"Qiangzi, I admit that I am indeed stupid. I can't even say what I want to say in my heart, and I have to use alcohol to say it. But I thought about it and there is no point in continuing like this, so I still Just say it. After all, you are single now. There is nothing you can’t say. As for what will happen next, I don’t know. If the final result is really unsatisfactory, then there is nothing I can do. So many people can pursue themselves. Why can't I do what I really want in my heart?" Huang Wanting stared at Fang Zhiqiang's eyes intently as she spoke. At this moment, she had completely let go of her heart. Since she had decided to say it all, Then there is no need to be as coy as before.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a long time. Before Huang Wanting spoke, Fang Zhiqiang did notice something was wrong in his heart, but he did not expect this. After hearing Huang Wanting say these words, Fang Zhiqiang Qiang finally fully understood what Huang Wanting wanted to say to him today, and Fang Zhiqiang finally understood in his heart. However, for Fang Zhiqiang at this moment, he was obviously not completely ready. What Huang Wanting said next After those words, Fang Zhiqiang was not prepared at all for what kind of answer he should make. The sudden words caught him off guard. But Huang Wanting was still staring intently. Under her gaze, Fang Zhiqiang knew very well that no matter what the answer was, he could not at least be like this without saying a word. If this continued, Huang Wanting would naturally not give up.

After pondering for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang finally said: "Wanting, there are actually many things you need to say. You don't need to say them. I also understand in my heart that the relationship between you and me is no longer a trivial matter. Damn it, I know it in my heart. In fact, for us, no matter what happens in the future, at least under the current situation, none of us should go beyond the threshold. Maybe what I say sounds a little unhuman, but I have told you before that my current state and my true inner thoughts are completely unchangeable and controllable, even if I keep reminding myself how I should be, or how I need to be. , but when things came, I still couldn't control my emotions, or even my own actions. To put it bluntly, even now, in an extremely emotional situation, I made a decision that I had never thought of before. , but after a few days, I may regret it, so many things actually happen naturally and are not forced.”

Fang Zhiqiang’s words have already made his own meaning clear. He expressed it very clearly, because he didn't want to continue listening to Huang Wanting's words so seriously. In fact, deep down in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, no matter what his current situation was, it was impossible for him to be with Huang Wanting, at least in this life. There is always no connection between them, so Fang Zhiqiang didn’t want to see Huang Wanting so serious, but in the end she wasWith a disappointed expression on his face, even if he couldn't be with her, Fang Zhiqiang could clearly see Huang Wanting's character and attitude towards him, and Fang Zhiqiang obviously didn't want to let her go. She was sad.

But it was Fang Zhiqiang’s resolute attitude that almost killed all Huang Wanting’s inner fantasies. At this moment, her eyes, which were staring at Fang Zhiqiang intently, began to waver unnoticeably, going back and forth. After a long time, Huang Wanting finally turned her eyes to the wine glass in her hand again. Just when Huang Wanting was about to raise the glass again and drink it all, Fang Zhiqiang on the side finally stopped her and said: "Wanting, no need to stop. Drink, I know what you want to say. Even if you don’t say a word, I will understand. What I just said has no other meaning. I just want to tell you that there are some things that are important to us in this life. We cannot do it. Once we do it, not only will it not bring us any happiness, but it will make us trapped in it all the time. I have had a very profound experience of this before. Sometimes, it sounds like It’s just a poisonous chicken soup, but in fact, life is like this, and none of us can escape it. If it weren’t for this, those poisonous chicken soups would naturally have no need to exist.”

A smile appeared on the corner of Huang Wanting's mouth, but she did not put down the wine glass in her hand. She raised her head and glanced at Fang Zhiqiang. Under the dim light, her pupils were sparkling with tears, and then she took a long breath. , suddenly picked up the wine glass, and finally drank the glass of wine again. When Fang Zhiqiang saw this scene, he couldn't help but feel distressed in his heart. No matter what kind of relationship he had with Huang Wanting now, even if it was still just ordinary people. Despite being ordinary friends, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but feel a touch of heartache. Fang Zhiqiang understood that Huang Wanting's life was actually full of ups and downs. Watching Huang Wanting's arduous journey to the present, Fang Zhiqiang knew very well in his heart, She is actually a very pitiful woman. What she shouldn't have is, because of her own reasons, Huang Wanting once again fell into the whirlpool of emotions. Although speaking of it, this is not something she can control, but in the end , or because of myself.

"You want to warn me, never drink the poisonous wine of love, right?" Huang Wanting drank it all in one gulp again, and then pondered for a long time, until the cold wine entered her stomach, While the alcohol was flowing in her blood vessels, Huang Wanting spoke again and said this. At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang has also noticed that Huang Wanting's eyes are already a little blurry. For a woman who often doesn't drink, three bottles of beer have already made her feel a little drunk. But there is a saying: vomiting after drinking. Mantra. Although the words she spat out may not necessarily all be true words, they are at least truer than those she usually says. Huang Wanting's words just now were actually questioning Fang Zhiqiang. After all, Fang Zhiqiang himself is also a A man who is deeply tortured by love, what qualifications does he have?How about persuading others not to provoke love?

Indeed, the question raised by Huang Wanting is actually a trap for Fang Zhiqiang. No matter what answer he gives, there will be problems. However, the question has been asked, and Fang Zhiqiang naturally does not Maybe he really didn't say anything, so after pondering for a while, Fang Zhiqiang finally said: "That's not what I meant. It's just that everyone is different and has their own love. For me, I My love is long gone. Now, what I am pursuing is no longer the illusory thing like love. But for you, you can pursue your own love, or you can get everything you want with your own efforts. What you want to get, but what is certain is that some people are destined not to be your love. If you insist on forcing it, the final result may not only leave you at a loss."

Fang Zhiqiang thinks that he has said it clearly enough. Although some words are not stated clearly, he has actually expressed his attitude and can be regarded as giving Huang Wanting a very clear advice. However, for Huang Wanting at this moment, As if she had not heard what Fang Zhiqiang had just said, she said without any hesitation at this moment: "Who is my love? I think this is not judged by others, right? A Adults, if you can't tell this clearly, then I think this person may not deserve her own love at all. And I think I am not that stupid person. At least, I can still tell the difference. Clearly, who is the person I love in my heart, who is the person I like, and those things or those people I am pursuing may still be far away for me now, but this does not mean that I will give up. After all, there is no pie in the sky. Everything comes from my own efforts. If I am not willing to make such efforts, then who will give all this to me?"

"So, what you mean is that you will continue to persevere no matter what?" Fang Zhiqiang also probably noticed Huang Wanting's determination at this moment. It seems that she will not back down on this matter, just like It was just like she was fully prepared today. If she hadn't been fully prepared, she wouldn't have said these words to herself. But once she decided to say it, she couldn't simply change her mind.