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Chapter 1358: Yaxin’s Ending Chapter Falling in Love Again (Twelve)

“There is also the fear of causing more harm to you and Xiaoyu...so many reasons Together..." Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin with a very complicated mood, "I want to love, I want to love you regardless of everything, but I really don’t know how to love..."

"And you are right. We have been avoiding each other all this time. No one knows what the other is thinking... You have always been so rational. I was even prepared in my heart to wait for me to speak to you. Sometimes, I will be rejected by you. But I never expected that you would take the initiative to tell me this. Yaxin, I have always been worried that one day you will suddenly disappear quietly with Xiaoyu... "Fang Zhiqiang was a little incoherent. In fact, he didn't even know what to say. All the sudden situations that happened that night were actually a pie-in-the-sky surprise for him, which left him a little confused.

It’s just that such a surprise comes at the wrong time. Now was the time when he was most exhausted, and he didn't even dare to embrace such a surprise.

If in any other situation, he and Li Xiaoxiao did not have this love-hate relationship, or he had completely let go of Li Xiaoxiao, then he could take the initiative to strive for this without any scruples. Opportunity. But now, he really doesn't know whether this is an opportunity or the source of harm to them. But he knew that Wang Yaxin had already taken the initiative to this point. At this point, he could no longer escape from anything. After all, he had already asked Wang Yaxin to take more initiative. "Yaxin, I don't know what I can do. I have always caused you too much disappointment and hurt... I will try, but I don't know what it will be like. You know, now When I was at my lowest point, I really had no confidence at all in anything, especially relationships. Yaxin, I wouldn’t say that if something like this happened, it would be like taking advantage of you and running away. No matter from the perspective of feelings or responsibility, I I will give you an explanation, but it may take a while, because I'm afraid I can't give you the best..."

When Fang Zhiqiang said these words, he was also encouraging himself little by little. I hope that even for Wang Yaxin and Xiaoyu, he will cheer himself up again. It's just that he himself doesn't know how long it will take.

Wang Yaxin looked at him seriously for a long time, and then slowly said: "Qiangzi, we have all experienced love, and we all know that even in the most difficult times, our inner thoughts are still the same. As long as we can be together and protect each other. What we want is actually each other's company. Don't give up no matter how difficult it is, it's actually that simple. You know about love. I used to be more scared than you. The hurt that love brings to me is not much less than yours. I am also afraid,Because I didn't dare, I chose to give up, and the result is what it is now. If we really know that later and now, we have to endure so much pain caused by separation, then whether it was your father or Xiaoyu, even if the whole world is against it, I will stick to it with you. Maybe it is because I am not brave enough that we have suffered so much. This time, no matter what, I want to give it one last try. As long as I'm with you, I'm willing to try anything, and I'm willing to wait for as long as it takes. I'm just afraid of missing the only love in this life. "

"Qiangzi, if you still love Xiaoxiao, it doesn't matter to me if you go to find her. Even if you say that you are sure to be with me now, suddenly one day, you feel that you still love her more in your heart, then you can go to her. As long as you tell me clearly, it's not that I can't accept it. "Wang Yaxin couldn't help but shed tears as she spoke, "Qiangzi, I'm not afraid that you will fall in love with someone else, or that one day you will no longer love me and leave me. What I am afraid of is that even if there is an opportunity in front of you, But we didn’t cherish or fight for it. When we missed it and had no way to look back, we cried bitterly to grieve and recover... Once in Australia, I spent a long time like this, and I don’t want to repeat it again. Qiangzi, you don’t know how much I wanted you to stay with me at that time, even if it was just to hold you like this and let me cry in your arms. Hadron, let’s not miss it again. Can we spend the rest of our lives together? ”

Fang Zhiqiang was really moved by Yaxin’s tears and her heartfelt words. Only those who have lost love and finally understand how to cherish can say such things. words. The most important thing is that Yaxin has been hurt so many times and so deeply, but she still holds on strong and is so brave, much braver than herself. Even if she is hurt, she finally understands In the past, I still believed in love and looked forward to love.

Fang Zhiqiang hugged Yaxin tightly, kissed her teardrops and her hair: "Okay, Yaxin, I promise you , we will be together for the rest of our lives. What I hope is that our feelings for each other end with each other. Yaxin, I know you have suffered too much and endured too much pain. I don’t know if there really is such a thing as destiny, or if I really can’t bring happiness to others. But Yaxin, you know that once I make up my mind, I will not change it easily. I will do my best to give you happiness. Although I don't know what else I can do, if you want to be with me, I will guard you throughout my life. If you are willing to have ups and downs, I will accompany you in the ups and downs; if you want stability, I will give you a smooth and fleeting time. ”

Fang Zhiqiang really said these words with great care. Wang Yaxin’s tenderness, as well as her bravery and desperateness, shocked him deeply, and the pain in his heart temporarily subsided. The woman in front of him was his favorite before, and he has not forgotten it even now. She seemed very weak., but gritted his teeth and shouldered so much, and finally boldly encouraged himself to love bravely. Then what reason do you have to continue to be cowardly? So this time, Fang Zhiqiang really wants to be brave again for Wang Yaxin.

Wang Yaxin raised her face excitedly and kissed Fang Zhiqiang deeply again. After so long, I finally heard the long-awaited promise. When she gave up, she thought and even deceived herself again and again, telling herself that love had caused her too much harm but not the happiness she wanted. She told herself that she could live better without love. But only when she lost and found it did she realize how much she longed for it. True love is that even if you are scarred, I still want to hug you.