"Okay. Everything has been arranged for you." Wang Xia looked at Li Xiaoxiao and hesitated to speak. She obviously wanted to ask her why she was so embarrassed, but seeing Li Xiaoxiao's haggard and embarrassed look, she sighed and pulled her away. In the bathroom, he went to help her find a change of clothes: "Hurry up and wash up. Let's see what you have become. Don't say you are my sister when you go out. I don't have such a coward sister."
Li Xiaoxiao whispered: "Sister, thank you." She carried her clothes and went in to wash up. When I came out after a long time, I finally regained some energy. After a brief look around, it turned out that just as Ran Yuming said, there were Doraemon everywhere in the house, big and small, and everything. "Sister, you can open an exhibition here."
"You came here to visit my Doraemon, right?" Wang Xia was not asleep yet, leaning on the bed and thinking about things. Waiting for Li Xiaoxiao: "Are you going to sleep in the guest room or come with me like before?" Looking at Li Xiaoxiao's appearance, he said without any explanation: "It's better to come with me, I guess you can't sleep alone. "
Li Xiaoxiao nodded and went to the bed to lie down obediently. The two sisters lay with their heads together. Wang Xia sighed: "Can we talk now? Where are you going and what are you doing? What's going on? Are you angry with Qiangzi again? The key is why it got so serious. Look at what you looked like when you came here. ?"
"Sister, it has nothing to do with Qiangzi..." Li Xiaoxiao said hesitantly, "Maybe, there will be no relationship in the future."
Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Xia and Xia are about the same age, and Wang Xia has always been the elder sister in terms of personality, while Li Xiaoxiao is relatively weak. Wang Xia has been protecting Li Xiaoxiao since childhood, so Li Xiaoxiao will tell Wang Xia anything.
"I think Qiangzi and I may still not be suitable for each other, and love may not be what I thought before." Li Xiaoxiao said sadly, even if she had made up her mind to do this, even if I felt so embarrassed just now that I had vented all my sadness, but thinking about many things, I still couldn't help but feel sad.
Wang Xia was not too excited, but asked her calmly: "Is this why you were like that just now? Was it the decision made after a quarrel with Qiangzi? What happened? "
"We didn't quarrel." Li Xiaoxiao wanted to smile bitterly but couldn't. There seemed to be nothing to quarrel between she and Qiangzi. Maybe if there was a big quarrel, all the The problem was exposed, and there might be a complete solution, but she was already very tired.
“Sister, I don’t want to say too much about the specific things, because there is nothing to say. Emotional matters often have no reason to explain. Otherwise, there wouldn’t be so many crazy men and women who hate women. They should all It’s a happy ending. If I have to give a reason, I can only say that he and I don’t actually have the same relationship.This is a deep emotional foundation. Maybe all my persistence at the beginning originated from my own imagination. Without these accidents, it would have been impossible for him and I to get together. So now I often feel tired and confused. Love shouldn't be like this. That's not what I want. ”
When she said these words, Li Xiaoxiao was actually thinking blankly about what kind of love she wanted. What she instinctively thought of was that a long time ago, she and The two of Qiangzi lived in Liu Yan's small house. The two of them cooked, ate together, argued about little things or joked. The two of them devoted themselves to it, whether they hugged or kissed. The most devoted and sweet thing is to enjoy the sweetness and beauty of love. There is also the imagined two people in Hoh Xil, riding horses and running freely. The simplest thing is the happiest, and that is the love she is most looking forward to. Like. The love in her imagination was the same from beginning to end. It didn't need so many ups and downs, and it didn't need to be life and death. It was just two people, with daily necessities of daily necessities. Love settles and sublimates little by little.
But from beginning to end, her love with Qiangzi was never like this. It lacked the expectation and enthusiasm at the beginning. Even though the two were together, But what she got was not the love she wanted. The gap was so far that when she looked back, she found that even the original relationship had changed beyond recognition.
Wang Xia was a little stunned when she heard this. He looked at Li Xiaoxiao with sincerity: "You have sacrificed everything for him, made changes for him, learned so many things that you have never been exposed to, supported his career, and took care of his self-esteem without speaking out to let him know. , you can even run away from an engagement. You were such a good girl before, but don’t you remember how many times you went against your parents’ wishes for him? He even committed suicide for him. And for you, he also fought with others and used all kinds of conspiracies. When you were in the hospital, he guarded you day and night, almost refusing to leave even a step, helping you fulfill your wish and helping you get Yamei back. , even Zheng Mingjie almost killed him, but you begged him to let Zheng Mingjie go, and he did the same. Since you returned to Yamei, he has always stood behind you. You also know how he treated you in the past and what changes he has made for you now. I have asked him many times and he is very firm and sure of his feelings for you. Do you think this is not love? There are many kinds of love, some are long-lasting, some are vigorous, and some are ordinary and real. It does not have a fixed pattern. Wasn't your greatest wish ever just to get him and be with him? "
"What did you say at that time? It is impossible for you to fall in love with anyone else except him, and you have indeed met many other people. It can even be said that there is never a shortage of outstanding people around you. Man, except for Qiangzi, have you ever been so fascinated by anyone else? If at that time, when you were just recovering, you wanted to end things with him because you couldn't forgive him, I would still understand.You understand, but after going through so many things, when he finally recognizes his feelings and recognizes that he is true love for you and is willing to give everything for you, you said that this is not the love you want. Xiaoxiao, do you think this is a joke? "
Wang Xia said heartbrokenly: "Could it be that the love you want is a great sacrifice without a result? Do you only enjoy the process of pursuing love? How is it possible? Think about how painful and desperate you were when you saw him with someone else. How could everything change after you got him? "
"Xiaoxiao, love can't be a smooth process. There will definitely be many surprises. It can't be a lifetime of sweet love. If you eat too much sugar, you will get tooth decay and diabetes. There will definitely be Some make you feel sad and disappointed, and there will be quarrels and quarrels. But if you break up when you are sad, then everyone in the world will be single.