"But Sister Yaxin, I don't know why. The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. I can't sleep now. I don't know what's wrong with me. I always feel like tomorrow... I don't know how to face them both. Personally..." Wang Xia said hesitantly.
Listening to Wang Xia's tone, Wang Yaxin also sighed helplessly. In fact, Wang Xia is not such a person who worries about gains and losses. She has never heard her speak in such an indecisive and hesitant tone.
It is for this reason that Wang Yaxin can clearly know at this moment that Wang Xia is actually very bitter in her heart, but she can't find anyone to talk to.
"Xiaoxia, didn't we all make it clear together last time? Don't we all know each other's thoughts? Now that we all know, what's there to be awkward about? You just Just face Xiaoxiao as usual. As for Qiangzi..."
Wang Yaxin suddenly felt a little ridiculous. She was exhausted both physically and mentally. She still looked distracted before answering the phone, but In the blink of an eye, he actually began to persuade others with confidence.
Speaking of it, this was like a joke, but Wang Yaxin knew that Wang Xia really needed someone's comfort at this moment.
"As for Qiangzi, he already knows what you think of him, and haven't we all made a very clear choice to give up at that time?" Wang Yaxin continued.
It didn’t sound like she was trying to persuade Wang Xia, but Wang Yaxin knew that only such words could make Wang Xia sober.
The reason why Wang Yaxin is so sure is because she is in the same state now, and what she lacks is someone saying such a sentence to herself to make her realize clearly, That man is already very far away from me. At least in this life, it is impossible for them to be together again.
"Sister Yaxin..." After hearing Wang Yaxin's words, Wang Xia pondered for a moment and then suddenly said with a hint of crying.
Wang Yaxin heard it clearly. When she said this, her tone sounded as if she was about to cry.
"Xiaoxia..." Wang Yaxin couldn't bear it. She was about to say the next words, but after a moment, she still held back.
Because once those words are spoken, not only will they not be able to persuade Wang Xia, they will make themselves sad along with her.
Now, although I feel bad, at least Wang Xia will slowly get better.
"You must remember clearly what we said. I heard you say before that your uncle and aunt have also introduced you to someone. How is it?" Wang Yaxin continued to say after holding back.
"Haha..."
Upon hearing this, Wang Xia suddenly sneered.
"Sister Yaxin, do you really think I will accept fate so easily?" Wang Xia said with a sneer.
Wang Yaxin knew what Wang Xia meant by her words. It was destined that she and Fang Zhiqiang could not get together. It was destined that she could only watch the man she loved and her closest friend. He and his sister lived a happy life together, but he was the one who kept hiding in the corner and silently licking his scars.
This is what Wang Xia calls fate.
"I know that although it is no longer possible for me and Qiangzi, I will not just find a man and marry like this. Maybe I will never meet such love again in the future. I can’t meet a man who can make me so excited, but at least I won’t live with a man who has no feelings at all. Sister Yaxin, I think we should be exactly the same in this regard, right?”
Wang Xia continued.
After Wang Yaxin heard this, she was immediately speechless, because Wang Xia was right. Her thoughts were exactly the same as hers before. Even now, Wang Yaxin could no longer give up such thoughts. .
She once tried to make herself fall in love with Jiang Bing, and then live with him, but in the end she found that she was not a person who could make do with it, as long as she felt a little bit in her heart If she feels uncomfortable, she will give up the relationship very rationally and decisively, even if it has not really started yet.
Precisely because Wang Yaxin could understand what Wang Xia said very well, she could not just watch Wang Xia follow in her footsteps.
"Xiaoxia, you are right. I did have this idea before, but what did I get in exchange? I am thirty-one years old this year, with two children, a woman At such an age, you don’t need me to tell you to know what you are going to face next, right? Do you think there is still hope for my life?”
“These don’t matter to me.” As soon as Wang Yaxin finished speaking, Wang Xia said this without hesitation.
“Why doesn’t it matter?” Wang Yaxin frowned in confusion and asked.
"Marriage without love is a kind of suffering, a state that is more painful than being single. What do you think is the point of having it?" Wang Xia asked back.
"Xiaoxia, believe me, it's not that love has not come, it's just that you are unwilling to open your heart and accept it again." Wang Yaxin said with certainty, because she and Wang Xia have a relationship Very similar experience, she knew very well what Wang Xia was thinking in her heartWhat?
"Let's just treat it like this, but I don't have the strength to think so much. No matter what it is, let it go." Wang Xia sighed, holding her clothes and broken jars. Said with a throwing attitude.
"So, have you decided to live a life like me, struggling from morning to night every day?" Wang Yaxin continued to ask, her tone becoming a little anxious.
“No, for you, maybe you are just struggling with whether to give your child a brand new family, but for me, there is nothing to struggle with, it’s fine to be alone, it’s delicious It tastes good, you enjoy life, you have no restraints, you are free, right?" The last three words Wang Xia said were deliberately raised in volume, as if she was questioning Wang Yaxin.
“No.”
Wang Yaxin answered with two words in the affirmative.
"Xiaoxia, maybe you haven't realized how terrible the real emptiness and loneliness are. Maybe you haven't felt how desperate the real loneliness and coldness are. When you What are you thinking about when you face the ceiling at night? If you don’t say it, no one will know. You have to go through such days for more than just one or two days. If you really insist on continuing like this, maybe Just a lifetime, Xiaoxia, do you know how scary a lifetime is?" Wang Yaxin will not give up persuading Wang Xia, because she herself has fallen into this pit.
"I don't know, so I want to have a taste of how hard it will be to swallow in this life!" Wang Xia replied without hesitation.
"You..." Wang Yaxin was speechless, and she didn't know what she wanted to say.
"Sister Yaxin, there are many things I haven't figured out before I called you, but after making this call, I figured it out. I am single now and do not accept blind dates. It is not Because of a strong son, but because of love." Wang Xia's words made Wang Yaxin fall into deep thought.
She had discussed this issue with Jiang Bing before.
At that time, Wang Yaxin told Jiang Bing with great certainty that Fang Zhiqiang was his obsession. However, now that he heard Wang Xia’s words, Wang Yaxin suddenly realized that maybe he had been wrong all along. of.
As Wang Xia said, in fact, Fang Zhiqiang has never been his own obsession. The real obsession in his heart is the illusory and idealized love story!