Although Fang Zhiqiang said these words in an unconscious state, it was precisely because of this that the tears in Wang Yaxin's eyes could not help but flow down.

Before, when Fang Zhiqiang was unconscious, he kept shouting "Xiaoxiao". This was the only time Wang Yaxin heard Fang Zhiqiang shout his name.

Wang Yaxin felt that her heart seemed to be spasming, and she felt that there were more and more tears in her eyes, making her vision gradually blurred, and she could not clearly see the person lying on the hospital bed in front of her. Who it was, he couldn't see his face clearly, but Wang Yaxin knew that it was a shackle that he could not escape from in his life, and it was also an obsession that he could not avoid in his life.

Xue Donglin noticed that Wang Yaxin was getting more and more excited, and then pulled Wang Yaxin's sleeve again, signaling Wang Yaxin to leave.

Wang Yaxin left Fang Zhiqiang’s ward step by step, covering her mouth gently with her palms, trying hard to restrain herself from crying, but the tears in her eyes could not deceive anyone.

When Wang Xia, Lin Shan and others saw Wang Yaxin's eyes filled with tears, a look of confusion appeared on their faces, but after a moment, they came to their senses, Perhaps Wang Yaxin just shed tears because she couldn't bear to see Fang Zhiqiang lying so weak on the hospital bed.

Of course, this was just the psychological comfort they gave themselves. Without seeing the color Doppler ultrasound or hearing what the doctor said, they naturally didn’t know what Fang Zhiqiang’s current health was. What kind of situation it was, whether it was for Fang Zhiqiang personally, or for Wang Xia, Lin Shan and others, the final result was something that no one had imagined.

But only Wang Yaxin has to bear everything they don’t know. No matter how tired his heart is, he must stick to the last line of psychological defense and prevent it from completely collapsing. This is also to protect Fang Zhi. The last glimmer of hope.

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The relieved Li Xiaoxiao is getting better and better now. When she first told her parents that she wanted a divorce, Li Xiaoxiao did have a struggle in her heart. There have been pains, but now, since he has decided to give up, although he has not taken the last step, for Li Xiaoxiao, his body and mind have now been liberated. No matter where Fang Zhiqiang will go next, his The story will no longer affect my heart at all.

This is the rule she has set for herself, because she knows very well that only in this way can she truly get over Fang Zhiqiang and truly get rid of her dependence on Fang Zhiqiang. In the future, she will Even if we no longer have such happiness, we cannot continue to sink deeper and deeper into it.

Of course Li Xiaoxiao knows, Fang ZhiqiangHe is not the best man in the world, but he is definitely the best man to himself. Missing him means that he will never meet a man who treats him like he does in his life.

But Li Xiaoxiao also understands that maybe she is not qualified to get this happiness. In the eyes of everyone, what she has is an extremely happy marriage, but only Li Xiaoxiao understands that all that Under the seemingly happy appearance of others, she hid too much unspeakable sadness. Such disguised happiness made her sink deeper and deeper, becoming more and more unable to extricate herself. She finally discovered that she had been wrong from the beginning. Now, something that seems beautiful may not be suitable for you, or maybe you are not lucky enough to own it. If you could let it go earlier, maybe you would have a completely different life now.

Recalling the journey from meeting Fang Zhiqiang to knowing each other, Li Xiaoxiao discovered too many unreasonable things and too many unresolved knots.

At times like this, such thoughts became more and more common, until Li Xiaoxiao felt out of breath, and she began to think that maybe she had done something wrong from the beginning. .

Li Yonggui and Xiao’s mother looked at Li Xiaoxiao who was now gradually relieved, but they didn’t know whether they should be happy or unhappy. As people who have experienced it, they naturally knew that giving up Fang Zhiqiang would have a negative impact on Li Xiaoxiao’s life. , is definitely a loss, a man who loved her so much, a man who tried every means to make her happy, a man who was willing to give up Mingda for her, after missing him, I will never meet such a man again in this life.

But on the other hand, they can feel that for Li Xiaoxiao now, if she is allowed to continue to be with Fang Zhiqiang, she may still not be able to be happy in the rest of her life. Everything is enough to illustrate this point, and what they want is for their daughter to be happy. Since continuing to be with Fang Zhiqiang cannot make her daughter happy, then how can her daughter leave Fang Zhiqiang? What about a mistake?

