Hearing Wang Yaxin's words, Zhang Ling was immediately stunned. She didn't remember that Wang Yaxin had ever smoked. She stared at Wang Yaxin with a puzzled face for a long time. She couldn't help but ask: "Why do you want to smoke too?"< br />
“Then why do you smoke?” Wang Yaxin asked.

Zhang Ling said without hesitation: "When something like this happens to me, am I not qualified to be sad?"

Wang Yaxin was silent for a while, she knew that she It doesn't matter what she says now, and she is too lazy to explain anything, and then continues: "I just want to smoke a cigarette, there is no reason."

Zhang Ling still stared with a puzzled look on her face. Wang Yaxin looked at it for a long time, as if she wanted to see through Wang Yaxin's inner thoughts. After pondering for a while, she finally slowly handed the cigarette case to Wang Yaxin.

Wang Yaxin took out a cigarette and held it between her slender fingers. However, her eyes did not look at the cigarette between her fingers, but stared at her slender fingers. She suddenly realized It seems that my fingers look so weak and weak at the moment, just like my current situation.

"What's wrong? Don't you have the courage to light it?" Zhang Ling has been staring at Wang Yaxin at this moment, as if in her eyes, Wang Yaxin is like a little apprentice who has just started. Before handing the cigarette to Wang Yaxin, she was still struggling with whether she should give it to her. But now after giving it to her, Zhang Ling was struggling with whether she dared to light it.

Wang Yaxin glanced sideways at her. In fact, Zhang Ling didn't know what Wang Yaxin was thinking at this time, but to Wang Yaxin, this was not important.

Zhang Ling looked at Wang Yaxin's silent look and immediately continued to speak: "Actually, cigarettes are not as magical as you think, let alone as scary as you think. After you light them, You know, come on, let me help you."

As Zhang Ling said this, she took out her lighter and asked Wang Yaxin to put the cigarette into her mouth.

For some reason, the best comfort a frustrated woman can get is to have another woman who is as frustrated as herself by her side.

It seems that many people think that this kind of mentality is a bit abnormal, but in fact, it is indeed the case.

For a frustrated woman, the most common thought in her heart is that she is very pitiful now. When she sees other people in pairs, they are still so happy, this kind of imbalance in her heart The feeling will become stronger and stronger, and this is something difficult for a woman to accept.

Wang Yaxin was stunned for a while again. The cigarette went into his throat. It did take some courage. In the past,Wang Yaxin never thought that one day she would come into contact with cigarettes. In the past, she even hated Fang Zhiqiang who always smoked and made the house full of smoke. But now, she started to smoke too. Slowly I started to like smoking. It was like a joke played by God on myself, full of mockery.

After pondering for a while again, Wang Yaxin finally put the cigarette into her mouth. As the lighter in Zhang Ling's hand lit up a cluster of flames, Wang Yaxin seemed to see from the cluster of flames. He looked at his haggard and helpless face at the moment.

I came to see Zhang Ling tonight. I originally wanted to persuade Zhang Ling, so that she could face the difficulties she encountered bravely. However, in the end, I gradually fell into despair. Now, I have become the person who wants to use cigarettes to numb my nerves.

If there was beer around at this time, Wang Yaxin might not hesitate to pick it up and drink it, right?

Use alcohol to numb your brain and put yourself into a brief coma, as if everything around you has nothing to do with you. Perhaps this is also a kind of forgiveness for yourself?

In fact, how could Wang Yaxin not know that all of this cannot solve the problem at all. Xiaoyu is still in the hands of the bad guys. She has no idea whether she is safe, but she has The feeling of wanting to know the result but not knowing anything was too scary. She didn't want to endure that kind of torture anymore, so she came up with this method. As long as she fell into a brief coma, everything would be the same. He is completely irrelevant. He no longer has to worry about Xiaoyu's current situation, let alone whether he will be in danger.

As the saying goes, the authorities are obsessed with it, but Wang Yaxin now doesn’t know that, in fact, she is choosing to escape.

After seeing Wang Yaxin inhaling a puff of smoke, Zhang Ling quickly said: "You have to slowly swallow the smoke you inhaled, pass it through your lungs, and then spit it out slowly. , you will feel numbness all over your body, and your brain will feel like an electric shock. Then, as if all the blood vessels in your body are filled with numbness, you will feel a warm current rushing through your body..."

However, as soon as he said this, Wang Yaxin coughed violently.

She did swallow the smoke as Zhang Ling said, but she felt a burning sensation in her throat. Not only did she not experience the feeling Zhang Ling said, but she was extremely He coughed out the cigarette in pain.

Zhang Ling was not too surprised when she saw this scene, and then continued: "Don't worry, I was like this at the beginning, take your time, don't worry, the first The second bite will be much easier than the first.Like I just said, let that smoke go through your lungs, and then you can feel the feeling I just said. "

When Wang Yaxin heard this, she looked at the cigarette in her hand. The slowly rising smoke was like a naughty ghost, lingering in front of her face. They seemed to want to devour her. His soul was like gnawing at his own bones.

