Looking at Lin Shan and the scientific research director who walked into the scientific research room, Fang Zhiqiang didn't say anything more. To be honest, deep down in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, there was indeed no suitable candidate. Lin Shan chose to take the initiative to ask Ying to stay. Fang Zhiqiang was Very happy.

Even when no one spoke just now, Fang Zhiqiang thought about letting himself stay, but then he thought about it and realized that he had no role for Juying anymore. They wanted scientific researchers, But he was a rookie in this area, and Mingda no longer existed. Therefore, to Juying, his value was not even as good as that of an ordinary scientific researcher.

After Lin Shan and the scientific research director entered, they began to carry out the handover work. The scientific research director originally wanted to stay by himself, and he felt that letting a woman stay would be a big deal for their entire team. It's an insult.

So, even though he had come in at this moment, he still said to Lin Shan: "I think it is more appropriate for me to stay. After all, you..."

"Why ? Do you even discriminate against women? What era is this, how come your ideological awareness is so low?" Lin Shan replied without hesitation, leaving the scientific research director speechless.

"Okay, stop talking nonsense and hurry up. You should know how important time is to us now." Lin Shan said while putting her computer on On the table, his eyes were already looking at the computer screen of the scientific research director.

There is still a gap between her major and scientific research. Although she understands hacking technology, she is not a scientific researcher after all. She cannot understand the complicated codes on the screen at all.

In fact, she asked the director of scientific research to hand over the progress, not to really understand those things, but just to deal with those people in Juying. After all, when people ask, she can't know everything. Don’t know? In that case, he would also lose value to Juying.

Lin Shan was able to make this decision after careful consideration. Therefore, Lin Shan had already thought about the consequences that she might face in the end and the methods that Juying might use. Apart from her professional knowledge in scientific research, she is not afraid of anything else because she thinks her acting skills are still good.

The director of scientific research sighed helplessly. Although he still felt it was inappropriate, looking at the woman in front of him who was so independent, he knew that he was also beyond words. In this case, he would follow her instructions. As I said, hurry up and deal with all this. If it is really late by then, it will be too late.

Fang Zhiqiang and Zhang Zhenguo looked at each other outside. Although neither of them spoke, they both saw something in each other's eyes. Sometimes, as time goes by, people There is this wonderful tacit understanding between people, for Zhang Zhenguo, he could understand Fang Zhiqiang's helplessness, and he even knew that Fang Zhiqiang was actually relieved deep down that the matter could be solved in this way.

After all, in the end, no one will stand up to solve this matter. That would be a loss not only for the entire scientific research team, but even for the entire territory!

And Fang Zhiqiang can also see that Zhang Zhenguo also knows the current situation. Fang Zhiqiang knows that he can see through his true inner thoughts, but these are no longer important. What is important is that as long as the scientific research team can After this disaster, I must try my best to protect their safety and create a quiet and undisturbed work base for them. After all, this is Mingda's last glimmer of hope.

To be honest, Fang Zhiqiang was actually very unwilling to face Mingda's final result. However, he had thought about it many times, but he had never thought of this. The scientific research team could actually Taking the initiative to choose to stay made Fang Zhiqiang clearly realize that he was not the only one holding the energy in his heart. The human heart has huge energy. As long as there is hope in the heart, there will always be hope. The moment we see the light of day again!

Although he knows that this road is dangerous and long, Fang Zhiqiang also knows very well that for them now, there are no more choices. They can either endure hardships and make a comeback, or disappear completely and have no one left. Ask.

Obviously, the second option is not what Fang Zhiqiang wants, nor is it what the entire scientific research team wants. Since the first path has been chosen, everyone knows that there will be sacrifices. However, none of them expected that the last person to stand up would be Lin Shan.

When she first joined Mingda, she gave up the company she already owned. After joining Mingda, the value she created for Mingda was even higher than that of scientific researchers, and she never asked for it He has never asked for his own salary, and even the initial capital injection into Mingda.

A woman can achieve this step, even the director of scientific research thinks it is amazing when he asks himself. Of course, he also understands that maybe Lin Shan did all this just because of her kind attitude toward Fang Zhiqiang. It was just a special feeling, but the scientific research director never knew how depressing such feelings were for Lin Shan and how long they had existed in her heart.

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After leaving the coffee shop, Wang Yaxin walked slowly along the way, as if she suddenly ran out of ideas. It seemed that all the courage she had had before Fang Zhiqiang left. That moment evaporated into nothing.

It has been more than an hour since Fang Zhiqiang left. Wang Yaxin has been sitting stupidly in the coffee shop, looking at the steaming coffee in front of her, her lips twitching from time to time.A self-deprecating smile appeared on her face. She knew very well what kind of person Fang Zhiqiang was. In fact, she didn’t think there was anything wrong with what Fang Zhiqiang did. He was originally a very enterprising man. If he was said to be willing to sacrifice for a woman, Wang Yaxin herself didn’t believe that she would give up her career.