Li Yonggui and Xiao’s mother are becoming more and more entangled in their hearts. They once thought that after Fang Zhiqiang recovered, they would talk to Fang Zhiqiang about this matter in detail, but now they look at Li Xiaoxiao’s State, they can naturally realize that even if they really negotiate with Fang Zhiqiang by then, the problem on their daughter's side may still not be solved. Then, not only is everything they do just trying to draw water from a bamboo basket, but also It is also possible that the daughter will fall into a depressed state again.

When they were young and doing business, the two of them had never been as indecisive as they are now. But now, they are more worried than ever. They are afraid that their daughter will be unhappy and that she will be unhappy for the rest of her life. .

After all, they were all half-buried in the groundShe knew very well that her company for Li Xiaoxiao would be less and less in the future. When it came time to leave her, if someone still didn't wait for someone to help them take care of Li Xiaoxiao, it would naturally be difficult for the two elders to accept it.

Life is like this, your parents accompany you through the first half of your life without worries, but in the long road of life that follows, you need to find another person to spend time with yourself hand in hand, and that person appears It doesn't matter if it's earlier or later, but what parents are afraid of is that that person won't show up for a long time. When they are about to leave their children and see that their children are still alone, that's when they finally A hard thing to accept.

However, Li Yonggui and his wife also know very well that it is meaningless to think about everything now. No one can say what the final result will be. No one knows. Their thoughts and wishes can be changed.

In fact, Li Xiaoxiao has thought everything through clearly. She has made up her mind in her heart. After leaving Fang Zhiqiang, she will not remarry in this life and will always stay with her parents. Providing them with care for their old age will at least prevent them from being too lonely in their later years.

As for Little Ai Li, Li Xiaoxiao would not let him leave her side for even half a step. She watched him grow up little by little and never missed every moment of his growth. This is very important for a child. Perhaps the happiest thing is that Li Xiaoxiao did not get such a childhood when she was a child, and she does not want her son to not get such a childhood in the future.

Perhaps, a child without a father will look pitiful from the outside, or perhaps, because of this, he will indeed have to bear many things in the future that other children will not have to bear, but Li Xiaoxiao will put the most Give him all the good things to make up for your debt to him.

It’s a pity that Li Xiaoxiaoshang has not experienced all this. She does not know that what a child lacks can never be compensated for. This point, if she had Wang Yaxin’s You can understand this through that kind of experience.

But things in the world are like this. If you have not experienced it, you will never understand the ups and downs. For Li Xiaoxiao now, there are still many things that she has not experienced. , Wang Yaxin may have had the same thoughts as she does now, but when she really faced everything with her children, Wang Yaxin would understand how innocent and simple everything she had imagined was. What I really faced, what I really experienced, were hardships that I could never have imagined before.

What kind of experiences will Xiao Ai Li, a child less than two years old, have in the future? Li Xiaoxiao cannot even imagine now, because she cannot really consider what a child without a father will have to do. I can’t understand how much mental pressure I have endured. For a child,For my son, when he heard others say that he was a child without a father, he felt so broken inside and felt so inferior.

The world of adults is often decided by the adults themselves. When they make any decision, they have their own sufficient reasons. In the eyes of children, those things that are not necessary to cause trouble They did that step, causing unnecessary harm to the children and even the entire family. However, everyone also has their own explanation. They always believe that children will never understand the world between adults, let alone the reasons for decisions between adults. They only know how to eat, drink and have fun, but never understand the world between adults. Understand the relationship between emotions.

However, in fact, after something like this happens, it is often the children themselves who are most emotionally hurt. This is something that adults who have not yet reached the final step do not understand, and even those who have already Those who took that last step still don’t understand that many years later, when they look back, they will realize that their seemingly well-reasoned decision has brought about so many sequelae. , is the crux of the problem.

Mingda collapsed. Most of the employees have chosen new jobs. There are also some employees who are still obsessed with Mingda. They still have not entered new jobs. They are still waiting. The day comes when Mingda comes back.

But as time passed day by day, they could naturally see that there was no hope for Mingda to make a comeback. After understanding this, they, no matter how much unwillingness they felt in their hearts, could not help it. Still unable to reverse this fact, there is only one choice left for them now. In order to survive, they have no choice.

The once famous Mingda Group has become desolate in just a few days. Even reporters didn’t bother to pass by the Mingda gate. Then raise the camera in your hand to take a picture. They often focus on the hot news of the moment. Those in the past, no matter how great they were, can no longer attract their attention.