Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao like this and even wanted to reach out to wipe the tears on her face.
After being silent for a long time, Li Xiaoxiao reached out to wipe away her tears and then said: "Qiangzi, do you know what I am thinking in my heart?"
"I want to ...What?" Fang Zhiqiang asked confused.
Li Xiaoxiao smiled, and then continued: "I'm thinking that the reason why she is like this is all because of me. If it weren't for me, she wouldn't be here now... "
As she spoke, Li Xiaoxiao choked up again. Every time she raised the knife, she felt extremely uncomfortable.
If she had a choice, she would never let Wang Yaxin help her, even if she could never see the world again.
"Xiaoxiao, this is all in the past, don't blame yourself anymore..." Fang Zhiqiang finally understood, and then reached out to hug Li Xiaoxiao and comforted him.
However, before Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly pushed Fang Zhiqiang away and said again: "But she is obviously the woman I am most worried about and the woman I am most worried about. , the biggest love rival, and even...the most feared woman...I...I..."
Li Xiaoxiao became more and more emotional, and no one could understand her inner tangle.
My biggest love rival is also my savior. Should I treat her like my savior or my love rival?
Fang Zhiqiang didn't react for a while. The woman's thoughts were always roundabout. Fang Zhiqiang took a long time to understand.
Looking at Li Xiaoxiao’s helpless expression again, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but take her into his arms.
"Xiaoxiao, just remember that I will never betray you and I will never be sorry to you, that's it!" Fang Zhiqiang said seriously, feeling Fang Zhiqiang's gradually calming down Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief as he calmed down.
"Actually, Qiangzi, I don't want you to have anything to do with her, but on the other hand, because of that incident, I have always felt guilty for her and have been thinking about making up for her. You want to Believe me, in fact, when I was just discharged from the hospital, I really wanted to give you to her. At that time, in my heart, no matter who you belonged to, as long as I could live happily, I would be satisfied. At that time I really think so..."
After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, he took a deep breath, collected his emotions again, and continued: "But...but then...I... My thoughts slowly changed, and I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I became more and more stingy, jealous, andI look down upon you and her more and more..."
"Qiangzi...I...am I a very selfish person? "Li Xiaoxiao broke away from Fang Zhiqiang's arms, looked up at Fang Zhiqiang's face, and asked seriously.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao's overwhelmed look and frowned with great distress. , slowly caressing her hair, pondered for a moment and then said: "No, Xiaoxiao, it's because I didn't do a good enough job, it's because I failed to handle the relationship between the three of us well, it's my responsibility. "
"Qiangzi, please stop lying to me. If it were you in my place, I wouldn't know what to do. In fact, what you have done is good enough, but I am too selfish. , that’s why..."
"Okay Xiaoxiao, let’s not talk about this for now. No matter what happens between me and her, at least she once saved you, so you treat her like Just like the benefactor. "Fang Zhiqiang suddenly interrupted Li Xiaoxiao and then said again.
"Qiangzi, you know, I feel more and more recently that you seem to be getting farther and farther away from me. It seemed that she had flown away from me, as if she had flown to another place. I even felt... I even felt that the purpose of her coming back this time was to start over with you, so I couldn't control myself, and I did those things. Don't blame me for selfish things, I'm not good enough, but I do all this because I love you so much and don't want to lose you..."
Li Xiaoxiao did not listen to Fang Zhiqiang's words and continued As he talked to himself, more and more thoughts in his heart came out at once.
After Fang Zhiqiang listened, he sighed helplessly again.
< br />With so many dull thoughts suppressed in her heart, how has she ever felt relaxed?
Feeling Li Xiaoxiao’s grip on her palm getting tighter and tighter, Fang Zhiqiang patted her hand again He held his arm and comforted softly: "Xiaoxiao, I will never leave you, never. Although she has saved your life, helped Mingda so much, and had a marriage with me, kindness is just kindness after all. , will never turn into love, I will control this degree. "
"It's just that sometimes, some of the 'inappropriate' behaviors I did to her were all because of her help to Mingda and her kindness to you, so I let you If you feel uncomfortable, don't worry, I will pay attention to this in the future. "Fang Zhiqiang continued.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang once again thought of Lin Shan's question to him just now, questioning that he still cared about her and could not forget her.
Those questions , now Fang Zhiqiang can finally answer in the affirmative with a clear conscience.
“Xiaoxiao, when I was waiting for her to come out just now, Lin Shan asked me a few questions and said that I still can’t forget her. , I care about her, now I canAnswer her by patting your chest! "
"Yes, I can't forget her. After all, she has appeared in my life and helped us so much. How could I forget her? I still care about her safety. When she is in danger, I will still rush to save her without hesitation. When she is in a foreign country, I will still worry about her life from time to time. I'm worried about her health..." When he said 'body', Fang Zhiqiang's voice suddenly became quieter.
Wang Yaxin used to be so healthy that she even worked day and night without working. There will be any problems, but now...
"Qiangzi, stop talking, I understand..." Li Xiaoxiao stretched out his hand, blocked Fang Zhiqiang's mouth, and said repeatedly.< br />
"Xiaoxiao, no matter what, she is lying on the hospital bed now. We should go to see her and stay with her no matter what, right? "Fang Zhiqiang glanced at Li Xiaoxiao again, and then spoke again.
Hearing this, Li Xiaoxiao was stunned for a while, then nodded hard and said, "Yeah! " word.
After making the decision, the two of them no longer hesitated, got out of the car and went to a supermarket. After buying some supplements, they turned back towards the hospital again.
At the same time, Lin Shan and Wang Xia, who were accompanying Wang Yaxin in the hospital, were still staring at the weak Wang Yaxin, looking forward to her early discharge.
"Xiaoxia, these two days, because of me and him Xiaoxiao was quite angry, right? "Although the two women tried their best to prevent Wang Yaxin from speaking, she still couldn't control her mouth and continued to ask.
Wang Xia didn't want to answer, but under Lin Shan's eyes , still nodded and said: "But my uncle has already said it, and now Xiaoxiao is no longer so awkward. "
"You also alerted uncle? "Wang Yaxin said even more self-blaming.
"Sister Yaxin, can you stop caring about others now? Taking good care of your body is more important than anything else, isn't it? "Wang Xia frowned helplessly.
"It's all my fault, I shouldn't have come back, otherwise so many things wouldn't have happened..." However, Wang Yaxin continued to blame herself.
Wang Xia also sighed helplessly.
Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao had already walked to the corner. When they arrived at the door, Wang Yaxin was still on the hospital bed. He murmured: "Actually, Xiaoxia, to tell you the truth, when I decided to come back this time, I did have some selfish motives. I don't know if you can understand my thoughts. They are getting crazier and crazier. I couldn't control it. I tried my best, but in the end, I still couldn't control my legs. ”
"Okay, don't talk anymore, it's all over..." Wang Xia took Wang Yaxin's hand and said softly.
And these two sentences happened to be heard by Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang.
The first time Fang Zhiqiang heard this sentence was from Lin Shan's mouth. At this moment, he heard Wang Yaxin say this sentence himself, and the expression on his face couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed. .
Li Xiaoxiao’s originally smiling expression was startled again. When Fang Zhiqiang looked at her, she smiled again.
Push the door open and enter.
"Sister Yaxin, I went down and bought you some supplements..." Li Xiaoxiao picked up the supplements in her hand, put them aside, and said to Wang Yaxin on the hospital bed.
"Don't be so troublesome, I will be discharged from the hospital soon. You guys..." Wang Yaxin said, even wanting to get up.
Finally stopped by Lin Shan.