But Wang Yaxin still put the cigarette to his mouth again, then slowly opened his mouth, and took another puff of smoke according to Zhang Ling's words.< br />
In this way, Wang Yaxin gradually felt the feeling that Zhang Ling said. It was really wonderful. At least, at this moment, all the worries in Wang Yaxin's heart disappeared. The only thing she felt at the moment was All I can feel is the stimulation that nicotine brings to me. That feeling of numbness all over my body is as wonderful as my body lying in the clouds. Although there is still an uncomfortable feeling in my throat, compared to that The numbness and slight discomfort were directly ignored by Wang Yaxin.

She slowly closed her eyes and allowed the ghost-like smoke to rage in her lungs. She felt the stimulation brought by her body as if she were deceiving herself, imagining that she was lying in the clouds at this moment, and everything in this world had nothing to do with her. That feeling also made her gradually forget that she was now Still completely unaware of Xiaoyu’s safety.

What Wang Yaxin wanted was this feeling, she wanted to forget about Xiaoyu. Even Xin Sheng, who was already asleep at home, gradually Wang Yaxin was forgotten.

…

The next day, Fang Zhiqiang finally arrived at Nan’an Airport at around seven o’clock in the afternoon. After getting off the plane , the first thing Fang Zhiqiang did was to quickly make a call to Wang Yaxin.

But no one answered the call for a long time. Fang Zhiqiang became anxious. He did not receive the call before getting on the plane. Fang Zhiqiang has no idea about Wang Yaxin’s phone call and Wang Yaxin’s current condition.

But Fang Zhiqiang can imagine that after the Xiaoyu incident, the most anxious person is Wang Yaxin , and she can’t get any news about Xiaoyu now, so the most anxious person must be her. After such a long time, Wang Yaxin’s current situation must be very bad, right?

If this If the call failed to get through in the end, Fang Zhiqiang would definitely be worried.

The first call failed, so Fang Zhiqiang tried to make the second call again.

But this time, Wang Yaxin answered the phone within two seconds.

“Hello...what are you doing...”

However, the voice from the phoneThe sound surprised Fang Zhiqiang. He didn't hear Fang Zhiqiang's expected panic. He didn't even feel expectation or urgency. Instead, there was a lazy and indifferent sound, which made Fang Zhiqiang immediately Become more anxious.

"Yaxin... what are you doing?" Fang Zhiqiang asked eagerly.

"I..." Wang Yaxin's intermittent voice continued to come from the phone, "I...I'm sleeping...what's wrong?"

Fang Zhiqiang heard Here, I have realized that Wang Yaxin's condition is worse than he expected!

But Fang Zhiqiang can understand how Wang Yaxin feels at this moment, because he once had such a moment, when he didn't want to, or didn't dare to face everything in front of him, even if he chose to escape like self-deception. That's fine, as long as I can avoid all the pain it brings to me, I seem to be able to get a little comfort in my heart.

But now this matter is obviously completely different from everything before. If it is the adults' own problem, then no matter what, it will not be so difficult to solve, but Xiaoyu is just a A twelve-year-old child is still so young. In the hands of bad people, his life may be in danger at any time. If the adults choose to give up or even escape at this time, who can predict the final result? Woolen cloth?

"Yaxin...what's wrong with you? How did you become like this?" Fang Zhiqiang was so anxious that he was rushing to the port while on the other hand, he was anxiously talking to the person on the phone. Wang Yaxin roared so lowly.

"I...what's wrong with me?" At this time, Wang Yaxin's brain was in chaos. She was now lying on the bed at home, and there was another woman lying next to her: Zhang Ling.

At this time, Zhang Ling had not yet woken up. Beer cans were scattered everywhere in the living room. I don’t know how much the two of them drank to become like this.

Wang Yaxin woke up and sat up from the bed, then rubbed her eyes and looked at Zhang Ling beside her, and then she regained a little consciousness.

She vaguely heard a sound of crying coming from the side. She turned around and saw Xin Sheng in the crib crying non-stop.

Wang Yaxin stood up subconsciously, without bothering to put on her shoes, and came directly to Xin Sheng, coaxing Xin Sheng, and then said to the phone again: "Qiangzi? What's the news now? How is Xiaoyu doing?"

Fang Zhiqiang finally breathed a sigh of relief. Although he still didn't know what Wang Yaxin had experienced before, but no matter what, as long as Wang Yaxin could get back on his feet, I am relieved. At least, I can guarantee that she will not do it.Something stupid happened.

　"Don't worry, I'm almost at Nan'an Island now. After landing on the island, I will tell you everything. Moreover, we are always paying attention to Jack's location information, and nothing will happen. It's a problem." Feeling that Wang Yaxin cheered up, Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation.

He just didn’t want Wang Yaxin to worry so much, because he was also afraid that Wang Yaxin would give up.