However, people are constantly trapped by love throughout their lives. How can Fang Zhiqiang now realize that in fact, there is never a right or wrong in emotions, whether he chose to marry Wang Yaxin at the beginning or chose to marry Li again later. Xiaoxiao's marriage, for Fang Zhiqiang, is actually an indispensable experience in his life. If he had not experienced all this at the beginning, then naturally he would not be the Fang Zhiqiang he is now, nor would he be Fang Zhiqiang may be even better in the future, but as an authority figure, Fang Zhiqiang himself cannot understand this. At this moment, he looked at Wang Yaxin beside him, and only a firm voice came to his mind.

However, Wang Yaxin seemed to have seen what Fang Zhiqiang was thinking, and at the moment when Fang Zhiqiang was about to speak, Wang Yaxin stood up first, sighed slightly, and then Said: "No matter what you say next, I hope it will be the result of careful consideration. This is not only responsible for yourself, but also for others." At this point, Wang Yaxin Turning his head slightly, looking at Fang Zhiqiang, he continued, "So, I hope you won't be so anxious to tell the answer in your heart. Even if you think it is extremely firm at the moment, you still need to slowly listen to your heart. , so as to make the choice that he really thinks is right."

After hearing what Wang Yaxin said so much, Fang Zhiqiang naturally knew that in fact, her meaning was very obvious, that is, she did not want herself to make a decision that she would regret again. decision, or in other words, whenever I think about today again in the future, I will feel that this is a very wrong decision.

Fang Zhiqiang knows that this is often reflected in himself, especially as an indecisive person like himself, who will always regret and doubt his original decision, and at this point Above, Fang Zhiqiang has never told anyone that this is his fatal weakness. Fang Zhiqiang knows it very well, but now, not only himself has seen this, but Wang Yaxin has obviously also seen it. Although Fang Zhiqiang at this moment Qiang didn't think Wang Yaxin's reminder to him was of any use, and he didn't even think it would change his mind. But Fang Zhiqiang knew that if he could be more patient, he might find that everything was not what he originally imagined. Not necessarily exactly the same.

Staring at Wang Yaxin’s solemn and serious eyes, Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a long time. When a smile appeared on his face again, Fang Zhiqiang himself felt a little stiff, even a little hypocritical. Because there is nothing worthy of showing such a smile at this moment. However, looking at Wang Yaxin, it seems that his expression is no longer under his control.

Wang Yaxin remained expressionless. She didn’t want Fang Zhiqiang to see through her thoughts. Although she knew that the more she behaved like this, the more counterproductive it would be, but she still tried to keep her expression expressionless. likeHe almost didn't want Fang Zhiqiang to see the slightest thought in his heart through his face.

In fact, what Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know was that the reason why Wang Yaxin reminded Fang Zhiqiang just now was not entirely to let him make a decision calmly, but also because of the tension in Wang Yaxin’s heart , No matter what Fang Zhiqiang’s mood looked like, in the few seconds before he was about to speak, Wang Yaxin was extremely nervous. If what Fang Zhiqiang blurted out was what he was most afraid of hearing in his heart, then Wang Yaxin himself He couldn't even imagine how he would feel then, and now that he was standing in front of Fang Zhiqiang, letting him see his lost look was not what Wang Yaxin wanted.

But on the other hand, Wang Yaxin hopes that Fang Zhiqiang can decisively express his inner thoughts. Whether it is good or bad, the feeling is better than the current situation where he does not know the outcome and his heart is pounding. Jumping straight feels much better.

The two feelings intertwined in Wang Yaxin's heart, making Wang Yaxin even feel a little breathless. Compared with Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang was finally firm this time.

Indeed, when my marriage to Li Xiaoxiao just started, I did feel very good, and both of them were in excellent condition, including the arrival of Xiao Ai Li later, which also made Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao The relationship between the two people has been further sublimated, and Xiao Ai Li has naturally become the backbone of their love.

But the good times did not last long, and the happy and beautiful state did not continue. Conflicts gradually began to appear between the two people. For Fang Zhiqiang now, who is right and who is wrong has already It is completely unimportant, and Fang Zhiqiang has never believed that such a thing can be divided into right and wrong. Maybe it is very simple, just because there is no freshness and enthusiasm at the beginning, and there is a lack of mutual respect for each other at the beginning. Because of his patience and tolerance, the relationship went downhill step by step. For such a long time, when Fang Zhiqiang often thought about this problem, he would always subconsciously look for the reason in himself. Maybe he was originally an irresponsible person. man? Maybe I am born a man who cannot please women? Maybe...

After thinking about it, Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know which of all the things he thinks is right, but there is one thing that Fang Zhiqiang is sure of: in that relationship, he It was true that I put in 100% effort. Although I still couldn't change the ending in the end, at least I tried my best at that time.

Different from Wang Yaxin’s original marriage, there were no external factors in the relationship problems with Li Xiaoxiao. Even though Wang Yaxin had some influence at the time, overall, it was still Fang Zhi There is a rift in the relationship between Qiang Qiang and Li Xiaoxiao. Fang Zhiqiang has tried to get in touch with Li Xiaoxiao countless times. No matter who is right or wrong, as long as Li Xiaoxiao speaks out, Fang Zhiqiang will fall in love with him.They can admit their mistakes and even maintain a better relationship with Li Xiaoxiao than before.

But obviously, Fang Zhiqiang’s idea failed. Li Xiaoxiao did not cooperate with Fang Zhiqiang’s inner idea at the time. Everything developed according to the destined trajectory until Now, when it has evolved to this moment, Fang Zhiqiang has almost determined in his heart that even if Li Xiaoxiao comes back this time, it should be impossible for him and her to be together.

