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Chapter 1334 Yaxin’s Ending Chapter Letting Go (7)

Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Xia blankly, everyone was scarred in this mentally and physically exhausting tug of war. , including Wang Xia. Wang Xia has always been a person who needs feelings very much. In fact, she doesn't have less feelings for herself than Li Xiaoxiao or anyone else. It's just that she knows that there are some feelings that she can't have and can only let go. Because she still thinks about Li Xiaoxiao, she is unwilling to hurt Li Xiaoxiao.

But in the end, she gave up her own happiness, but Li Xiaoxiao still did not get happiness as she wished. Instead, she walked away silently carrying sadness and pain. So how could Wang Xia not be sad, angry or hate herself?

"I believe in you so much, I believe you will love her well and give her happiness. You caused her to commit suicide. I still think you will help her get better. What is the result? Fang Zhiqiang, you finally put her I was forced to leave. Are you happy? Satisfied? It's finally what you wanted. You can be with the person you really like. Then why do you come back to her? You're worried that she won't go far enough or thoroughly enough and will bother you again. Happiness? Fang Zhiqiang, let me tell you, you can rest assured that Xiaoxiao will not be this kind of person! She has been really hurt by you, she has walked and died, and she really understands it completely Now let her go, can you just let her be in peace and stop disturbing her?" Wang Xia said while crying, crying very sadly.

"Wang Xia, I'm sorry..." Fang Zhiqiang could only repeat this sentence again and again. However, he also knew that these three useless words would only arouse Wang Xia's anger and sadness. "But whether you believe it or not, things are not what you think. Xiaoxiao left too quickly, and she would rather bear it alone than say anything about many things. I did not deceive Xiaoxiao or deliberately hurt her. Ya Xin's appearance was really just an accident. I really didn't know about it until last night... Many, many things are not what you think... But I also know that the harm to Xiaoxiao is absolutely true. ."

"I really never thought about going back to Yaxin. Some things have passed and are over, and I really can't go back...from the moment I decided to be with Xiaoxiao. At first, I never wavered, whether you believe it or not, but I really wanted to be with her. Yaxin came back because of the child's condition...and there are some things that need my help...I do feel sorry for Xiaoxiao , knowing that such a choice is unfair to her and that I imposed it on her, but I really never thought about getting back together with Yaxin and abandoning her..." Fang Zhiqiang said, thinking of Li again. The moment Xiaoxiao turned around, tears overflowed again unknowingly.

“I came to her to tell her that I love her... I don’t want her to suffer because of the mistakes I made and the wrong choices I made. I want to tell herI'm sorry, please ask her to come back to me..." Fang Zhiqiang said painfully, "I know that I was too wrong and forced her too much..."

Wang Xia stared coldly She looked at him for a long time before finally speaking: "Fang Zhiqiang, do you know? Falling in love with you is really a very sad thing. Even if I am loved by you, I am afraid that I will have no chance of happiness in this life. Look at all the people who have loved you and whom you have loved. Which one has a good ending? Nie Qian is already the luckiest one, but how much hardship has she endured? Fang Zhiqiang, why? Why can't you give happiness to the person you love or the person who loves you? It’s okay if you can’t give it, why should everyone bear the pain! "

"...I really don't know. "Fang Zhiqiang really has no way to answer this question. Wang Xia's question is not wrong at all. Among all the women around him who are emotionally involved with him, Nie Qian is one, then Wang Yaxin, Li Xiaoxiao, and Wang Xia, What everyone has endured is far more pain than happiness... Why? A word flashed through Fang Zhiqiang's mind again: Peach Blossom Evil... Could it be that the fortune teller's words really came true? Is he really doomed that all the relationships in this life will end up bitter? They will not end well, and he himself will eventually end up in a bleak situation?

Wang Xia turned her face and refused to go Seeing his stunned look, he wiped away his tears after a long time: "Actually, I know that although Xiaoxiao chose to leave because of you, it was not just because of your fault. It was just such feelings that really made her desperate. She really I need to find a place to calm down. This is the letter she left for me. I will know what is going on after reading it. "

"But I still can't forgive you, Fang Zhiqiang, how did you promise Xiaoxiao, me, and everyone that you would give her happiness, what you promised? , you didn't do it. Wang Xia said coldly, then took out a folded piece of paper from her pocket, unfolded it and handed it to him: "This is the letter left by Xiaoxiao. It is for me, but it should also be for you." She doesn't blame you, but lets you pursue the happiness you really want. Therefore, Fang Zhiqiang, please stop here and stop disturbing her. If she didn't really want to let go, Xiaoxiao wouldn't do it. "

Fang Zhiqiang took the letter tremblingly. The thin piece of paper seemed to be so strong that he could hardly hold it. His eyes were blurred with tears, so he could only I saw a few lines: "...Sister, I believe you will understand me. I just want to pursue another way of life. You know, I don’t like a lot of everything now. There used to be a Hadron, and I could let myself go on for him; but when I turned around, I really let go of him in my heart, and then I felt truly free. The outside world is very vast, and I want to go to more A place to do more of what you want to do. Sister, there are really many, many places that I want to go to.There are many things I want to do. Losing love and gaining a bigger world, I think this is not a loss. So, I don’t blame anyone and I don’t hate anyone. I just want to go on quietly..."

"Don’t blame the Hadron, he is very kind, but in reality our abilities are often inferior. It is very limited. There is no way or difficulty to save all sentient beings. After all, our embraces are so small and only a few people can be warmed. Qiangzi, he is not a hero after all, he is just an ordinary person. I know he wants to do a lot of things well, but it is really difficult, very difficult..."

The letter is not long. It’s not short either. Fang Zhiqiang didn’t finish it. He couldn’t stand it any longer. Every word was calm, but that calmness meant that Li Xiaoxiao had really thought about it and let it go, so he wrote calmly like this. Write these down.

Tears fell on the paper drop by drop, moistening Li Xiaoxiao’s delicate handwriting.