, but that she was better at expressing her inner truth than herself. Her thoughts were hidden, and she had not exposed them at all for such a long time. This is for a woman, especially when she can see the man she has longed for every day. In this case, she can always How much mental strength does it take to behave as if nothing has happened? Wang Yaxin asked herself, she felt that she was completely unable to do this.
And looking at Wang Yaxin in a daze, Lin Shan couldn't help but flash a flash of light on her face After a flash of panic, she seemed to have drunk too much. The words she just blurted out, but now she has realized that she seemed to have said the wrong thing, and she quickly explained: "Sister Yaxin, you Don’t get me wrong, I just used that wedding as an example, not that I want to get along with Fang..."