Looking at the little boy in front of him, Fang Zhiqiang even felt that it was not that he had deceived him with white lies, but that he had already seen through everything about himself, and then still chose to use this method to cater to him. Everything, It's just to prevent myself from being sad.
And why didn’t he let himself be sad? Perhaps, it wasn't because of the time they spent together with him at all, maybe it was just because he had just saved him, and he was just repaying his life-saving grace, right?
For the first time, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he was such a sentimental man. No matter whether he was in front of Li Xiaoxiao or Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he had never been a flexible thinker. Man, the meaning of what they said was actually very obvious, but I still couldn't accurately capture the key points for a long time. But now, facing the words of a child like Wang Jingyu, I had infinite reverie, man, A really strange animal.
"Xiaoyu, why did you say such a thing to me?" Fang Zhiqiang really couldn't digest this sentence, so he slowly squatted down. After squatting down, he found that he had squatted down. The little boy who was just as tall as him had obviously grown a lot taller. When he squatted down again, he realized that he needed to look up to him.
"There is no reason, just because this will definitely disturb you." Xiaoyu said disapprovingly, as if he didn't think there was any problem with what he just said.
Fang Zhiqiang could not help but feel lost for a moment again. This feeling was indescribable. It was as if the person he loved most suddenly became polite to him, and even completely regarded himself as his own. Like an outsider, the feeling of being a stranger makes people almost feel suffocated. Now Fang Zhiqiang is experiencing this feeling.
Finally, Fang Zhiqiang’s palm slowly fell on Xiaoyu’s head. However, the moment he touched it, Xiaoyu suddenly smiled, then shook his head and said : "I'm no longer a child. If you keep doing this, others will laugh at me!"
Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang looked at Xiaoyu's smiling face and put his palms in his hands in embarrassment. Take it away, he couldn't imagine what kind of psychological process a twelve-year-old child had to go through before he knew how to hide his emotions, or even pretend to be completely opposite to his inner thoughts. Xiaoyu didn't know how to hide his emotions. Fang Zhiqiang can still see through poor acting skills at a glance, but it is precisely because of his poor acting skills that makes Fang Zhiqiang feel even more heartbroken, because those skills seem to be synonymous with adults, not because the skills themselves are so unpredictable. It's because it's impossible to master these skills without experiencing something that makes you extremely sad.
However, this principle does not seem to apply to Xiaoyu. He has already mastered these skills at such a young age, and it seems that he has mastered them well. Although his acting skills are a bit clumsy, at least he can , he has learned how to use disguised emotions to deal with the people in front of him.
However, he may not be aware that his behavior is actually the greatest harm to the person who loves him deeply. Fang Zhiqiang may not dare to He said that he loves Xiaoyu deeply, because if that were the case, Xiaoyu would not treat himself with such an attitude, just like he treats Wang Yaxin, not only because Wang Yaxin is his mother, but also because Because of Wang Yaxin's selfless love for him, love is actually very rare for a person who lacks love, and they can also be very sensitive to the love conveyed to them by the people around them. I also know how to cherish it better.
However, Xiaoyu did not have such thoughts about himself, so Fang Zhiqiang felt that maybe he did not love Xiaoyu enough at all, but how could he explain this? Even though he is his biological son, Xiao Ai Li, he does not take him with him every day. After all, he has many things to do by himself. Although he loves his child very much, he cannot circle around his child every day, right?
"Okay! Xiaoyu has grown up! He is becoming more and more sensible!" Fang Zhiqiang took away his palm, then looked at the disguised smile on Xiaoyu's face, and smiled too. Laugh, he can realize Xiaoyu's hypocrisy, and he can also realize Xiaoyu's inner resistance to him, but even so, Fang Zhiqiang doesn't know what he should do, or what to do. At this time, regardless of himself Whatever he does may be superfluous or even abominable in Xiaoyu’s eyes, right? At least, until he changes his impression of himself, the only thing he can do is to remain silent, right?
Finally, after Fang Zhiqiang made this difficult decision, he left the ship with Xiaoyu, Liu Jiaying and others. After landing, Baldhead also came to greet him immediately. Seeing Fang Zhiqiang After Qiang suffered minor injuries, Bald couldn't help but let out a long breath.
