That period of time is something Fang Zhiqiang will never forget in his life. Recalling that he once had such a good relationship with Li Xiaoxiao, but in the end it came to that point, Fang Zhiqiang's heart is full of regret. However, all this is not just It can be decided by oneself. No one can change Li Xiaoxiao's firm thoughts in his heart, just like he firmly chose to be with her in the first place. No matter what external factors there are, no matter what other people's persuasion is, he can In the end, I firmly chose her.

For Fang Zhiqiang, what he will never forget is not the harm Li Xiaoxiao brought to him, but the changes in his psychological process during that time. No matter how willful Li Xiaoxiao was from the beginning , I will tolerate and accept it unconditionally. In the future, no matter what, as long as my relationship with Li Xiaoxiao can continue well, I will be willing to do whatever I am asked to do. Even if there is nothing between me and Wang Yaxin, But because of Li Xiaoxiao's suspicion, he resolutely chose to completely cut off all contacts and relations with Wang Yaxin. How cruel was he in his heart at that time? For a woman, I can give up my friends, my career, and even the whole world!

Until now, when Fang Zhiqiang thinks back, he can no longer do better at that time. At that time, he seemed to have done everything he could, but Fang Zhiqiang will always I don’t know what Li Xiaoxiao is thinking. What does everything he has done count in Li Xiaoxiao’s eyes? Perhaps she didn't even realize that every decision she made was mixed with her feelings for her and her emotions. Fang Zhiqiang even took into account everything that might make her unhappy. Won't do it.

But what do you get in exchange for all you do? The same cold words: "Let's get a divorce."

Especially when I saw Li Xiaoxiao's cold, almost emotionless expression, and when she said these words so plainly , Fang Zhiqiang instantly realized that the relationship between him and her could never go back to the past.

Later, after Li Xiaoxiao left, Fang Zhiqiang seriously thought about his true inner thoughts again. Whether it was for Wang Yaxin or Li Xiaoxiao, in fact, his inner thoughts had never been Nothing has changed. Maybe in the eyes of others, I was a scumbag and a playboy. I had just divorced someone here, and proposed to another woman on the other side. But only those who have experienced all this Only those who have gone through the process of despair can understand what it is like.

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang does not think he is a playboy. No matter who he chooses, he hopes to live a good life and grow old together and never leave. But the reality is Life is obviously completely different from what we imagined, maybe twoWhen people are inseparable, many romantic and sweet vows can be made, but vows may be a very powerful thing for Fang Zhiqiang when he was a teenager, but for Fang Zhiqiang now, That's just a simple and nice word, just like saying "Hello" when someone meets you for the first time. It exists only to make people happy. That moment of happiness meant nothing more.

"What? You don't know what to do, do you?" Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang who had been silent for a long time without speaking, and finally couldn't help but ask again.

Hearing Wang Yaxin’s voice, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but turn his head. Looking at Wang Yaxin’s serious expression, Fang Zhiqiang took a slight breath, and then said solemnly: “Maybe I really didn’t know what to do in the past, but I won’t be like that anymore.”

“So, you already have the answer in your heart, right?” Fang Zhiqiang’s answer was a little surprising. It was beyond Wang Yaxin's expectation, but it seemed to be exactly what Wang Yaxin had thought.

When Fang Zhiqiang heard Wang Yaxin’s words, he did not speak, but nodded lightly.

Seeing Fang Zhiqiang’s firm expression at this moment, Wang Yaxin couldn’t help but feel even more nervous. Before, she had always felt that Fang Zhiqiang’s indecisiveness was not a good thing, especially emotionally, but now Fang Zhiqiang was no longer indecisive, but Wang Yaxin became more nervous. She was worried that the answer Fang Zhiqiang gave was not what she wanted.

Of course, if he had not decided to come back this time, no matter what decision Fang Zhiqiang made, he might not feel too disappointed in his heart, but he still came back after all. Standing in front of Fang Zhiqiang, maybe Fang Zhiqiang doesn't know what he wants yet, but he knows it very well in his heart. Under such circumstances, let Fang Zhiqiang choose another one in front of him. Woman, why isn't that a particularly cruel thing for you?

