But as parents, how can we not worry about our children's affairs? Otherwise, Wang Yaxin's parents would not be so haggard, especially if it involves a lifetime of happiness. What's more, Yaxin's relationship is more tortuous than anyone else, and she has endured more suffering than anyone else, but happiness seems to be far away, or even impossible. There is no hope. As a parent, my heart is actually far more painful than hers.
"Yaxin, we never ask you to do a career. Every time we see you working hard outside, our parents can only feel sad. We don't want you to marry a rich man, or how much. A capable person does not even ask him to do anything to us. As long as you feel happy, can accompany you for a lifetime, be good to Xiaoyu, and accept him completely, that will be fine, but why is it not working? Where?"
As soon as the mother mentioned it, she couldn't stop her tears of sadness. She held Xiaoyu in tears and said, "We don't understand your young minds, but who doesn't want to live a stable life? ? What on earth is going on between you and Xiao Fang? He was too irresponsible. I won’t say it the first time. Now that we are both married, we are having such trouble again. They are separated and reunited. Now If you just leave and leave, what are your plans for the future?"
To be angry, how could they not be angry, but after experiencing so many things, they all understand that there is no need to be angry. It can't solve the problem. Wang Yaxin's current situation is already like this. And in the final analysis, what did Wang Yaxin do wrong? She has never done anything bad. It's just that she has a bad life and has never met the right person, so she is like this. In addition, we are far away from each other. Meeting like this is a luxury. How can she say it? What a lot of angry words. So in the parents' hearts, they feel more distressed than angry.
Xiaoyu was playing with the toy model in his hands, taking it apart and assembling it repeatedly. When he heard the word "Xiao Fang" coming out of his grandmother's mouth, he obviously paused and held it for a while. The model was spinning around in his hands, with his eyes lowered, as if he had a lot to say and didn't know how to say it. It's just that neither Yaxin nor her mother noticed it. Even if they saw it, they wouldn't understand why.
Even though he knew he would still be asked, it was inevitable that Yaxin felt bitter ripples in his heart, and said lightly: "Mom, you can't blame him, it's just that the two of them slowly discovered that they were together. There are many inappropriate places, as well as some real problems. I am doing well now. As long as Xiaoyu and you are all well, I have nothing to worry about. I am already so old, everything can be done Make your own decisions, and stop worrying about my affairs."
"How can we do well with you like this? How can we not worry. How much pressure do you have to bear alone? I and I Your dad doesn’t even dare to go out, for fear of hearing other people’s comments and not knowing whether we did something wrong or not. In the end, the retribution will be on the child.” Wang Yaxin’s mother also used to be a teacher. She is very educated and capable, and has strong self-control. But at this moment She is just the most miserable person in the worldOne of the helpless parents said, "You still have no idea about the big things in your life, and you are dragging Xiaoyu with you. How can a woman take care of a child for the rest of her life? Xiaoyu is still doing it over and over again. You and Xiaoyu are both ours. Bones and bones, if you feel pain on your body, it will hurt our hearts. You are abroad and you are far away, and it is difficult for us to see Xiaoyu. Just think about it, how old are your father and I? How many times can we see each other in the future? Face? It’s really not possible. If you are afraid of having too many acquaintances at home or in Shanghai, go to another city, a little further away. At least we can occasionally go there and take care of Xiaoyu.”
Wang Yaxin’s mother said , put his arms around Xiaoyu's shoulders: "Xiaoyu, be good, get well soon, okay, stay in China from now on? Just don't go out anymore? Grandma will prepare delicious food for you, and let grandpa take you to play every day, okay?" "
Wang Yaxin's father couldn't stand this scene and had already stood up and went to the balcony. His rickety back was projected on the window. Yaxin could clearly see him raising his hands to wipe his tears.
Xiaoyu didn’t say a word, but gently leaned into her grandmother’s arms, stretched out her little hands, and gently hugged her grandmother, as if to comfort her. Wang Yaxin also felt sad for a while. Xiaoyu used to be such a cute and lively child, but now she is unwilling to talk. Even she, a mother, doesn't know what her child is thinking.
Wang Yaxin’s mother asked Wang Yaxin again: “How is Xiaoyu doing? Why are you still silent?”
Wang Yaxin shook her head and signaled her not to expose Xiaoyu in front of her. He went to talk to Xiaoyu about Xiaoyu's condition, and then said to Xiaoyu gently: "Xiaoyu, go and watch grandpa. Later, grandpa wants to smoke and drink again. If you stop him from drinking, don't let him smoke."
Xiaoyu nodded very obediently, hugged the model that refused to let go, and went to the balcony to find his grandpa. Wang Yaxin's father saw him coming and knelt down to talk to him. Two people, one old and one young, were talking and listening.
Wang Yaxin looked at the two men and then said softly: "It is still much better than before. The doctor said to be patient. It is impossible to get better all at once. He asked me to take him to communicate with the outside world more. , see more scenery to broaden his horizons and mind. So I simply gave him a leave of absence from school. I often took him out to play and slowly let him express himself. Originally, he was better and could laugh. He can also talk to me, but some time ago he suddenly started to become a little repetitive. He used to be very rebellious, naughty but lively, but now he is very good, but he just doesn't say anything." When he said this, Wang Yaxin couldn't stop it. Sad, "When I saw a toy in the supermarket, I wanted to buy it. After buying it, I held it all day long and didn't let go. I didn't know what was going on."
Wang Yaxin has always been strict with Xiaoyu. , hoping that he would study more and develop some hobbies such as piano and calligraphy since he was a child. In addition, she is also busy herself, so it is veryShe thinks it is a waste of time to buy these things for Xiaoyu. She doesn't understand these toys that boys like, so she can't quite understand what different meanings this toy has for Xiaoyu.
Wang Yaxin’s mother stared blankly at Xiaoyu holding the toy, and couldn’t help but feel sad again: “A good child, why did he become like this... He used to be so good, but now he is like this, what? Times are different. Children can be beaten and scolded, but they can still grow up well. Our family educates children and is never willing to lift a finger. How could such a situation happen?"
"It's my fault that I brought him the wrong fate. No matter when the time comes, I will never give up hope." Yaxin said calmly and firmly: "I have no demands or expectations for anything. Now all my thoughts are only on Xiaoyu, as long as Xiaoyu can be well."
His mother looked at him and asked worriedly: "Then what are your plans? Is it just that? Take Xiaoyu to stay abroad like this for the rest of his life?"