It’s just that what she didn’t believe before happened to Li Xiaoxiao. This is one of the reasons why Wang Yaxin has not made up her mind until now. Fang Zhiqiang’s love for Li Xiaoxiao, Although Wang Yaxin could see it clearly, she could not imagine how important Li Xiaoxiao was in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, just like Wang Yaxin didn't know what position she had in Fang Zhiqiang's heart. All I know is that Fang Zhiqiang can do things for Li Xiaoxiao that even Fang Zhiqiang himself finds unbelievable.

Of course, this is only a small part of it. For Wang Yaxin, what matters more is Fang Zhiqiang’s attitude towards herself. Fang Zhiqiang is not a master of deception, especially when it comes to women. His acting skills were particularly poor. Wang Yaxin could guess what Fang Zhiqiang was thinking almost the moment Fang Zhiqiang opened his mouth, so she exposed Fang Zhiqiang without any hesitation just now, because she didn't want to let herself Becoming a burden to Fang Zhiqiang, if that is the result in the end, Wang Yaxin would rather give up this relationship voluntarily. After all, what you beg for will never be what you want.

In fact, it was very difficult for Wang Yaxin to make this decision. She wanted to be with Fang Zhiqiang so much, even though she knew that the words Fang Zhiqiang said this afternoon were not actually his. It came from the heart, but Wang Yaxin almost said everything she was thinking in the end. At this moment, her mood was very complicated. She didn't know whether she should be happy or sad.

The moment she was suddenly interrupted by Fang Zhiqiang’s phone call, Wang Yaxin felt a little happy in her heart. She was happy that she did not say those words impulsively, and she was also happy that Fang Zhiqiang did not hear it. Those words, otherwise, he might feel that he is a woman with no bottom line, right? That was completely different from the Wang Yaxin he once knew. Maybe he would have liked the person he was then, but he might not like the person he is now.

But the sad thing is that in Fang Zhiqiang’s heart, she is just an ordinary woman after all. Perhaps, he really regards her as his true friend from the bottom of his heart. However, It is still far from where Li Xiaoxiao was.

Wang Yaxin doesn’t want to compare with Li Xiaoxiao, she just wants to know how deeply Fang Zhiqiang can love someone and how much love he has for himself. .

Concerning these things is Wang Yaxin’s biggest thought now. She clearly feels that she seems to be becoming more and more immature.No matter how hard he struggles, he can't extricate himself from this vicious circle. Fang Zhiqiang is just an ordinary man, but he exudes huge power. This kind of power can make him lose his way and even make him continue to wander. Wandering in circles, thinking of these things, Wang Yaxin even felt a little scary. This was so different from her former self.

Thinking back to the original self, the self-confident self, the self who was not afraid of anything, the self who didn’t care about anything as long as he and Wang Jingyu could live a good life, even though there were many worries in life. , but maybe I was the happiest at that time, right? I can’t say how successful I was at that time, but at least I lived a fulfilling life every day. Watching Wang Jingyu grow up day by day, I seemed to tell myself in my heart that everything will get better and better, as long as I work hard enough, The kind of life state you want will eventually come to you one day.

But now, looking at what she is like now, Wang Yaxin knows that it is almost impossible to get back the feeling she had before. There are many people in this world, and everyone has it. It's her own trouble, and for Wang Yaxin, her biggest trouble now is that she can't find herself in this vast sea of ​​people.

She didn’t know where she was, let alone what she was doing now.

She missed the children.

She wanted to go back.

Having returned to Mingzhu for so long, Wang Yaxin herself would not believe it if she said she did not miss Wang Jingyu and Wang Xinsheng. But once she arrived in this familiar place, she seemed to have endless things to do and deal with. After finishing this matter, there will be the next thing waiting for me. Being so busy, I seem to have gradually forgotten that there are two children over there, waiting for me to go back.

Sometimes, Wang Yaxin would take time to call Sister Zhang and have video conversations with Wang Jingyu over the phone to see what the house looked like and the little faces of Wang Jingyu and Wang Xinsheng. Wang Yaxin suddenly felt like All the fatigue of the day dissipated. At that time, all that was left in her heart was endless sweetness and longing. She missed her two children and the happy time she spent with them.

Finally, after finishing everything, Wang Yaxin had even planned to go back. But at this moment, the sudden incident between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao made Wang Yaxin shaken once again. Determination, being born selfish is not an unforgivable sin. Being born as a human being but not wanting to bear the psychological pressure and pain that humans have to endure is the most treasonous thing.

If you can’t escape, you can only face it all calmly. For Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang seems to be a calamity in her heart. If she doesn’tIf you know him, maybe your life will be better?

Wang Yaxin has had this thought many times. Unfortunately, she herself is reluctant to give up the feeling that only Fang Zhiqiang can give her. This kind of tangled and difficult to choose problem, sometimes even It can drive a person crazy. Wang Yaxin has been unable to sleep because of this for countless nights.

Wang Yaxin raised her head and looked at the gray sky. It seemed that in Mingzhu City, there were only a few days of blue sky in a year. Every time she looked up, all she saw seemed to be gray. Sky.

Otherwise, just leave. Life is going on anyway, so why be so persistent in feelings?