At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao had completely woken up. After being stunned for a while, she stood up decisively, picked up her phone and prepared to call Fang Zhiqiang.
But at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang was lying on a stone bench in the community park, looking at the tiny snowflakes falling all over the sky, feeling the biting coldness in the air, squinting his eyes slightly, as if everything was gone. It's so ethereal, everything is so void.
Li Xiaoxiao has the capital to be willful. When she can't find the answer, someone will take the initiative to tell her how to go in life.
But what about Fang Zhiqiang?
Before he woke up, his parents had already left him. Now he was lying on the stone bench and suddenly realized that he had been working so hard and kept himself busy. Not having any friendship is not only to improve the quality of life for yourself and Li Xiaoxiao, but also to numb yourself, your nerves, and your brain with busyness.
Let yourself feel that you are still a member of this family, a member of this society, a member of this... earth.
There are places that need you. You have set foot in those places and left your own traces, proving that you have been in this world.
But at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly felt that this was the loneliness that penetrated his bones.
What a pitiful way to prove oneself? What a helpless way to gain a sense of presence? What a ridiculous self-comfort thought this is?
"Perhaps the world I live in is originally a world of nothingness fabricated by giants? Everything has been set up long ago. Looking at these tiny people, I am worried about Xiao Zhizhi every day. Things that make you depressed or happy, but in the eyes of a real giant, are they just a joke played by a clown?"
Fang Zhiqiang, lying on the stone bench, murmured to himself, as if to say It's for the snowflakes falling from the sky, and it seems to be for the 'giant' in my heart.
But who is the giant?
Obviously, I am not that giant, but why not?
“Bang!”
Fang Zhiqiang’s feet suddenly landed on the ground, and small snowflakes on the ground suddenly splashed up. Fang Zhiqiang stood up suddenly and walked quickly downstairs. go.
At this time, the phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated. Fang Zhiqiang took it out and saw that it was Li Xiaoxiao calling.
However, Fang Zhiqiang put it back in his pocket again and did not answer the question.
Li Xiaoxiao upstairs became a little anxious when she heard that Fang Zhiqiang didn’t answer the phone for a long time and called again.past.
But after three consecutive calls, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t answer any of them. Now Li Xiaoxiao was a little panicked.
She has woken up and wants to make a call to Fang Zhiqiang. She wants to rely on her own efforts to make her life happier. But why, now Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t give it to her? What about such an opportunity?
Li Xiaoxiao was extremely anxious. She put her mobile phone in her pocket and was immediately ready to go downstairs to find Fang Zhiqiang. But just when she was about to leave, the originally well-behaved little Ai Li in the crib appeared. At this moment, I started crying hard.
Li Xiaoxiao suddenly fell into a dilemma. On one side was his beloved son, and on the other side was his lover who had been out for more than ten minutes and did not answer the phone. Li Xiaoxiao was worried about Fang Zhiqiang’s safety. But he couldn't bear to let go of the crying little Ai Li.
Just when she was in trouble, Wang Xia suddenly ran over in a panic and said to Li Xiaoxiao who was about to go out: "I'll look after the child!"
Obviously, Wang Xia seemed to have read through Li Xiaoxiao's thoughts, and immediately stepped forward to hug Xiao Ai Li, patting his little body, and soon stopped crying.
When Li Xiaoxiao saw this, he nodded with relief and then walked towards the door.
When opening the door, Li Xiaoxiao did not forget to take a look at her mobile phone to see if Fang Zhiqiang had called her back.
Just as he walked out of the room, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly heard the sound of the elevator door opening. Li Xiaoxiao did not stop and walked towards the elevator door, but just when she was about to get on the elevator, Suddenly he saw Fang Zhiqiang's figure walking out of the elevator.
"Why are you going?" Fang Zhiqiang smiled and asked in a calm tone.
"I..." Li Xiaoxiao didn't react for a while, hesitated for a while, and continued: "Go down to find you..."
"I'm back now, aren't I? ?" Fang Zhiqiang slowly stepped forward and took Li Xiaoxiao into his arms again.
"Xiaoxiao, I have thought of a way." Fang Zhiqiang put his mouth next to Li Xiaoxiao's ear, speaking softly and smiling.
