"Xiaoxiao, as long as we look forward together, there will be no obstacles that we can't overcome! And with Qiangzi accompanying you, I also believe that you will be able to overcome the obstacles of your own!"

When Liu Yan heard that Li Xiaoxiao seemed to be wavering, she excitedly patted her on the shoulder and said affirmatively.

After Li Xiaoxiao heard this, she fell silent again. However, after a long time, she shook her head blankly, and then said to herself: "No... I can't get through it... I can't get through it... …"

"Xiaoxiao, why are you always so pessimistic? Do you see how many unfortunate people there are in this world? If they are all as pessimistic as you, how can there be miracles? You want Believe in yourself, and also in Hadron. You are just a leukemia, and it is not impossible to cure it. Moreover, you love Hadron so much in your heart. Even if it is really impossible to cure, in the last days of your life, will you Don’t you want the man you love most to be by your side?”

“And if you make such a choice, isn’t it a kind of pain and harm to Qiangzi? Do you know that there is no such thing? How did Qiang Zi spend your life?"

Liu Yan wanted to say too much, but she saw Li Xiaoxiao crying more and more. , finally shut up and did not continue.

"Sister Liu Yan, you don't understand, you don't understand how I feel at all..."

Li Xiaoxiao cried until the sky was dim and the earth was dark again. She once hated God for being so unfair. I also cursed how cruel life is.

However, in the end, she finally thought about it. Being able to have Qiangzi accompany her during that happy time was happy enough for her, and it was enough for her to cherish that beautiful time for the rest of her life. Reminisced.

　“You don’t understand the feeling of not knowing which day you will die, and you don’t understand how broken your heart is when the one you love sees you so vulnerable and weak. , you don’t understand that you used to be able to bring him happiness. Looking at his smile every day, you felt extremely happy in your heart. However, now you can only bring him endless sorrow and pain! You don’t understand... You don’t understand that a person who is about to die just wants to keep his best side in the impression of the person he loves most, so that whenever he thinks of himself, he will always look his most beautiful and best. So, I He can’t let him see me in embarrassment, let alone my dead state..."

Li Xiaoxiao finally spoke out all her feelings, and her words seemed to suddenly open the door. Like a dam, like a flood, everything spurted out of her heart. Perhaps, she could only say these words to Liu Yan alone.

After hearing these words, Liu Yan was dumbfounded. She really didn’t understand., because she has never had an experience like Li Xiaoxiao.

Every outsider seems to have his own unique perspective on everything. However, when the matter really falls on him, he is often at a loss.

Others are like this, and so is Liu Yan.

When Li Xiaoxiao said these most true and incredible thoughts, Liu Yan only had one thought in her heart: It turns out that she didn’t understand anything at all, and she was still trying to persuade others to make the right choice. !

What is the right choice? Now Liu Yan seems to have her own answer in her heart.

"I'm sorry... Xiaoxiao... I didn't consider your feelings..."

Liu Yan no longer knew what to say.

"Sister Liu Yan, I don’t blame you. Just because I love Hadron, I can only make this choice. I love Hadron so much that every time I take medicine, I Treat that time as the last second of your life, empty your head, think about Qiangzi's face with all your heart, and think about the love words Qiangzi once said to me, you know? When I think about this, I don't feel the pain of the medicine at all, and I even laugh unconsciously."

"I don't want to give up this last bit of happiness, just like this. It's good. When I die, I will die with a smile on my face..."

"Xiaoxiao, don't talk nonsense! Don't worry, we will find the best hospital for you when you go back. Using the most advanced equipment in the world, your disease will definitely be cured!"

Liu Yan interrupted Li Xiaoxiao, she really couldn't bear to listen any more.

This seemingly weak girl thinks about things in her head every day that many people cannot understand.

Yes, because not everyone is a patient, and not everyone is like Li Xiaoxiao, who cherishes every minute and every second he has left.

"Sister Liu Yan, you must promise me that you will never let Qiangzi know anything about our conversation today. Just treat it as my begging you!"

Li Xiaoxiao suddenly She looked at Liu Yan anxiously and said with a hint of pleading in her tone.

Although Liu Yan didn't want to agree to her, seeing her anxious look and listening to her begging tone, Liu Yan couldn't help but nodded.

"Sister Liu Yan, we are all women, you should be able to understand me. I am like this, even I hate myself. If I stay with Qiangzi, even if he doesn't dislike me, I will It’s very painful, so I have to leave him!”

A faint look of sadness appeared on Li Xiaoxiao’s faceSmiling, looking as if she was mocking herself, she said this.

After Liu Yan heard this, she immediately retorted: "Xiaoxiao, what you said is wrong. Qiangzi has never been the kind of person to judge people by their appearance. What's more, you are quite beautiful now. !Although your skin looks a bit abnormally white, and although your belly is slowly getting bigger, you are still the beautiful Xiaoxiao. Who would dislike you? What’s more, Qiangzi loves you so much, how can you think so? ?"

"Sister Liu Yan, I know what you mean, but I have made up my mind, so please stop trying to persuade me. If one day, I can really be completely cured, I will go back to you on my own. Yes, but during this period, you just pretend that I, Li Xiaoxiao, do not exist in the world. Please tell Qiangzi that Lin Shan actually loves him. If Sister Yaxin is not married yet, he can also think about it. Sister Yaxin, find a woman to continue taking care of him. Only in this way can I rest assured."

Li Xiaoxiao shook her head lightly and said her own words, but even Liu Yan's look of tears welling up in her eyes was unbearable. Didn't notice.

Liu Yan couldn’t believe what was going on in this little girl’s heart. How strong was her love for Qiangzi? To reach such a point?

"Sister Liu Yan?"

Li Xiaoxiao turned around and saw Liu Yan's face full of tears, and suddenly shouted in surprise.

Liu Yan is a woman who doesn’t cry often. Li Xiaoxiao also knows this. On Qiangzi’s birthday, she told such a touching story that Liu Yan didn’t even shed tears. It was enough. It shows that she is not a sentimental person by nature.

But now, seeing Liu Yan suddenly crying so wildly, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly panicked.

"Xiaoxiao, in my heart, no one is more suitable for Qiangzi than you... He who suffered a thousand cuts, what kind of blessings did he accumulate in his previous life to be able to marry such a good wife like you... "

Liu Yan said with a sob while wiping her tears.

At this moment, Liu Yan looked a little cute, so cute that Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but smile, and then she said seriously again: "Sister Liu Yan, you must persuade Qiangzi, he can't just If a person like this goes on alone, there are so many things to do in the company. If there is no one to take care of his daily life, his body will definitely be unable to bear it in two years!"

Liu Yan looked at Li Xiaoxiao With such a serious look, he had to nod his head.

At this point, Li Xiaoxiao is still most concerned about Fang Zhiqiang's body. She has never even asked her about the current condition of her own body.