The silence lasted for a long time. Wang Xia on the other side seemed to have noticed something was wrong with Wang Yaxin, and then spoke again: "If you feel embarrassed, you don't need to answer me. I just asked casually."
< br />"No, Xiaoxia, I just... don't know how to answer your question." Wang Yaxin finally said it hesitantly. In front of Wang Xia, Wang Yaxin didn't want to hide herself, let alone deceive Wang Xia, or even Wang Yaxin will think twice about every word she says. If she really doesn't want to answer Wang Xia's question, Wang Yaxin can also find a reason or excuse at will. Anyway, to Wang Xia, she is just It was just a casual listen, but Wang Yaxin didn't want to do this. After coming back this time, Wang Yaxin originally felt that she was a little sorry for Wang Xia. Now she received this call from Wang Xia. If she continued to deceive her with lies, Wang Yaxin herself I feel sorry for it, not to mention that Wang Xia also occupies a very important position in Wang Yaxin's heart. Although the intersection between the two people does not seem to be much, during that coincidental time, the two people almost had the same identity. Thoughts and thoughts, this incident quickly narrowed the distance between the two people. Perhaps for Wang Yaxin, she never thought that she would become such a good friend with Li Xiaoxiao’s sister, but in this world, How many things are set in advance?

"Since I don't know how to answer, there is no need to answer. I don't have to hear your answer before I give up." At this time, Wang Xia still couldn't calm down her mood. Of course, he also knew that he just wanted to get to the bottom of this matter. In the final analysis, whether Wang Yaxin wanted to tell him or not was Wang Yaxin's business. He couldn't control other people's thoughts. However, after hearing Wang Yaxin's answer just now, After that, Wang Xia couldn't help but feel a little angry again. She felt that Wang Yaxin couldn't even say a single true word in front of her. Although it didn't seem like anything on the surface, in fact, in Wang Xia's heart But it can be clearly felt that the two people seem to be no longer as close as before.

"Xiaoxia, I know it was my fault for not telling you when I came back this time. I admit my mistake to you. As for what you just asked about my comeback, I have to say it in my own heart. I was also a little confused about what I was doing. I had thought before that maybe I was just doing this so that my two children could have better living conditions. But then I thought about it again, maybe in my heart The idea is not that simple. I also want to help Qiangzi survive this crisis, but I have never thought about what kind of life I can make myself live in this way. Xiaoxia, I find that now I have Big changes. I used to be a very selfish person. I only cared about my own life and making myself better and better. Even when I worked hard to make money and let my children live a better life, In my heart itIn fact, part of my thoughts are for myself. I want myself to be a very successful woman in the eyes of others, a very good woman, etc. "

When Wang Yaxin said this, her voice suddenly stopped, and Wang Xia on the other side remained silent and did not speak. She knew that Wang Yaxin had not finished speaking, and she did not want to at this moment. Interrupting Wang Yaxin's thoughts, she realized that she seemed to have a slight misunderstanding of Wang Yaxin before. After listening to Wang Yaxin's words at this time, Wang Xia once again felt the sincere sister Yaxin, the one who said everything to her. , Sister Yaxin who talks about everything.

After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin finally spoke again: "I don't know why I am like this. Maybe I was the one I used to be. The best, maybe I am better now, but I have no idea about these in my heart. I seem to have forgotten how I should live, and even who I am, as if I am the biggest person in my life. My mission is to bring up the two children Xiaoyu and Xinsheng safely. No matter what method I use, no matter what I become, as long as I can make them grow up happily and healthily, For me, it is fulfilling my long-cherished wish. "

"I have always had the great idea of ​​becoming myself. At least, I should be considered a qualified mother, right? "

Hearing Wang Yaxin's question, Wang Xia still didn't make any sound, but she couldn't help herself and nodded along, although she also knew that Wang Yaxin couldn't see it at all. What I look like now.

"But later I discovered that all of this was actually my own wishful thinking. I thought that everything I did was for my two children. In fact, it is for myself, to live a decent life, and to become a qualified mother. It is the natural motherhood in my heart that drives me to do all this. There is no doubt about this. "

Wang Yaxin seemed to have finished speaking. She didn't make another sound for a long time. At this moment, Wang Xia finally couldn't help but let out a long breath. She realized her recklessness and realized that she I still remember clearly in my mind what kind of woman Wang Yaxin used to be in front of me. For such a gentle and rational woman, why didn't I have a little patience to listen to her inner feelings?

But Wang Xia also knows that it is meaningless now. Wang Xia was originally a person who was not good at apologizing. She always subconsciously found various reasons for her failure to apologize. Reasons and excuses, such as I am born with such a carefree personality, and I think that the relationship with my friends, if I say some apology, it will seem more harsh and polite.

But when it comes to Wang Yaxin, Wang Xia has no such thoughts at all. She knows the relationship between herself and Wang Yaxin, she also knows what kind of woman Wang Yaxin was before, and she also knows how Wang Yaxin treats her. She is now In such a special period, when she decided to come back, maybe she was struggling and entangled in her heart, but she had never listened to her heart, and she even complained about her now. Thinking about it carefully, It's true that I went a little too far.

"Sister Yaxin, I don't know...it turns out you still have so many thoughts in your heart..."

Wang Xia didn't know when she said this. What kind of tone and expression, but after Wang Yaxin on the other side heard it, a smile suddenly appeared on his face.

No change.

Nothing has changed.

Wang Xia’s character has not changed.

The relationship between myself and her has not changed.

Everything is still the same, it’s great!