Li Xiaoxiao's reasoning really shocked him. She was able to deduce most of the truth from such small things. It turned out that the sentence was true: women will only be blind and stupid when they fall in love, but once they are no longer in love, they will become smart and calm. . Maybe, just like Li Xiaoxiao now, he is calm-minded and analytical.
So now that Li Xiaoxiao is like this, does it mean that she no longer loves her in her heart?
Fang Zhiqiang felt that his heart had never been so flustered and completely at a loss.
Li Xiaoxiao still smiled bitterly and shook his head: "There is really no need to lie to me, Qiangzi. If there are too many coincidences, it is not called coincidence, but inevitable. There is no way to explain all of this except for deliberate arrangements. . I just want to know, why are you hiding all this from me, are you afraid of hurting my self-esteem? It has come to this point, I don’t even have Yami, I don’t even have my home, and I even have to sell it. Things are going to the point of raising money, what can't I accept? It's better for Yaxin to help me than for me to kneel down and beg Zheng Mingjie?"
"Or, what are you talking to her about? Are you hiding the exchange of conditions because you're afraid that I won't be able to accept it? Help me this time and then go back to her or something like that? Or maybe you have never forgotten each other, so you rejected me desperately before, but this time you are with me I am together, but you compromised because I committed suicide?"
As Li Xiaoxiao talked, she couldn't help but get excited and shed sad tears.
"Xiaoxiao..." Fang Zhiqiang didn't expect that Li Xiaoxiao would think so much. He helplessly and anxiously wiped away Li Xiaoxiao's tears: "Xiaoxiao, listen to me, I didn't do anything to you. Concealing these things, what you guessed is not true at all. Except for the fact that I know Xue Donglin, I pretended to be Yaxin's husband before, and then lied to him that I was a returnee from overseas. I didn't want you to misunderstand and concealed this. But it’s really not like you guessed. I really have no contact with Yaxin. And when I’m with you, I definitely don’t mean that I’m afraid that you will have any troubles again, or that I feel that I should be responsible. I'm sorry and you have to make up for it. I'm really only with you because I like you and love you..."
Li Xiaoxiao shed tears and shook her head desperately: "How do you want me to go? I believe in you. No matter how hard I tried, your response to me was always that you never loved me, you only loved Yaxin. Later, when I committed suicide, you came to me and told me those words before. You lied to me, you love me; now you tell me that you and Yaxin really have nothing to do with each other, but the facts are in front of me, how can you expect me to believe you, Qiangzi? I really don’t know you Which part of what he said is true and which part is false, Qiangzi, such guessing feelings will really make me uncomfortable..."
Fang Zhiqiang hugged Li Xiaoxiao, I felt in my arms instantlyIt was wet and hot, filled with Li Xiaoxiao's tears, which also made his heartache; "Xiaoxiao, I did lie to you in the past, and even lied to myself, telling you and myself that I didn't love you; but some things are You can’t lie, I really love you. And since I have made up my mind to be with you, let the past go. This is good for Yaxin and good for you."
< br />Li Xiaoxiao cried in his arms for a while, then slowly raised her head: "Qiangzi, you once loved Yaxin, is it true? You loved her very much, right?"
"Yes." Fang Zhiqiang gritted his teeth and nodded. He knew that such an answer would definitely hurt Li Xiaoxiao, but he had no way to deny his past feelings. Li Xiaoxiao's question also reminded him of scenes in the past, Wang Yaxin's gentle smile and decisive tears. "But it's over, there's no way to go back. I just want to be with you now."
Tears welled up in Li Xiaoxiao's eyes again: "You once loved her so much and gave up for her. I; now say that you want to let go of the past and be with me, then if Yaxin appears again - even if I believe that Xue Donglin's appearance this time has nothing to do with her, it is not your instruction; but if Yaxin appears again, if She still loves you, how should you choose?"
Fang Zhiqiang can no longer describe the pain in his heart: "Xiaoxiao, she and I have already made a choice."
"It was just because I had no choice but to let go, not because I didn't love you." Li Xiaoxiao said with tears in her eyes, "Your heart is still with her. Your feelings for me have never been as deep as for her, otherwise the relationship between us There won’t be such twists and turns, and there won’t be so many detours."
Li Xiaoxiao said, wiping away her tears, taking a deep breath to calm herself down before speaking: "Qiangzi , since I woke up, I have never asked you about my relationship with you, nor have I spoken or discussed it with you. Because I have been waiting for time to tell me your real choice. But today, something like this Let me see that the relationship between us is really fragile..."
"No, Xiaoxiao, if I don't love you, why should I help you do all these things? I When I was considering Xue Donglin, do you know how long I hesitated? It was just because I was worried and thought you might feel uncomfortable. But I felt that Yamei was very important to you, so I did it anyway. Concealing it was just I was afraid that you would think too much, but I didn't expect you would think too much, but really..." Fang Zhiqiang was really confused. He never imagined that a good thing would turn out like this. And what he didn't expect was that the consequences would be so serious and make Li Xiaoxiao so sad.
In fact, ever since Li Xiaoxiao woke up, there always seemed to be an invisible barrier between the two of them. Fang Zhiqiang also noticed the changes in Li Xiaoxiao, and the two of them became more cautious when getting along, knowing that something, it is impossible and best not to touch it now. But I didn't expect that it would break out so suddenly at this time.
"Am I really overthinking, or are some problems actually real, but we are all avoiding them? Or even hiding or deceiving each other?" Li Xiaoxiao asked Fang Zhiqiang uncomfortably. , "Qiangzi, I think we may all really need to calm down, and when we are free, let ourselves calm down before facing this relationship."
"But now, it may not be possible. It's not the best time. Let me deal with Yamei's affairs first." Li Xiaoxiao wiped away her tears hard and opened the car door with one hand: "It's getting late, you should go back and rest first."
"Wait." Fang Zhiqiang became anxious and grabbed Li Xiaoxiao: "You mean we should just forget it now?"
A pale smile appeared on Li Xiaoxiao's face: "We haven't even started yet, so forget it?"
Fang Zhiqiang felt like he was struck by lightning. These days, he actually didn't understand in what capacity he was accompanying him. Li Xiaoxiao's side looks like a lover but something is missing. Calling him a friend is even more profound. But when he actually heard Li Xiaoxiao say it himself, he was still severely shocked.