"Why me?"

Fang Zhiqiang looked at the slightly cruel Xu Chao and asked.

“What?” Xu Chao asked.

“Why should I make the choice?”

“Because you are the most suitable!” Xu Chao said disapprovingly.

Fang Zhiqiang didn’t understand the meaning of Xu Chao’s words.

Xu Chao continued to lower his head, looked at the treatment plan in his hand, and then said: "I am a doctor, and I am used to seeing life and death. These things are commonplace for me, even if She is the person I care about so much, the woman I once loved so deeply, but in my eyes, she is just an ordinary person, a person who will live, grow old, sick and die. If I were asked to make a choice, I would definitely do whatever it takes. The choice is to continue treatment, but this may not be the best choice for the patients themselves, and may even be a torture for them, and it may not necessarily have a good result in the end.”

　At this point, Xu Chao suddenly stopped, glanced at Fang Zhiqiang again, and continued: "But you are different, you are a normal person, you can see the pain Yaxin endures every day , although she still acts so strong, none of us are her, and no one can truly feel her pain. Only you can truly see the changes that happen to her body every day, and how to treat her. It's best to speak up, I think you can see it more clearly than me."

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned.

Xu Chao does have his own considerations. It sounds like there is nothing wrong with his theory, but Fang Zhiqiang just feels cruel and feels that he cannot make this choice at all, no matter it is The choice is either to be cruel to Wang Yaxin, or to be cruel to yourself and everyone who cares about Wang Yaxin.

"You have one day to think about it. Give me the answer before tomorrow morning. If you want to continue treatment, tomorrow is the best time." Xu Chao knew that such a difficult decision would not be made overnight. Xu Chao could do it on his own, so he could give Fang Zhiqiang enough time to think, because Xu Chao also thought about it for a long time when facing this problem. Until now, he did not have an exact answer, let alone Fang Zhiqiang. Woolen cloth?

He can understand Fang Zhiqiang. While giving Fang Zhiqiang time, he is also giving himself time.

Fang Zhiqiang suddenly felt top-heavy, and even had a feeling of darkness, as if he was about to lie down suddenly.

In my entire life, I have only felt this way when my father passed away, but I never expected that the next time it would happen to Wang Yaxin.

Wang Yaxin, in Fang Zhiqiang’s impression, is still the mature, steady and charming woman she used to be. She is still very young. Even though she is now in her thirties, she still looks as charming and charming as before. But why, How could something like this happen to her?

Some people say that a heart of stone is gradually developed after every life and death decision. However, Fang Zhiqiang does not want this ability, let alone develop it in this way. , if there were other choices, Fang Zhiqiang would rather let himself bear the pain instead of Wang Yaxin.

"You go first. I still have some details to study. Regardless of whether treatment will be carried out in the end, I must be fully prepared." Xu Chao knew that Fang Zhiqiang was in a state of confusion at the moment, because he also Having loved someone before, he knew what it felt like to love someone. Xu Chao knew almost clearly what Fang Zhiqiang was thinking at the moment.

What Fang Zhiqiang needs is to be quiet and quiet, and finally make his true and correct decision in silence.

After Xu Chao’s words fell, Fang Zhiqiang’s body trembled slightly and he glanced at Xu Chao again. At this moment, Xu Chao had lowered his head, as if he was completely unaware of the doubts and entanglements in his heart. Not the same.

Fang Zhiqiang turned around and walked out of the room. In the corridor, he involuntarily turned his head and glanced at Wang Yaxin's ward again.

Wang Yaxin has been living there for more than a month.

For more than a month, Wang Yaxin suffered unimaginable pain every day. Every illness and every change that happened to her was visible even to herself. , but still can't really feel it.

It is an almost despairing feeling, especially when there is no hope for the future.

How did Wang Yaxin persist for so long? How on earth did she do it?

Fang Zhiqiang kept recalling in his mind that every time he went there, Wang Yaxin always had the same smile on her face, as if she had practiced She knew how to smile like this, but how did she smile after enduring so much pain?

Fang Zhiqiang felt as if his heart was hurting like a needle. Why did such a good person get such a result in the end?

Shouldn’t a person like Wang Yaxin, a kind person who only knows how to think about others and a kind person, get the rewards he deserves? If it really happened in the end...