Putting aside Fang Zhiqiang’s own thoughts, Li Xiaoxiao was so determined and decisive when he decided to divorce. Even on the first day he was discharged from the hospital, he was still looking forward to it happily. Now, who will come back to greet you when you are discharged from the hospital? Who will be the first acquaintance you see after you are discharged from the hospital? What will they say? Will they be very happy when they see you after you are discharged from the hospital?

Unfortunately, Fang Zhiqiang did not see all that. Instead, he saw a familiar figure standing in the cold corridor of the hospital, and her expressionless look at that time. Fang Zhiqiang She is so strong that she still remembers it clearly. The most important thing is the words she said.

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Since that incident, there has been almost no in-depth communication between myself and Li Xiaoxiao. The only time was the one that Li Xiaoxiao gave him when he left. As for the content of the letter, Fang Zhiqiang was very looking forward to it and very curious at that time. He wanted to find out what Li Xiaoxiao was thinking by any means.

However, after reading it, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but have mixed feelings in his heart. He seemed to be a little bit disappointed, but he couldn’t find anything wrong. Everything Li Xiaoxiao said was It should be said that she has no position and is not qualified to judge. She has something she wants to pursue, just like the marriage life she has always longed for in her heart, which has also been her pursuit.

But this thought made Fang Zhiqiang feel horrified in his heart.

I am already thirty-one years old. When I chose my partner, the first thing I had to consider was whether I loved her or not, and whether it was because of love.

But now, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly discovered that the original intention he had insisted on had changed. Now when choosing his partner, Fang Zhiqiang no longer seemed to be thinking more about love, but about love. It is whether the two people are suitable, whether she is the person she wants, whether her lifestyle is suitable for her to join, etc.

All this made Fang Zhiqiang realize that he seemed to have lost his original intention. Although it was a long-term thing, it was very difficult to persist. It was precisely because of this One thing is that most people who persevere live a happy life, and those who give up halfway also always live a happy life.In various ways, they paid for their bad decision.

Logically speaking, people in their thirties should not be so emotional, let alone worry about gains and losses, especially when it comes to the love between children. Fang Zhiqiang always comforts himself in this way. In fact, for many people, love is just a conceptual thing in their lives. They never even pursue love because they know very well that love is not of much help to their lives. It may even affect their normal life because of the existence of that thing.

Of course Fang Zhiqiang understands these truths, but he is originally a sentimental person. Even after so many years, this is still difficult to change, and for Fang Zhiqiang, he feels that he is now It's already done very well, at least much better than before.

Even, I have begun to downplay the weight of 'love' in my heart subtly. Perhaps I have never noticed that deep in my heart, love has become more and more vague. , increasingly dispensable.

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When Li Xiaoxiao returned home, she originally planned to give her parents a big surprise, but when she came to the door with her things, the door was opened. , the smile on Li Xiaoxiao's face couldn't help but stiffen.

Li Xiaoxiao saw that Li Yonggui was sitting on the side of the sofa in the room, hunched over, coughing loudly at the trash can on the ground. When the door just opened, He turned his head to look at himself. Li Xiaoxiao could clearly see the protruding veins on his father's face and the red face, which looked extremely scary.

In addition, listening to Li Yonggui's loud cough, the things Li Xiaoxiao was holding fell to the ground uncontrollably.

"Dad!" Li Xiaoxiao shouted, and then ran towards Li Yonggui without hesitation. When Xiao's mother saw this, she didn't have time to close the door, so she ran over with Li Xiaoxiao, running , while saying softly to Li Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, don't worry too much, your dad is just not feeling well these past two days and has already seen a doctor."

But Li Xiaoxiao It seemed that she couldn't hear what her mother said at all. She ran all the way to Li Yonggui and then stopped. Then she put her palm on Li Yonggui's back and rubbed it gently. Li Xiaoxiao asked softly again: "Dad, how are you feeling?"

Li Yonggui raised his eyelids with great difficulty. His eyes were filled with red bloodshot eyes, and the bags under his eyes were much more obvious than before. His face looked as if he had changed his mental outlook, which made Li Xiaoxiao feel heartbroken for a moment.

But after hearing Li Xiaoxiao’s words, Li Yonggui was indifferent.He waved his hand, then raised his palm, wiped a trace of saliva from the corner of his mouth, and then said in a hoarse voice: "It's okay, it will be fine in two days, it will be fine in two days..."
< br />"What is going on? It's so serious, and you still say it's okay?" Li Xiaoxiao became more and more nervous. Li Xiaoxiao also knew about his father's physical condition. Although he recovered and was discharged from the hospital last time, he could After all, his vitality was damaged. The doctor warned him at the time not to withstand too much emotional ups and downs, so Li Xiaoxiao was very cautious about this later on, for fear that he would make his father unhappy, and now, he has just come back. , seeing this scene, Li Xiaoxiao's heart was obviously hard to calm down.

"Didn't I tell you everything? It's nothing. Xiaoxiao, don't be too nervous. You just came back. Go and clean up. I'll take care of your dad." Standing behind Li Xiaoxiao Xiao's mother came over again at this moment, patted Li Xiaoxiao's back, and said so.

If it were the Li Xiaoxiao from before, she might have turned around with tears in her eyes, stared at her mother, and asked what was going on with her father's body.

But now Li Xiaoxiao did not do this. Although she was very worried and even had an ominous premonition, she knew that if the two elders wanted to hide it from her, they must have their own fault. If you ask them forcefully, you will still make them unhappy. In this case, you might as well observe and observe yourself, and you will naturally understand what is going on.