When Fang Zhiqiang saw her nodding, he continued: "You won't forget that time, what kind of feeling did you feel in your heart?
But, during that time It probably didn’t last too long. You came out again and met Chen Qinghe. The two of you even got married hand in hand.
Then let me tell you now, when you were After that person abandons you, it is actually a good thing for you. Do you have no objection to that?"
"How can this be a good thing?
I What was life like later? How can it be compared with being abandoned at the beginning?
I will not forget the sadness and pain in my heart just because I lived better in the future. Despair.
The trauma left on my heart during that period will never be erased, and I still remember it clearly until now."
Nie Qian She said these words immediately, almost without any hesitation, because she did remember that period of time very clearly, just like what she just said, she has never forgotten it to this day! As Nie Qian's words fell, Fang Zhiqiang stopped talking and just remained silent, staring at Nie Qian's eyes.
When he knew that Nie Qian was coming over, a strange smile appeared on Fang Zhiqiang's face.
Nie Qian was stunned at first. She didn’t know why Fang Zhiqiang suddenly made such an expression. After pondering for a while, she seemed to suddenly react, and her eyes instantly dodge, and then Lower your head.
And Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but smile helplessly when he saw her lowering her head and stopped talking. He slowly shook his head and said lightly: "I didn’t mean anything else, I just mentioned that. This incident made me a little sad for a while.
In fact, so many years have passed, and I have long since stopped paying attention to it. After all, everyone has their youthful and ignorant days. At that time, everyone It is understandable that you are ignorant and do some excessive things, and it has not been easy for us to come together for so many years. There is no need to embarrass each other over the little things in the past.
You There is no need to feel any psychological burden. If I really cared about you, I wouldn’t have the same attitude towards you now.
They say time can dilute everything. I think this makes sense. "
Fang Zhiqiang's words made Nie Qian slowly raise her head again. Her eyes were full of disbelief. She couldn't believe that Fang Zhiqiang felt so sorry for the past. This is something that she can really let go of completely, because she still remembers clearly the time when she was abandoned.How can we completely forget and let go of something?
How did Fang Zhiqiang do it?
Especially compared to his own, Fang Zhiqiang’s experience back then was even more helpless.
Although Nie Qian was reluctant to mention this incident because she knew that she was mostly responsible for it, she could think clearly once she put herself in Fang Zhiqiang’s shoes. It was clear that the decision she made at the time had caused serious harm to Fang Zhiqiang, especially after hearing what Bi Luochun said today, Nie Qian fully realized it.
“Qiangzi, I didn’t mean to mention your sadness. You should also know that since I experienced that incident, I have long lost the edge I once had. I look like a hedgehog that has put away all its thorns. To be more precise, I am like a rabbit now. In fact, I want to forget those memories of the past."
Nie Qian said as she approached Fang Zhiqiang.
Perhaps because these memories that had been sealed for so long were a bit difficult to talk about, she finally mustered up great courage to speak out, as if she was afraid that Fang Zhiqiang could not hear clearly, so her lips Very close to Fang Zhiqiang’s ear.
However, this slightly ambiguous posture made Fang Zhiqiang feel very uncomfortable. He subconsciously took two steps back, then looked at Nie Qian seriously again, and slowly spoke. Said: "People tend to remember some good things subconsciously. As for those contrary memories, of course they will try their best to forget them. This is normal. I am the same as you."
"After so many years, you shouldn't hate me anymore because of those things in the past, right?
In your heart, am I still qualified to be your college classmate? "
Nie Qian's words suddenly stopped Fang Zhiqiang.
After so many years, I have indeed forgotten those things in the past, and I have long lost my hatred for Nie Qian, but in my heart, she is a What kind of identity?
Is it really just a college classmate?
Fang Zhiqiang himself felt very awkward. So many stories had happened between the two of them, and there were so many bits and pieces in their memories. How could it be possible to use a simple college classmate? Can it include everything?
But if not a college classmate, then what are we?
Fang Zhiqiang has indeed not thought about this issue carefully before, because it does not mean much to him, whether he is a college classmate or an ex-girlfriend.Well, even your first girlfriend is a thing of the past.
I have completely forgotten even the deepest scar I once had, so why do I still remember these completely meaningless titles?
Isn’t this causing trouble for yourself?
But at this moment when he heard Nie Qian suddenly asking him, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but be startled. The two have known each other for such a long time, and so many things happened in the middle, although the final ending was not too extreme. It's beautiful, but it can't erase the experience of two people meeting, falling in love, and getting to know each other.
After so many years of going around in circles, the relationship between the two people seems to have returned to its original point, but Fang Zhiqiang knows very well in his heart that maybe everything seems to be back to what it used to be on the outside, but in his heart. It cannot be changed. You can actively choose to forget what you have experienced together, but it is still firmly engraved in your heart. You will never be able to treat Nie Qian the way you did before you met her.
Facing an old friend who has been with him for so many years, even when she was abandoned, he provided free help and pulled her out of the abyss.
What kind of relationship is this?
Did I just feel sympathy for her, or did it contain other feelings?
Fang Zhiqiang himself couldn’t explain clearly. He felt that his brain was in chaos. This simple question seemed to be bothering him and he could never find the answer.
On the opposite side, Nie Qian watched Fang Zhiqiang remain silent and entangled for so long. Her expression gradually changed from expectation to disappointment, and then she nodded slowly, her voice was particularly small. He said: "I already know... In fact, I didn't expect so much in the first place. Everything was brought about by myself. For me, this result is already very good..." Nie Qian's voice has not yet completely finished. Fang Zhiqiang suddenly interrupted: "I think a simple college classmate can't represent the relationship between the two of us, right?"
After Fang Zhiqiang finished saying this, the two of them They all froze in place, suddenly falling into an extremely awkward silence.
The two people looked at each other, and no one dodge this time, especially Nie Qian, whose eyes were full of shock and disbelief.
She originally no longer had any hope, but when she heard Fang Zhiqiang suddenly say such words, she couldn't accept it at all.
"Huh?
What did you just say?"
At this time, Fang Zhiqiang asked this question clumsily Words come.
It looks extremely clumsy.This question, but in fact, it resolved the embarrassment at this time and gave Nie Qian a step forward.