Fang Zhiqiang didn’t dare to think about it any more. When he thought about the possible bad results, Fang Zhiqiang felt his head start to buzz, and his eyes started to buzz.His eyes gradually fell into chaos.

In one day, Fang Zhiqiang was convinced that this would be the cruelest day in his life. What choice should he make? What is the right choice? No one can give himself this answer, and there is no standard answer. Everything can only be decided by his fragile heart.

Heart?

Haha, is that the most deceptive thing? !

Before he wakes up from the wine, Fang Zhiqiang begs to get drunk again!

If being drunk can help you make decisions easily, wouldn’t that be a good thing?

　……

In recent days, Wang Xia has not visited Wang Yaxin. Because of Li Xiaoxiao’s recent situation, Wang Xia has been staying at Li Xiaoxiao’s house almost every day. , As for Wang Yaxin's current situation, Wang Xia actually knows it in her heart, but she knows that she can't do anything at this time.

But today, for some reason, she suddenly had the idea of ​​coming to see Wang Yaxin, as if there was a voice in her heart that kept calling her.

"Xiaoxiao, I want to go see Sister Yaxin." Li Xiaoxiao is leaving soon. Now Wang Xia will no longer hide anything in front of her. A good relationship with Wang Yaxin is a good one, and Li Xiaoxiao also knows this. Since they are divorced now, what else can't be tolerated?

"Well, you go ahead. If anything happens, remember to tell me." In fact, Li Xiaoxiao is also more concerned about Wang Yaxin's situation. After all, the sequelae he had before were also because of himself. Moreover, if Wang Yaxin can stay healthy, she will have a greater chance of being with Fang Zhiqiang. In that case, Li Xiaoxiao will be able to truly have no worries.

If something unexpected happens to Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang’s personal problems cannot be solved, Li Xiaoxiao will still feel a little uncomfortable in her heart.

Because she could not deceive her heart after all, she still cared about Fang Zhiqiang, no matter how much she comforted herself on the surface, she would not dilute this feeling in her heart.

Sometimes people are such tangled creatures. They want to do something in their hearts, but on the surface they insist on not doing it no matter what. This is a very strange behavior.

"Xiaoxiao, no matter how many things happened before, I hope you can let go now. After you go out this time, everything will disappear. From now on, no matter where we go, we will all be the same. Someone I know.”

Wang Xia has always wanted to let LiXiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin have restored their old relationship. There were times when they talked about everything and there were times when they comforted each other. Looking back on that time now, how wonderful it was!

Li Xiaoxiao knew Wang Xia’s intentions, but now that she talks about them, Li Xiaoxiao feels a little unrealistic.

　"Xiaoxiao, you must always remember that everyone we meet in our lives is indispensable in our lives. Their appearance either teaches us to grow or gives us They gave us something. Without them, we wouldn’t be who we are today, you know?”

I don’t know when, Wang Xia seemed to have become a spiritual mentor. She and Li Xiaoxiao Even she herself had not thought carefully about these words.

Li Xiaoxiao smiled and nodded, and then said: "Don't worry, sister, when I come back, I believe I will be completely different, and I also believe that you will like me Me after I come back."

"Yes! I believe you!" Wang Xia gave a thumbs up and nodded.

“Then you go quickly.”

Wang Xia got up and walked towards the hospital.

In the past, every time Wang Xia went to see Wang Yaxin, she would bring some nutritional supplements.

But later Wang Xia discovered that even if she took it with her, Wang Yaxin would not move at all, because now she could not eat at all.

Therefore, the current Wang Xia no longer brings those things. Wang Xia believes that for the current Wang Yaxin, as long as she can see herself, she will be very happy, right?

Of course, this is just what Wang Xia thinks in her heart. Only Wang Yaxin knows the actual situation. Just like Xu Chao said, Wang Yaxin is suffering from pain every day, physically and mentally. The pain and mental trauma had already made her numb. Even her smile was nothing more than a fake smile that she deliberately made others think she had no problem with.

Of course Wang Xia would not understand this. She only knew that every time she saw Wang Yaxin's increasingly thinner body, she felt extremely uncomfortable. She had even wanted to let her go. She gave up on the idea of ​​treatment.

But Wang Xia knew that this was her own selfishness, and she could not let Wang Yaxin give up the chance to return to a normal life!