"Thank you, Doctor Xue. If you hadn't told me all this, I still wouldn't be sure what my mother's condition is." Li Xiaoxiao sorted out her emotions, wiped away her tears, and looked at Xue seriously again. Kai said.

"It is our duty as doctors to tell the patient's condition to his family members in a realistic and realistic manner. You don't need to thank me." Xue Kai said with a smile.

Tonight the moon is very round, but there is a breeze blowing. Especially at night after 10 o'clock, the breeze seems so biting.

"Don't cry anymore. I hate seeing women shed tears the most. You've made me a little overwhelmed." Xue Kai looked at Li Xiaoxiao and said softly.

Li Xiaoxiao also nodded. Since he and Xue Kai have known each other for a long time, he has always behaved like a warm man in front of her, which also makes Li Xiaoxiao feel more entangled. , couldn't let go, and couldn't continue to develop. Li Xiaoxiao really wanted to find someone to tell her what to do, but her mother was seriously ill and she couldn't bear to disturb her, so there was no other suitable candidate.

"By the way, Dr. Xue, I went to see Dr. Xu the day before yesterday and asked about the recent treatment costs, but Dr. Xu still said that there is no need to worry about this problem. Since my mother was admitted to the hospital, it has been It has been nearly a month, and I only have the initial 30,000 yuan fee, which should have been used up by now. Why does Dr. Xu never mention the fee to me?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.

This question has actually been hidden in Li Xiaoxiao’s heart for a long time, but he has never been able to find the answer. Since the last time he talked to Fang Zhiqiang, at least Li Xiaoxiao thinks that Wang Yaxin must not continue to help. Own. However, during the recent period, Xu Chao still didn't mention the issue of fees, which made Li Xiaoxiao even more confused. Two days ago, he couldn't even hold back and went to Xu Chao to ask, but Xu Chao's answer to him was... Still the same as before.

After hearing Li Xiaoxiao’s words, Xue Kai immediately said seriously: “I know you are a self-improving woman, but no matter who encounters such a thing, they will be panicked. In fact, from now on Since my aunt has been hospitalized, she has not had any major surgery. The real cost is in the later recovery stage. I also mentioned this to Dr. Xu. You are a woman, taking care of your aunt, and you still have a lot of money at home. It’s really not easy to have a child. At this time, you can’t let yourself get into trouble because of financial problems. So Dr. Xu said you don’t have to worry, so don’t think about it anymore.”

"It sounds like you have any special care for me?" Li Xiaoxiao would not let this matter go until she asked clearly. When she heard what Xue Kai said, she asked without hesitation. .

"No, everything is going according to normal procedures. YouStop thinking about it. "Xue Kai replied.

"By the way, Xiaoxiao, I haven't learned anything about you in the earlier period. I just met you now. I feel like I regret meeting you too late. If I had met you earlier, What will it be like when I see you? "Xue Kai changed the topic and asked excitedly.

Li Xiaoxiao looked up at the moon again and sighed: "Over the years, I don't know how I got here. What I have gained and what I have lost seems to be unimportant to me now. After all, people always have to look forward, so I don’t want to mention so much about the past, except for regrets and sadness. Isn't it nice to be buried in the corner of memory? ”

“Actually, I have had an experience that I haven’t had time to tell you. I’m embarrassed to talk about that time myself. Until now, in my heart, that incident has always been A huge regret. "Xue Kai also looked up at the night sky and said melancholy.

Li Xiaoxiao looked sideways at him, with a hint of curiosity on his face, and asked: "What kind of experience? How can I keep you in mind for so long? "

"When I was twenty-four years old, I was still in Mingzhu City. I had just graduated and had no job. When I was wandering around, I met a girl who was also mine. I took my first relationship very seriously at the time. The girl was also very nice and very supportive of my work. After we got together for a year, I also had a stable job and position, and even the two of us were The idea of ​​getting married arose. " The only place available for further study abroad was reserved for me. I struggled with that matter for a long time, but I just didn't know how to talk to her, especially when she was pregnant. I came from a very poor background. Through going to school, I found the only way out. I finally found a place in the big city of Mingzhu, and I also found such a reasonable partner. I was very satisfied. Everything I had, I thought it would be fine if it continued like this. But until the news came, I realized that my life could be more colorful. I later discussed with her that we should not let the child go, but she did not agree. Seeing that the date of departure was getting closer and closer, every time I came home and saw her happy face, it was hard for me to say anything. I almost said it several times, but in the end I still couldn't. During that last period, the company held team building and celebration banquets for several days in a row. I couldn't get away from it. I almost got drunk every night, and even didn't go home for several days, because that would make me forget the reality. The tangles and dilemmas faced. "Xue Kai lowered his head and took a long breath.After a breath, it seems that now, he is still full of regret.

Li Xiaoxiao never spoke. In this matter, Li Xiaoxiao did not stand in Xue Kai’s position. Looking at his regretful look, Li Xiaoxiao was thinking, If he really left like that, how sad would that girl be back then?

At this time, Xue Kai continued: "One day, she called me and asked me why I hadn't come home for several days. I happened to be attending a banquet at that time. It was a farewell party held by the company for me. I drank a little too much at the time. I told her on the phone that I was busy, but she didn’t believe it because it was already past 11 o’clock. Later, the two of us We had a quarrel, but I still didn’t go back that night. As soon as I opened my eyes at the hotel at around 5 o’clock the next morning, the assistant had already prepared everything and told me to get up and board the plane. In the end, I didn’t even say goodbye. I didn't even say anything to her."

Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but frowned when he heard this, and finally asked: "Have you never thought about taking her with you?"

I really regret that for the sake of my invisible future, I gave up her who has been following me. Maybe she has given birth to the child and raised it."

" I think what you did was wrong back then. This is a matter of principle. How could you make such a mistake? How heartbreaking must it be for that girl?" Li Xiaoxiao said without concealment.

　“I also know that I did something wrong, but it has been so many years and I have no way to make up for it now, so this matter has always been the biggest regret and regret deep in my heart. Trauma." After Xue Kai finished speaking, he raised his head again and rubbed his eyes. Although he did not shed tears, at this moment, he looked at Li Xiaoxiao very seriously, and seemed to have noticed Li Xiaoxiao's somewhat dissatisfied mood, so He continued: "Xiaoxiao, the reason why I tell you this is because I want to be honest with you and not deceive you in any way. I think this is a good start."

Li Xiaoxiao Silent, this incident made her feel that the man in front of her was not as perfect as he seemed. At least he had made such big mistakes in the past, which were even unforgivable.