Wang Yaxin looked gloomy. She didn't want to and couldn't explain to her mother that besides Xiaoyu's situation, she wanted to stay far away from that person and the feelings that scarred her. Only when she was far away from him could she indulge her thoughts without thinking about reality. Even after all this time, some scars still linger on my heart and have not healed.
Perhaps, in the future, when Fang Zhiqiang gets married to Li Xiaoxiao, he will have absolutely nothing to do with her and will not think of her again. Even if they meet across from each other, everyone will not care about her at all. There was no trouble, and she could even say hello and say goodbye with a smile. At that time, maybe she could return to her country quietly and spend the rest of her life.
It should be soon, Qiangzi and Xiaoxiao. Thinking that Qiangzi is working hard for Li Xiaoxiao, not caring about anything for her, and helping her realize her wish even though it is so difficult, and helping her get Yamei back, it should be a very deep feeling. All along, the two of them are actually the The truly suitable person will be happy soon without the resistance of himself.
But Hadron can start over, but can he really forget and let go? Wang Yaxin felt that she couldn't help but smile bitterly. If it were that easy, there wouldn't be so many sleepless nights and pillows wet with tears across the endless coast and distance, and she wouldn't just get off the plane. , knowing that I have finally returned to the city where he is, I can't control my heartbeat.
Wang Yaxin thought sadly, with a smile on her face. She knew she should bless them, but she always felt that when she thought about this, she thought about Li Xiaoxiao wearing a white wedding dress and happily handing over her hand. In Qiangzi's hands, she felt that her heart would break into pieces.
Wang Yaxin could only hold her mother's hand, divert her thoughts, and comfort her: "Mom, no. I love Xiaoyu, and he is the main priority in everything, even if I can I gave up everything, including my life, for him, but I can't let go of you either. Especially when you get older and your health is not good, I will worry. I don't want you to work hard for me all your life, but in the end you will end up with a miserable life and be unable to move when you are old. , I can't even fulfill my obligation as a daughter by my side. Especially I know that because of my mistakes, you and Dad have suffered much more than other parents."
Yaxin I have always been strong and rational, but in front of my mother, especially when I think of everything my parents have endured over the years, I can't help but burst into tears.
"You have Xiaoyu yourself, and you also know the heart of a parent. You are willing to give your children everything, and you want them to live a good life without asking for anything." The mother wiped her tears and said: "I will tell you Dad is not afraid no matter what happens, but even if you think about your bad life, we can't live well."
Wang Yaxin hugged her mother tightly: "Mom, I'm fine, really, I Xiaoyu and I will get better and better. But I'm worried about you and Dad.So, Mom, I came back this time because you and Dad, especially Dad, are still drinking as you get older. I know it’s because of me... I know you don’t want to leave, at least you can’t go so far away. . I came back just to tell you that you should take good care of your health and wait for me and Xiaoyu. I believe Xiaoyu will recover quickly and it won't take a long, long time. He is becoming more and more sensible now, which is the best proof. When he can live a normal life and get along with others like other children, I will take him back to Yunnan or Hainan, in short, a far away place, and then I'll take you over and we'll live together. ”
The mother and daughter chatted for a long time, but the mother could not rest assured. She asked Yaxin and Xiaoyu every detail about their daily necessities in Australia, for fear that her daughter would If you are not used to living abroad with your grandson, you will be wronged and suffered. It was not until Xiaoyu came over to pull Wang Yaxin's hand while holding a toy and yawning. It was obvious that he was sleepy and about to go to bed. Only then did Wang Yaxin's mother remember: "Hurry up and wash up." Go to bed. What time is it? Xiaoyu has been on a plane for so long. He probably can't bear it anymore. Let him rest quickly. "
Wang Yaxin herself is the same. It is true that adults and children cannot bear the dozens of hours of flight, but she cannot bear to interrupt her mother's nagging, because she knows that such time will become less and less in the future. So until her mother urged her, she took Xiaoyu to wash up and then took him to the room to sleep.
Her mother had already made the bed, and Yaxin sent Xiaoyu to the bed and looked at him Lie down, kiss his forehead, and say with a smile: "Xiaoyu, go to bed quickly, good night. "
Xiaoyu nodded, but called out softly: "Mom. "
"Huh? What's wrong, Xiaoyu, is mom here? "Wang Yaxin said with a gentle smile. For her, every word Xiaoyu said was simply the sound of nature.
Xiaoyu hugged the toy in his arms tightly. He would She was unwilling to leave it, and even held it while sleeping. Yaxin was worried that it was unhygienic, and she tried several times, but Xiaoyu was adamant that no one could take it away, so Yaxin had to let him clean and disinfect it himself.
Looking at the toy in his arms, Xiaoyu’s long eyelashes drooped and he whispered, “Dad. ”
Yaxin was stunned and felt sad for a while. Even if she hated Xue Kai, she could not deny the mistakes that had happened in the past, let alone the fact that Xue Kai was Xiaoyu’s biological father. . Perhaps it was the bond of blood, but she also saw that Xue Kai easily instigated the original relationship between Qiangzi and Xiaoyu as father and son, making Xiaoyu recognize him as his father, but hate the man who treated him as his own son. People.
“Xiaoyu misses his father, right? "Yaxin asked bitterly.
Xiaoyu was silent and didn't speak. He hadn't spoken for a long time.He opened his mouth and didn't know what to say at the moment. He saw his father, right here.
After a long silence, Yaxin touched Xiaoyu’s head: "Xiaoyu, dad made a mistake and is now receiving the punishment he deserves. This is true for each of us. If we do something wrong, we will be punished. He has to face punishment, and his punishment is not being able to see Xiaoyu for a long, long time. So Xiaoyu, you have to grow up quickly until you are old enough to see your father and tell him what is right and wrong. Okay?"
Yaxin knows that it is impossible to prevent Xiaoyu from seeing Xue Kai. Fortunately, Xiaoyu is often calm now and will not bring up such topics as intensely as before. Although Yaxin Xin didn't know whether this was good or bad.
After listening to Yaxin’s words, Xiaoyu just shook his head and kept his brows furrowed.
Yaxin was immediately disappointed again and felt deeply tired in her heart, but she still smiled and said: "Xiaoyu doesn't want to grow up, right? It doesn't matter. If you feel happier now, then we will Don't grow up, anyway, no matter when the time comes, your mother will be by your side."