Fang Zhiqiang finally understood the meaning of Huang Wanting's words. Maybe what he just said was right, and his reaction was indeed a bit slow. In fact, Huang Wanting's feelings for him had never changed, but he never knew it.

"Wanting, in my current state, I am really not suitable to think about these things. Maybe you are just impulsive. After this period of time, maybe you will no longer think like this. We all Give each other some time and space to calm down, okay?" After pondering for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang raised his head again, looked at Huang Wanting's somewhat confused eyes, and said.

"Haha..." Huang Wanting revealed a helpless smile, lowered her head, and continued to say softly: "Qiangzi, from the time I said those words to you, up to now, I have... How long has it been? If you think I am still impulsive before saying these words to you, then I have nothing to say."

The two people fell silent. In fact, Everyone knew exactly what each other was thinking, but neither of them was willing to compromise at the moment, so they just froze.

After a while, Huang Wanting was the first to speak: "Actually, it is precisely because you have been in such a state during this period that I came up with such an idea. Otherwise, maybe I wouldn't have done it at all. I won't bother you."

Huang Wanting knew very well that although she was not a compassionate person, she could not see that Fang Zhiqiang's life was so difficult. Now he has no one A woman takes care of her life, but her career is also in a mess. The pressure such a life brings to Fang Zhiqiang is unimaginable. Huang Wanting can't bear to watch him endure all this alone, so she decides to finally make a decision this time. It was all these factors that made this decision. What’s funny is that Fang Zhiqiang didn’t think so in his heart, and even felt that he made the decision impulsively. This is obviously a big, big deal for Huang Wanting. joke.

Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Huang Wanting at this moment. After she finished speaking, she raised her glass again and prepared to drink it. Fang Zhiqiang immediately said: "Wanting, you You drank too much tonight, don’t drink anymore.”

As Fang Zhiqiang said, he stretched out his hand to stop Huang Wanting from continuing to drink, but Huang Wanting reached out and took Fang Zhiqiang’s palm without hesitation. She threw it aside, and then said firmly: "I didn't drink too much! How can I not know my own drinking capacity?"

After saying that, she ignored Fang Zhiqiang's mood and emotions at the moment. With an expression on her face, she emptied the glass again. She looked a little drunk at the moment. However, this may be the result she wanted in her heart. Some words are difficult to say when she is sober, and tonight is just the right time. Taking advantage of this opportunity, Fang Zhiqiang said something that he could not say in the past.Especially looking at the situation in which Fang Zhiqiang came in, those words would have been extremely uncomfortable for Huang Wanting herself if she had not taken this opportunity to say them tonight.

"Qiangzi, can you tell me, what kind of person am I in your heart? Or, in other words, where do you put me in your heart?" Huang Wanting He picked up the wine bottle in his hand, poured wine into his own glass, and asked Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang sighed helplessly. He could realize that Huang Wanting was already a little drunk at this moment. Otherwise, she would obviously not be able to say these words at all on weekdays, but for herself For a question that is very difficult to answer in normal times, I might be able to explain it away. Huang Wanting is also a girl who knows very well about each other. She can understand some things by just nodding her head. Meaning, but in this situation tonight, she asked so firmly and persistently that if he didn't tell her and didn't give her a definite answer, Fang Zhiqiang himself would not feel able to pass this test.

After pondering for a while again, Huang Wanting's eyes looked a little confused, but she was already standing firm, as if she was afraid that she would fall, and she stared straight into Fang Zhiqiang's eyes. , Fang Zhiqiang has no way to hide.

"Let's eat the vegetables. It will cool down later." Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a long time, but still couldn't say it. In fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself knew very well what kind of position Huang Wanting held in his heart. Yes, and he has told Huang Wanting several times before, but Fang Zhiqiang clearly knows at this moment that what Huang Wanting wants is not the answer in his heart. If what he says at the moment is the answer, for Huang Wanting, it must be It's an extremely uncomfortable thing.

However, Fang Zhiqiang also knows that he cannot give the answer Huang Wanting wants, at least at this moment, he cannot say it. Especially when dealing with Huang Wanting, Fang Zhiqiang is absolutely He would not say a word against his will, let alone use those sweet lies to deceive her, because if he really did that, the pancreatic sequelae would be too great. Fang Zhiqiang knew that he was not capable of dealing with all that. And Huang Wanting also doesn't have that ability.

"You really can't say it, can you?" Huang Wanting could see through Fang Zhiqiang's obvious prevarication at a glance. Of course, she would not be willing to just get such an answer.

"Do you really have to say it for me to believe it?" Fang Zhiqiang was also speechless. He knew what Huang Wanting wanted. At this moment, Huang Wanting was just forcing herself, but He has never been a person who likes to be forced. If he continues like this, Fang Zhiqiang doesn't know what he will say, which may not be good for Huang Wanting and not good for himself.