"What can we do?" Li Xiaoxiao asked in a daze.
She suddenly felt that Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have changed a lot when he went out. He was completely different from before he went out.
However, Fang Zhiqiang did not speak, but the smile on his face became a little thicker, and he held Li Xiaoxiao more tightly in his arms.
Before the door was closed, Wang Xia, who came out of the bedroom, happened to look at Fang Zhiqiang's expression at this moment, and she was also stunned for a moment.
Not only Li Xiaoxiao felt the subtle changes in Fang Zhiqiang, but even Wang Xia also noticed that Fang Zhiqiang seemed to be very different from before.
It’s a very subtle feeling. I can’t tell what is different. In short, it just gives people a somewhat strange feeling.
“What can we do?” Li Xiaoxiao continued to ask without hearing Fang Zhiqiang’s answer.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang put his palm on Li Xiaoxiao’s cheek, stared into her eyes and said softly: “I will control things that you can’t control.”
Fang Zhiqiang’s words made Li Xiaoxiao frown in confusion again. After thinking for a long time, she said with an incredulous look: "How can you control it? I can’t control my own emotions, how can you? Control?"
Fang Zhiqiang continued to smile, but fell silent again and did not speak.
Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang up and down for a moment, always feeling that there was a change in him, but couldn't tell where it was, and then took Fang Zhiqiang's arm and walked into the house.
While walking, Li Xiaoxiao said: "Qiangzi, I have woken up. Nothing is more important than living a happy life. I will work hard in this direction in the future. , try to make our days happier and sweeter, how about it?"
After listening, Fang Zhiqiang smiled and nodded, and said: "I will do the same."< br />
At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao, who was holding Fang Zhiqiang’s arm, felt the cell phone in Fang Zhiqiang’s pocket vibrating, so he said, “You have a call coming in.”
Li Xiaoxiao nodded and said: "Answer it!"
Fang Zhiqiang pressed the answer button, then turned on the speakerphone and said simply: "Hello."
"The other party initially determined that he had a severe concussion. You are not sure yet when you wake up. You need to check the relevant common sense information online in advance so that you will not be in a hurry!"
Wang Yaxin said very anxiously. Although her tone sounded much calmer, she could still I could hear the anger and unwillingness in her heart.
Fang Zhiqiang always kept a smile on his face. After listening, he nodded and said: "I understand."
The two people suddenly fell silent. , Wang Yaxin also felt that Fang Zhiqiang was a little weird. She originally planned to hang up the phone after saying this, but at this moment she forgot about hanging up the phone and continued: "I don't have anything else to say. "?"
"Thank youyou. "Fang Zhiqiang spoke again and said in a calm tone.
Wang Yaxin was stunned again. At this moment, she could clearly feel that something was wrong with Fang Zhiqiang.
But just as she When he was about to say something again, Fang Zhiqiang had already hung up the phone.
“So, the purpose of her coming here just now was to tell you this, right? "Li Xiaoxiao finally understood at this moment, and then spoke to Fang Zhiqiang.
"I don't know, but looking at her anxious look, it must be so. "Fang Zhiqiang said seriously.
Li Xiaoxiao lowered her head and said nothing. Obviously, she had once again wronged Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin.
But for Fang Zhiqiang at this moment , such a trivial matter as being wronged is no longer worth mentioning.
The short few minutes of lying on the stone bench made Fang Zhiqiang’s spirit suddenly sublimated. He knew that he was not a giant, but that did not mean that Can’t you see the world with the eyes of a giant?
Small changes have a huge impact. If you look at the world with the eyes of a giant, you will see a completely different world!
< br /> Fang Zhiqiang has already experienced that feeling.
Faced with everything, being unfazed and calm is not a habit, let alone a temperament that can be cultivated, but comes from the heart. The kind of vision in the heart: the vision of a giant.
Life experience has created Fang Zhiqiang’s transformation and contributed to those few minutes of sublimation.
If his parents had not been away, he would not have You will suddenly wake up.
Sometimes, sublimation is a matter of a moment, and so is degradation.
The so-called step to heaven and step to hell are beyond human control Also.