Perhaps I didn’t know how to cherish myself in the past. No matter how much I was hurt in my relationship, I would never change my nature and my habit of treating others, but now I have gradually learned how to do so. How to cherish yourself, whether it is body or mind, in this world, no one else can truly cherish yourself except yourself.

After all, only you can feel all the scars and pain. Even if others want to help you heal the scars and heal the wounds in your heart, they don’t know what they really care about. , or what do you really care about, and how can you achieve this?

　“I..." Just when Wang Yaxin was thinking about this, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly spoke again, which made Wang Yaxin's already nervous heart become even more nervous. She subconsciously looked up at Fang Zhiqiang and said: "No ! "

Wang Yaxin's voice made Fang Zhiqiang frown, look sideways at her, and asked: "No what?" "

Only then did Wang Yaxin realize that she seemed to have lost her composure. After sorting out her emotions, she spoke again: "It's nothing, I just want to tell you that you don't need to say it so early. Maybe, you can also You need to think it over carefully. After all, you haven’t seen Xiaoxiao since you came back. ”

Fang Zhiqiang frowned again, looking at Wang Yaxin’s worried face, Fang Zhiqiang really didn’t know what she was thinking in her heart, but for Fang Zhiqiang at this moment, In fact, I thought very clearly that Wang Yaxin could choose to come back this time, which actually explained a lot of problems. At least it showed that she had not completely erased herself deep in her heart. If that was the case, she might not choose to come back at all. , after all, she should be extremely relieved to take care of Xiaoyu by herself. Now she chooses to come back, and it must not only be because of Xiaoyu.

What Fang Zhiqiang wants has always been the firm choice The relationship between each other, no matter whether it is a woman who is not excellent, but as long as both parties can be firm and agree with each other, no matter what kind of life they live, the two people can be in the same boat and share weal and woe. This is the married life that Fang Zhiqiang has always longed for. .

However, looking back on my two marriages, it seems that each of them did not reach such a state. The first one was with Wang Yaxin. Maybe it was because at that time, both myself and Wang Yaxin were not sensible enough. When encountering trouble or difficulties, the first thing that comes to mind is always escape. Therefore, at that time, Wang Yaxin chose to leave the country so decisively, and it also caused a big blow to herself at that time. .

Because everything happened too fast, and before I had time to feel the feelings that marriage brought to me, it was all about to disappear.

Later, Fang Zhiqiang Gradually, he felt that if he wanted to be firmly chosen by others, he should do this first. Coincidentally, Li Xiaoxiao happened to appear at that time, and Fang Zhiqiang thought that his feelings were mature enough to take good care of a woman. , such a simple and lovely Li Xiaoxiao, he seems to have no reason or excuse to refuse.

And Fang Zhiqiang also wants to get rid of this problem of being wavering. So, once again chose to step into They entered the palace of marriage.

At the beginning, the two people were really inseparable, as good as one person. But as time went by and every detail of the marriage became apparent, Fang Zhiqiang Realized, maybe just marriedDuring that time, the state of myself and Li Xiaoxiao was actually just in love. Although I had known Li Xiaoxiao for so long, it seemed that I had never had a good relationship with her. Speaking of which, the relationship between the two of them has always been All very subtle.

And love has a shelf life. Fang Zhiqiang knows this very well. The passionate love period and the dull period are completely different. No matter how perfect two people are, they will enter the dull period from the passionate love period, and The dull period is a period to determine whether two people can continue. Obviously, he and Li Xiaoxiao have not gone through that period, so for Fang Zhiqiang, maybe he made the wrong choice again.

It is precisely because of this that Fang Zhiqiang had already thought about it for a long time before Wang Yaxin came back this time, thinking about how he could make a correct choice.

And after such a long time, now that he saw Wang Yaxin coming back, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he was ready. After all, it was indeed time to have a stable family.