I have to say that Fang Zhiqiang’s words really made Li Xiaoxiao stunned. She had never thought before that Fang Zhiqiang would be so entangled in his heart and so hesitant, just like when he first met It was the same as when he was, but Li Xiaoxiao understood that Fang Zhiqiang at that time could not be compared with Fang Zhiqiang today. He used to be entangled because he was not mature enough and didn't know what he wanted. But the reason why he is hesitant now is not because of this, but because he knows very well what he wants, and there is a promise on the other side that he cannot push away, so he is hesitant.
There may not seem to be much difference between the two, but if you take a closer look, you will know clearly that for someone like Fang Zhiqiang, the former and the latter are worlds apart. It was difficult for him to do what he once did. The decision can now be made with ease, but it is precisely because of this that he becomes more and more entangled and hesitant. Li Xiaoxiao didn't blame him. After all, he was the one who left in the first place, not Fang Zhiqiang. Since he had left, now that Fang Zhiqiang was unwilling to return to him, of course he couldn't say anything more. At that time, Wang Xia also told herself a lot, but at that time, she was like a ghost. How could she listen to other people's words?
"I understand, what you want in your heart is Wang Yaxin, and the reason why you came to me today is because of what my father said to you at that time. I understand that you want to give me a I want to give an explanation to my father, and I also want to give an explanation to yourself. Logically speaking, I can't stop you from this right, but I have to remind you that we don't owe each other anything, and you really don't have to do it for me. I make any sacrifices. Even if you really do what you promised to my father, the two of us may not be able to live happily. At that time, whether it is for you or for me , are not good things." Li Xiaoxiao continued to speak seriously. At this moment, she was very clear in her heart and very rational.
And Fang Zhiqiang also clearly sees everything. The Li Xiaoxiao in front of him now is no longer the innocent girl who blindly pursued love. She knows very well in her heart what things should be done and what things should not be done. Even when faced with something she particularly wants, she has learned to refuse and control herself.
Human desires are often endless. Fang Zhiqiang knows this very well. Everything can be controlled, but human desires are very difficult to control. It is already very difficult for Li Xiaoxiao to do this, and Fang Zhiqiang never knew that he could not resist his desires countless times.
"There is no need for you to say that. The reason why I came to you today means that I have thought it through in my heart. I just want to say what I have to say and don’t want to hide anything from you. Before I start, I I don’t want to deceive you, and I don’t want you to misunderstand me, but this does not mean that I made the decision.Determination, what should I do or how I will do it? I may not be ready or have thought about it now, but one day in the future, I will definitely be able to figure it out, and I will definitely be able to clearly understand everything I have done. For what exactly. "Fang Zhiqiang said again.
The fallen leaves fell and slowly scattered on Li Xiaoxiao's cheeks. He squinted his eyes slightly. Li Xiaoxiao stretched out his white palm and placed it on his cheeks. He took down the fallen leaves and looked at the fallen leaves that were withered and yellow without any signs of life. Li Xiaoxiao pressed his fingers slightly, and the leaves scattered in all directions. Looking at the powder that was broken into the palm of his hand, Li Xiaoxiao raised his hand slightly. Looking sideways at Fang Zhiqiang, he said, "Have you seen that no matter how full of vitality you once had, when the day passes, you will never come back. This is true for everything in the world. No matter how advanced biotechnology is, there is no way to rejuvenate the elderly. How can you and I do this? ”
Li Xiaoxiao’s words full of negative emotions made Fang Zhiqiang frown. Originally, he was hesitant and entangled, but now it seems that Li Xiaoxiao is the most entangled person. , without the slightest hesitation, Fang Zhiqiang, who frowned, spoke again: "I don't know why you have so many complicated thoughts, but I can tell you that my heart is very clean, and I can do whatever I want. Do whatever you think you should do, without so many worries or thoughts. Maybe sometimes only in this way can people live a more relaxed and happy life! ”
“My thoughts are different from yours. I used to be a love perfectionist, thinking that the most important thing in this life is to get a perfect love, but it turns out that my idea is Wrong, there is no perfect love in this world. Those stories only exist in fairy tales. I have been forcing it and working hard for so long, but in the end I still got this result. Now I finally understand that some things do not belong to me. No matter how hard I force myself, it will have no effect. Just like the relationship between you and me, if it is gone, it is gone, and if it is scattered, it is scattered. , it is impossible to get back together again in this life. As the old saying goes, a broken mirror cannot be repaired. Isn't this the situation between you and me now? "Li Xiaoxiao spread her hands and said with some helplessness.
"It depends on people. The extent to which a broken mirror can be repaired depends on people and technology. Whether the broken relationship can be reunited. Good as before, it is also based on people. There is never an absolute thing in this world. Even the sun rising in the east every day may be due to rainy weather and you cannot see the rising sun in the morning. When a promise is not kept, what else cannot be changed? "Fang Zhiqiang argued.
"Qiangzi, there is no need for you to argue with me so much. The matter has already been resolved.At this point, you and I actually know in our hearts that what we can't go back to has long been gone. No matter how much you say now, no matter how hard we both try, we can't go back to the feeling we had before. Well, instead of forcing yourself so hard, it is better to live a free and easy life, be more casual, do what you want to do, no matter what others say, just be happy. Life is so short, who has the obligation to take responsibility for other lives? "Li Xiaoxiao shook his head and sighed.