"Brother Qiang, I have nothing to explain this time. It's all because of me that this situation has happened!" After breathing a sigh of relief, the bald head said to Fang Zhiqiang seriously. .
These words made Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but frown. Looking at his serious look, he couldn't help but ask: "What did you say? What do you mean by this?"
The bald head raised his head and glanced at Fang Zhiqiang, but remained silent. In fact, he knew very well that he had done everything he could, and it was not his own mistakes that led to all this. It was just the bald head. I just feel a little regretful in my heart. After all, I came so far away and brought so many brothers with me.But in the end, nothing was done. Instead, Fang Zhiqiang still shouldered everything by himself. For the bald man, this was not only a regret, but more of an insult, because it made him feel , Fang Zhiqiang seems to have no difference between having his brother and not having his brother.
Of course, Baldhead’s idea was obviously a bit extreme. Fang Zhiqiang immediately said to him again: “Baldhead, a grown man, don’t think about all those messy things all day long. Think about it carefully. , besides you, who else can I call at any time? With such a long journey and such dangerous things, you are the only one with a bald head! This friendship alone is enough to move the world, and you still Are you saying these nonsense?"
"Brother Qiang...I just feel..."
"If you feel guilty, please help me take good care of this little one. Prodigy, if you dare to make any mistakes, I will take you to task!" Fang Zhiqiang patted Xiaoyu next to him on the shoulder, and then said to the bald head in a joking tone.
When the bald man heard this, he naturally nodded without hesitation. At this time, Xiaoyu also smiled very cooperatively, although Fang Zhiqiang didn't know whether he really wanted to laugh. It's still a fake smile, but as long as you are willing to smile, it will always make people feel better.
This trip to Nan'an Island also made Fang Zhiqiang feel physically and mentally exhausted. Just after landing, he found a hotel to stay, and left the rest to Baldhead and Liu Jiaying. She insisted on dealing with the bald head together. She was always worried about the bald man as a grown man, fearing that he would not be able to handle those things. Fang Zhiqiang did not say much. Although he wanted Liu Jiaying to rest in his heart, he said nothing on the surface. , just like his previous thoughts, he doesn't want to get too close to Liu Jiaying now. On the one hand, it's because the two people haven't had much contact with each other yet. His understanding of her is actually still at a relatively superficial level. On the other hand, On the other hand, Fang Zhiqiang does not want to cause unnecessary trouble to himself. Although it may be a bit pretentious to think this way, there are lessons learned from the past after all.
However, everyone overlooked a very important point, Liu Dongzhi.
Jack once clearly described to Fang Zhiqiang what kind of man he was, and while maintaining a cooperative relationship with Jack, he chose to use such vicious methods to subdue Jack. It also shows how dark his heart is.
After Fang Zhiqiang told Liu Dongzhi on the phone, he felt a lot more relieved and did not think that Liu Dongzhi would do anything excessive. However, it was obvious that everyone underestimated Liu Dongzhi. How despicable this man is.
In fact, when he was dealing with Jack, he thought about using Jack’s hand to deal with Liu Jiaying too. After all, Liu JiayingThe fact that he wanted to investigate him made him feel very unhappy. Later, perhaps because of his conscience, or perhaps because he couldn't bear to be ruthless, he rescued Liu Jiaying again.
But later, when Liu Dongzhi received the call from Fang Zhiqiang, after listening to Fang Zhiqiang’s words, Liu Dongzhi realized that as long as the recording was still in Liu Jiaying’s hands, he would not have it. Any day is absolutely safe. Maybe Liu Jiaying does not plan to betray herself and expose everything she has done now, but it does not mean that she will not have such thoughts one day in the future. In order to ensure nothing goes wrong, it is obviously better to keep Liu Jiaying closed forever. Mouth is the safest way, and once such an idea occurs, it becomes out of control and is difficult to control.
Liu Jiaying herself was completely unaware of this. Although she told Fang Zhiqiang that she didn’t want to meddle in other people’s business, in fact, she still felt a little bit unbearable in her heart. After all, Liu Dongzhi He has helped him so much, and although he has been deceiving himself all the time, he has indeed reached this point because of his help. Now that he has betrayed him, exposed him, and ruined his reputation, Liu Jiaying really can't bear it.
But she didn’t expect that in this world, there will always be people more cruel than herself. They will teach you what is the way to survive, what is the law of the jungle, and what is reality. !