Originally, I wanted to take this opportunity to have a good talk with Fang Zhiqiang today. For Li Xiaoxiao, it was indeed necessary to muster up the courage to make this call to Fang Zhiqiang. However, at this moment, seeing Fang Zhiqiang like this Attitude, Li Xiaoxiao was completely desperate. She knew that she might disappear from Fang Zhiqiang's world forever. In the past, Fang Zhiqiang, who always had himself in his heart, seemed to have completely forgotten about him. Now he , what is in my heart is another woman.

However, although this result was not what Li Xiaoxiao wanted, she was not heartbroken. After experiencing these events, Li Xiaoxiao gradually learned a lot of things. Sometimes, it's just a day to be sad, and it's also a day to be happy. Life is so short, why should you waste your precious day? Since it’s just one day no matter what, why make yourself so unhappy? Looking at the juice above the table that Zhiqiang had not drank, a smile appeared on Li Xiaoxiao's face. Just like Fang Zhiqiang who had left, things that do not belong to him, no matter how much he cherishes them, are not his after all. .

Li Xiaoxiao stood up and was about to check out when she heard the waiter say that the previous gentleman had already paid. Li Xiaoxiao turned her head again and looked at the road outside the door. She was really I can't understand what Fang Zhiqiang is thinking in his heart. If he really doesn't feel anything about him, why did he agree to his father in the first place? And today, he has made a promise to himself. As he said, he will definitely be able to do what he promised to others. If he can really do what he promised his father, If so, what exactly is it? Just compassion for yourself? Or does it mean that he actually still has his own feelings in his heart?

Li Xiaoxiao couldn’t think of this answer. At this moment, she also realized that she had indeed had certain emotions during the conversation. The words she said were actually not What I really want to say in my heart, but now the relationship between myself and Fang Zhiqiang is so delicate. There are many things that I really want to say in my heart, but when it comes to my lips, I can't say them. Instead, What he said was completely different from what he thought in his heart.

In fact, this is not only true for Li Xiaoxiao, but also for Fang Zhiqiang, but at this time, Fang Zhiqiang does not have time to think about these things. Of course, he knows that Li Xiaoxiao is a psychological A very sensitive woman, no one knows what Li Xiaoxiao will think about what she said before, but Fang Zhiqiang does not have so much time and energy to explain everything to Li Xiaoxiao, not to mention Fang Zhiqiang himself. I really don’t know how to explain it. What I am thinking about now is indeed to fulfill the promise I made to Li Yonggui. But in fact, Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao are the same. They have been deceiving themselves and others. He feels that he nowI no longer have any feelings for Li Xiaoxiao, but Li Xiaoxiao’s guess is actually quite right. If he really had no feelings at all, Fang Zhiqiang would not be what he is now, nor would he be so determined to fulfill his promise In the final analysis, I still feel uneasy about Li Xiaoxiao's future life. I hope that through my own ability, I can take care of him a little bit. Otherwise, if Li Xiaoxiao doesn't have a good life in the future, Fang Zhiqiang will feel sad in his heart. I will feel sorry for myself, even though I did not cause all of this, I still have nothing to do with it.

Driving back to Wang Yaxin’s law firm, according to what Wang Yaxin said, I found my wallet in the desk drawer. After opening the wallet, I saw Wang Yaxin’s wallet in a transparent mezzanine. After taking out the ID card, Fang Zhiqiang was about to close his wallet when he accidentally saw a torn piece of paper again. Coincidentally, the note was also sandwiched in a transparent interlayer. Originally, Fang Zhiqiang I didn't intend to read these things. After all, these are Wang Yaxin's personal privacy, but the line above was too conspicuous. Fang Zhiqiang just glanced at it and saw clearly: "Mom, dad is Will he never come back again? Will he be with that beautiful aunt forever in the future?"

Just such a simple paragraph, it seems like this note came from a homework book It was torn off, and there were very clear tear marks on both sides. Because of this sentence, Fang Zhiqiang stared at the note for a while, and his thoughts couldn't help but go back to the past, back to the time he was with Xiaoyu, Fang Zhiqiang knew that he was not a qualified father. Because of him, Xiaoyu had accidents one after another. Although they were solved perfectly in the end, Wang Yaxin at that time also talked about him. At that time, he thought that as long as he could Let Xiaoyu have fun, everything else is unimportant, but now, after having his own little love Li, Fang Zhiqiang realized that in fact, for a child, being happy is certainly very important, but What is more important is personal safety. A child at such a young age does not have the ability to distinguish danger by himself. Sometimes, when he is in deep danger, he may not even realize it. At this time, as a A parent's responsibility is naturally to protect the safety of his children, but at that time, he did not do everything a father should do.

It is precisely because of this that when Fang Zhiqiang saw this note, he felt even more uncomfortable. Even though he was not a competent father, at that time, in Xiaoyu's heart , but still regards himself as his biological father. It is not difficult to imagine how Xiaoyu views himself in his heart, and how important he is to him. The more he thinks like this, the more Fang Zhiqiang The feeling became even worse. Just when Fang Zhiqiang was stunned when he looked at the note, the phone rang again. It was still Wang Yaxin calling. Fang Zhiqiang came to his senses and put his wallet in his hand.After putting it away in the drawer, he answered the phone again. As expected, Wang Yaxin on the other side said in a somewhat anxious tone: "Qiangzi, hurry up a little bit. There are too many people here in the school. I'm worried that I won't be able to get in line by then."

Fang Zhiqiang replied repeatedly: "Okay, okay, I'll be there soon."

According to the location information Wang Yaxin sent him, Fang Zhiqiang drove away again, not I know why, all Fang Zhiqiang was thinking about was the time he spent with Xiaoyu. Although it has been so long, Fang Zhiqiang thinks about it now as if it happened yesterday. Fang Zhiqiang Qiang knew that maybe it was because all of this no longer existed, so he felt even more precious, or maybe it was because he had left too many regrets and owed too much to Xiaoyu. That's why now I care more about those things back then. Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but start to think of the series of decisions he had made. In fact, when he and Wang Yaxin decided to divorce, he felt a lot of unwillingness in his heart, just because The person who objected was his father. After his efforts to persuade, there was still no result, so Fang Zhiqiang had no more options and could only accept this fact helplessly in the end.

But Fang Zhiqiang knew that if he had chosen to persist, the result might have been completely different, because Wang Yaxin was the same as himself. At that time, it was difficult to give up this relationship. Yes, if I had been firm enough at the beginning, or given Wang Yaxin enough sense of security, maybe I and Wang Yaxin could have continued holding on hand in hand, so until now...

But all this has already happened It has become a thing of the past. My original divorce from Wang Yaxin is irreversible. Even if they reunite now, it is impossible to return to the previous state. Later, when he chose to be with Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang’s mind was actually at that time. He was so confused that he couldn't even tell whether he had pure love for Li Xiaoxiao or whether he couldn't help but feel distressed and pity when he looked at her like that before.

However, after making a choice, Fang Zhiqiang finally no longer struggled. No matter what he thought in his heart, it didn't matter. What mattered was who he was with now. When we are together, we will naturally treat whomever is good. Therefore, after getting together with Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang has never wavered in his inner thoughts, which is to be good to Li Xiaoxiao wholeheartedly. But the final result seems to show that what he wants In fact, everything is wrong. Many times, if you don't do well enough, you can get the result you want.