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Chapter 1345 Yaxin Finale: Letting Go (Eighteen)

Fang Zhiqiang had one more sentence, but he finally swallowed it and did not say it. What he wanted to say was: All I have left is You and Xiaoyu are together. But Yaxin is not his, she is free, and she has already endured and faced too much real pain, and it is impossible for her to share her pain anymore.

How could Yaxin believe what he said? She turned around and took a look at Xiaoyu, who was still looking curiously at the hospital bed: "Dad, what are you and your mother hiding over there, whispering? Why don't you come in?"

"Xiaoyu, mom and dad are in love..." Yaxin didn't want Xiaoyu to know these things, and she also wanted to comfort Fang Zhiqiang, so she could only coax her like this. After all, according to Xiaoyu's character of being curious about babies and especially wanting them to be together, this is the only reason that can make Xiaoyu obedient and not make a fuss. As soon as the words came out, his face turned red. "If two people want to be together, they must first fall in love. Children are not allowed to participate."

When Xiaoyu heard that it was preparation before getting together, Xiaoyu's eyes suddenly lit up. Then he quickly covered his eyes and shouted: "Mom, dad, please have a good relationship, I can't see anything." Then he quickly let go and covered his ears: "I can't hear it either!"

Looking at his innocent and cute look, the two adults couldn't help but want to laugh, but after laughing, they felt the reality was heavy. "Then you lie in bed and read a book first. Mom and Dad will come in and stay with you after they are in love, okay?" Wang Yaxin coaxed Xiaoyu gently. She also slowly learned and summarized Fang Zhiqiang's experience in dealing with Xiaoyu, and then gradually Got some insights.

Xiaoyu nodded like a chicken pecking at rice: "Yeah, yeah, I'll read by myself. Mom and Dad, it doesn't matter if you talk for a while. I'll go to sleep by myself when I'm sleepy." After that, it's really He picked up the book and read it carefully.

Yaxin was full of worries. Seeing Xiaoyu like this, she could only sigh: It was worth all the effort. What extravagance can a mother have? It’s nothing more than wishing the child well and wishing him a good life.

But seeing Fang Zhiqiang’s deeply furrowed brows, she couldn’t help but feel depressed, and quietly pulled Fang Zhiqiang: “Come on, let’s go out for some fresh air, I’m in the house. I've been bored all day."

Fang Zhiqiang was dragged to the balcony next to her without saying a word. The two of them stood side by side for a while, neither speaking to each other, and neither of them knew where to start. How to start. After a long time, Yaxin said quietly: "Uncle, he knows I'm back, right?"

"Yes." Fang Zhiqiang couldn't deny this, after all, it was a fact.

Yaxin lowered his head and said with a bitter smile: "Then you still have to hold on and say it's not the fault of Xiaoyu and me., Qiangzi... I really don't want to see you like this, enduring so much for me, Xiaoyu and I are not your responsibility... we can't let you make so many sacrifices. ”

Yes, from the moment they decided to divorce, she and Xiaoyu no longer had anything to do with Fang Zhiqiang. They were each other’s responsibility, each other’s burden, and each other’s burden. It was sweet, but all the happy correspondence in the past had ended at that moment. Moreover, Wang Yaxin had also seen Fang Zhiqiang’s father’s temper, and knew Fang Zhiqiang’s past, and knew that his father was the relative he cared about most. If it is said that Xiao Yu is the person she cares about most, and her father is also the most important person to Fang Zhiqiang, so she can understand how much pain and blow it is to Fang Zhiqiang when her father leaves like this. Looking at Fang Zhiqiang like The injured child was even more fragile than Xiaoyu. How could she not feel uncomfortable? Especially when all this happened because of her, how could she face Fang Zhiqiang's pain calmly?

　Qiangzi, Xiaoyu's condition has improved a lot. So I am also thinking about taking him back to Australia to continue his treatment. "The wind at night kept blowing over, messing up Wang Yaxin's hair. Since Xiaoyu fell ill, Wang Yaxin has not had the time to take care of her hair for a long time. The original neat short hair has grown, and when the wind blows, the hair hits Fang Zhiqiang's head. His face was itching as if tears were falling. Wang Yaxin also noticed it, and quickly raised his hair. It was really beautiful, but it was heartbreaking and poignant. And Fang Zhiqiang had no time to take a closer look. At this moment, he I don’t have any thoughts.

“Yaxin, don’t torment Xiaoyu, and don’t torment yourself, okay? You also know my dad's character. I can't force him... In fact, it's impossible for me to force anyone. Fang Zhiqiang said bitterly, "Xiaoyu is just a little bit better, and this is already the case. I really don't care about everything, just let him stay and get well cured, okay?" "

"You have heard what Xiaoyu said. He can't live without me now. What do you want from me by taking him back to Australia? Should I follow you to Australia? Or do you want to give up now? Will his condition get worse? How will you face it then? Can you bear to see him like that, ruin his life, and give up the chance to cure him? "

"Yaxin, don't think so much. You also advised me to be a selfish person and not to take care of Xiaoyu, but I have already taken care of him. I have taken care of him for several years. From the moment I met him, it was destined that I would never leave him! He is my responsibility and I will never let him go for the rest of my life. I am not his father, but in my heart he is my child. Yaxin, when you are persuading me, can you be a little selfish yourself, just for Xiaoyu, and don't worry about anything else? Fang Zhiqiang said, wiping his face carelessly, "Sometimes I also wonder whether the reason why we are in so much pain is because we are not thorough enough in kindness and selfishness, so we are so entangled. What's more, I have no choice now about Yaxin.That’s it, my dad and Xiaoxiao have left, what else can I think about? Besides curing Xiaoyu, what else can we do? "

Fang Zhiqiang said painfully. In fact, he was comforting Yaxin completely randomly. He was also comforting himself: The matter has come to this, what else can be done? Apart from forcing himself to be selfish like this, is it possible? Get his father and Xiaoxiao back, force himself to make another choice, force everyone to suffer again, and force Xiaoyu's situation to worsen?

Why doesn't Wang Yaxin not want to? Why not do this? Have you ever worried about Xiaoyu's condition? She watched Xiaoyu's condition every day. She understood it better than anyone else, and she suffered more than anyone else. Today was the first time in so long that she heard Xiaoyu use the words of a normal child. Such innocence, speaking like that, how excited she was at that moment, didn't she want Xiaoyu to recover more than anyone else? But if the price of Xiaoyu's health was to make Fang Zhiqiang completely lose all happiness, then she It's too selfish, too selfish.

Many times in life, we are constantly faced with various difficult choices, but for Yaxin, such choices are too many, too many. It’s difficult.