Although Li Xiaoxiao's mother was still calm and her tone didn't sound any sign of anxiety, the more she spoke, the more she couldn't stop. After talking for several minutes, she finally realized that Li Xiaoxiao's choking voice was getting louder and louder. Bigger.

"Xiaoxiao, my mother said all these things in her heart today, just because she doesn't want to say it one day but it's too late... Some people say that farewell cannot be left until the time when you really want to say goodbye. Because by that time, it will be too late to say goodbye..."

"Mom, what happened to you today?" Li Xiaoxiao couldn't listen anymore. These words were like needles piercing Li Xiaoxiao's heart. .

　"Haha, Xiaoxiao, don't think too much. After mom said it, she felt much more relaxed. Don't worry, now your dad and I have completely understood that your life is your own after all. Life, just like your dad and I, has the right to choose the life we ​​want to live. In fact, no one can make a mistake in this life. Life is originally a process of making constant mistakes. "

"It's just that some mistakes can be made up for, and some mistakes..."

"Dad, what happened to my mother today? Please comfort her." Fang Zhiqiang I also heard that Li Xiaoxiao's mother was indeed too idealistic today. She was not such a person in the past.

Including when she stopped herself from being with Li Xiaoxiao, she showed herself to be a rational woman who wanted Wang Yaxin very much. She weighed all the pros and cons clearly, and finally made the most beneficial decision. s Choice.

But today, what she showed was completely different from before.

　"Haha, she is just full of food! I have told her many times that Xiaoxiao is a sensible daughter. There is no need to tell her these things, she will understand in her heart , but in the end, she still couldn't hold it back." Li Yonggui seemed to be very embarrassed at the moment. What Li Xiaoxiao's mother said had been told to him many times, and the two of them had already reached a consensus.

So, although these words today came from the mouth of Li Xiaoxiao’s mother, they actually represent the inner thoughts of the old couple.

Although Li Yonggui tried his best to use a relaxed tone at the moment, Fang Zhiqiang could still tell that he showed no sign of objecting to what Li Xiaoxiao's mother said.

"Mom and Dad, let me tell you what kind of mistakes can be made up for and what kinds of mistakes cannot be made up for." Fang Zhiqiang realized that Li Xiaoxiao's parents had already Fell into deep self-blame, since today's words have come to this point, Fang Zhiqiang simply plans to explain everything thoroughly.

If not, they may never be able to open their knots in their hearts for the rest of their lives.

"Once, because of my mother's affairs, I didn't contact my father for a long time, and we didn't even get through a phone call. Xiaoxiao knew this. At that time, I came to Mingzhu, in fact, part of the reason was because I wanted to To be angry with my father."

"From the perspective of outsiders, is it an irreparable mistake for the father and son to have such a quarrel? But in my opinion, these are not important. After all, the blood Thicker than water, no matter what happens, they are a father and son who are dear to each other. When it really comes to a critical moment, the importance of family ties and bloodline will be reflected. Therefore, in life, I think it is very important to have some small conflicts and the like. Normally, you really don’t need to worry too much about this.”

When Fang Zhiqiang said this, he suddenly paused.

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang really doesn’t want to say the next words. For such a long time, Fang Zhiqiang has deliberately avoided that topic and almost never mentioned it in front of others, because every time he mentioned that matter, Fang Zhiqiang’s heart was filled with excitement. As if being burned by a scorching flame, blood dripped down drop by drop.

That kind of heartbreaking pain made Fang Zhiqiang miserable.

"But later... after Xiaoxiao and I got married, my father was very anxious and wanted us to have a baby as soon as possible. At that time, Xiaoxiao and I didn't understand our father, so we tried to persuade him over and over again. Just let him live his own life, but I found out later that in fact, at that time, my father already knew that he had terminal gastric cancer..."

"We have lived together for so long , I didn’t realize it at all... Looking back now, during that time, my father always got up very frequently in the middle of the night. I thought he was going to the toilet, but why didn’t I get up once or go see him? At that time, my father , it must be extremely painful..."

After Fang Zhiqiang's father passed away, Fang Zhiqiang collected information about 'gastric cancer' when he was alone. When the disease reached an advanced stage, it was almost impossible to survive. It was hard to swallow, but Fang Zhiqiang's father still behaved very normally at the dinner table during that time. Although he ate very little, he seemed to be fine.

Later, Fang Zhiqiang learned after consulting the information that in the advanced stage of gastric cancer, the digestive juice in the stomach has completely rotted. Even if the food is put into the abdomen, it cannot be digested at all, and the nutrients in the food are also destroyed. It cannot be absorbed and will turn over and over in the completely ulcerated stomach. Even a soft grain of rice is like a knife, gouging the patient's stomach!

Food cannot be digested and will eventually be vomited. Looking back now, Fang Zhiqiang thinks that his father often got up at night during that time, and he probably went to the bathroom to vomit.

But, I didn’t notice it at all!

"Later... Xiaoxiao left, and his father finallyYu couldn't hold on any longer. The last time he saw me, he had taken sleeping pills because he... couldn't hold on anymore... his only hope of survival was completely shattered..."

Fang Zhiqiang tried hard not to let his voice get choked up, but he did it.

Except for a little hesitation, Fang Zhiqiang gritted his teeth and held back tears. After all, he did not let Li Xiaoxiao’s parents listen. She made a sound that she was choked up at all.

However, Li Xiaoxiao on the side felt heartbroken when she saw Fang Zhiqiang’s appearance, but she could do nothing but frown, her cheeks were not dry. The traces of tears sparkled with starlight under the sunlight.

“Mom and Dad, I just want to tell you, this! This is the most irreparable mistake in life! Because it only gives you one chance to make a mistake, no second time! "Finally, after Fang Zhiqiang said these words, his figure seemed to fall back uncontrollably, and he suddenly collapsed on the stool at the end of the bed. His whole person seemed to have lost all energy in an instant.

Only then did Li Xiaoxiao notice how much the death of Fang Zhiqiang’s father had affected him.

In front of others, he acted as if nothing had happened, but only he knew how much pain he felt in his heart. , even for himself, he didn’t mention it at all!

At this time, Wang Xia on the video call had been involuntarily looking at the phone screen for a long time, watching Fang Zhiqiang finally slumped down The scene on the sofa made her feel turbulent and full of emotions.

Recalling that time, she and Wang Yaxin tried their best to persuade him to get out of his depressed mood. Looking at it now Come on, what kind of selfish behavior is that?

When things happen to others, you often don’t feel that feeling. Now Wang Xia understands. At that time, Fang Zhiqiang listened to several of them The persuasion is not because I really think what they said makes sense, but because I don’t want more people to be sad with him!

The dead are gone...

“Didi! Beep! ”

Suddenly, Wang Xia was awakened by the sound of whistles coming from behind. She looked up blankly and saw that the red light in front of her had turned into a green light at some point, and then stepped on it again. Throttle and move forward slowly.

“Zhiqiang, what a miserable child...”

Although Li Xiaoxiao’s parents did not hear Fang Zhiqiang’s choking tone, they Listening to Fang Zhiqiang's words, they were already shocked. They just realized that compared to Fang Zhiqiang, their lives were almost perfect!