　“SinceIt's from the bottom of your heart, what can't you say? In the past, I was afraid of affecting the relationship between you and Xiaoxiao, but now? Unless you still remember her in your heart and want to rekindle your old relationship with her. "Huang Wanting continued to speak. When she said the last sentence, she couldn't help but look at the ground subconsciously. She didn't know what she was thinking about at the moment. Thinking of Fang Zhiqiang's helpless expression just now, Huang Wanting even The person who really thought he was going too far was actually me. It was me who kept forcing him, and it was me who made it so difficult for him.

"Wanting, what do you mean by this? Do you think I, Fang Zhiqiang, am the kind of person who can easily turn back? "Fang Zhiqiang immediately frowned and said solemnly.

Indeed, for Fang Zhiqiang, he has never been the kind of person to look back easily. When his marriage to Li Xiaoxiao ended After that, Fang Zhiqiang never thought about getting back together with Li Xiaoxiao in any form or at any opportunity. Just like what Li Xiaoxiao said when he left, if the fate of the two people in this life has not yet If everything is done, we can get back together no matter when. Of course, this is beyond the control of anyone. Whether it is for Li Xiaoxiao or for herself, that day is extremely far away. Who can do it now? No one can see when that day will come or in what form it will come.

However, at this moment, after Fang Zhiqiang said these words, his heart immediately skipped a beat. It is true that I have never thought about taking the initiative to get back together with Li Xiaoxiao. However, now, it is really uncertain. The matter of Li Yonggui keeps swirling in Fang Zhiqiang's mind. If it hadn't been for that matter, maybe I would have been with Wang Yaxin now. Together, but life is like this, too many unpredictable, too many accidents and surprises.

Looking at Fang Zhiqiang’s gradually changing expression, Huang Wanting seemed to have realized something, and then the corner of her mouth A trace of arc appeared again, and he lowered his head and said softly: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you really want to get back together. After all, we have been together for so long and have such a deep emotional foundation. This is not something unacceptable. "

"Wanting, that's not what I meant, hey... I can't explain this to you..."

"So in other words, you don't know it either. Who will you be with next? But, I have never occupied that position in your heart, right? "

Huang Wanting seemed like she couldn't bear it anymore. She knew this in her heart, so she said so much to Fang Zhiqiang today, but looking at Fang Zhiqiang's embarrassed look, Huang Wanting Still couldn't help but feel sad. After knowing Fang Zhiqiang for so long, he didn't even have the qualifications to be a spare tire. In Fang Zhiqiang's heart, how did he view himself? Is he really just an ordinary person? Can't be more ordinary friends? HuangWanting didn't believe this. She could feel that Fang Zhiqiang actually had great emotional fluctuations when facing her. Although she and him did not reach the level of soul mates, they were definitely not only Just ordinary friends.

But now, looking at the expression on Fang Zhiqiang’s face, Huang Wanting seems to understand this. Maybe she has really overestimated her status in others’ hearts.

"Wanting, you don't have to torture yourself like this. Everything is not what you think. I can explain it to you slowly..."

"No need, actually. I just want an answer today, and I don’t feel ashamed. Even if I am hot-faced and cold-butt, even if it is my wishful thinking, even if I am being sentimental, there is no one who can be sorry for such things as feelings. It’s not sweet, and of course I can’t force you to make a decision you don’t like. Just like me, if I wasn’t willing to say these words to you today, if someone else forced me to say these words, I wouldn't do it myself."

After Huang Wanting finished speaking, she emptied the wine glass again. At this time, Fang Zhiqiang also had a sad look on his face, looking at Huang Wanting's unhappy look, He really wanted to persuade Huang Wanting, and really wanted to make Huang Wanting get better, but hearing Huang Wanting's words at this time, which may or may not have been angry, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he was powerless and helpless.

"The matter between Xiaoxiao and I is rather complicated, and I can't explain it to you clearly for a while. As for what you just asked about your position in my heart, I can answer you with certainty. As far as I am concerned, you are more than just an ordinary friend. Many times, you are like my spiritual support. The feeling you give me is something that Xiaoxiao and even Yaxin cannot give me."

　"Haha... Really? I actually still have such a lot of energy? I never realized it myself!" Huang Wanting said with a self-deprecating smile.

After all, she is a girl. Although what she just said was so beautiful, in fact, after hearing those hurtful words from Fang Zhiqiang, how could she remain calm in her heart?

Therefore, no matter what Fang Zhiqiang said at this time, it was difficult for Huang Wanting to feel happy.

"Wanting, I have never told you that your courage, your boldness, your freedom and ease are beyond the reach of many women and even men. Sometimes, when I hesitate When you are indecisive, think about how decisive you were when you made those decisions before you can make up your mind, so when I say that you are my spiritual support, I mean it sincerely."

Fang Zhiqiang He continued: "However, I have never thought that I can have other relationships with you. Of course it is not your problem, it is my own problem. Sometimes I even think that, I am simply a person who does not deserve happiness. Anyone who comes close to me will become particularly unlucky and their life will become worse and worse. Moreover, in terms of feelings, I still have a lot of things that I can't figure out. Before that, I don't want to delay you, nor do I want to hurt you. ”