Fang Zhiqiang stared blankly at Wang Xia's back for a long time before he came back to his senses. He couldn't explain what he felt in his heart, but he still felt a faint throbbing pain. He forced himself to take back this emotion and return to reality. There were too many problems for him to face, and how to solve Yami's problem. Melancholy surged, and his instinctive reaction was to take out a cigarette from his pocket to relieve his boredom, but when he found nothing, he realized that since Li Xiaoxiao's suicide was exposed, he had stopped smoking for fear of being taken advantage of again. , he tore up the remaining cigarettes and threw them away in anger. He returned to the ward in despair, only to remember that he had not left this small place for many days. The face reflected on the glass looked so unfamiliar, as his skin had turned pale because he hadn't seen the sun recently, and stress and depression made him look particularly depressed.

Fang Zhiqiang looked away, looked at Li Xiaoxiao lying on the bed, and said with a wry smile: "When you wake up, will you no longer recognize me and ask me, which pretty boy is this? Why do you look so depressed?"

"Tell me, Xiaoxiao, are you happy in your sleep? If you are happy, more comfortable and happy than in reality, then you can sleep like this Well, I will always protect you. It is a blessing to be far away from the troubles and pains of this world." Fang Zhiqiang stared at Li Xiaoxiao's face and said dreamily.

Li Xiaoxiao was naturally motionless and could not make any response to tell him. Fang Zhiqiang looked at her for a long time before sighing: "No matter what, being able to be with you like this right now is already a kind of happiness for me."

They used to be so What a happy time and opportunity. Li Xiaoxiao learned to cook for him, gave him a life, and liked to cling to him like a tail, pestering him and following him, but he didn't hug her in time.

Fang Zhiqiang turned on the music on his mobile phone and turned down the volume: "This is a song I have been listening to recently. Let me play it for you."

What came out was Wang Feng's "You Are My Beloved Girl". Wang Feng's desolate voice echoed in the ward. Fang Zhiqiang unconsciously hummed along softly: "...but I hope you understand, I am here to judge you. , no matter how far away you are. Even if you change your appearance, even if you forget me, you will always be my beloved girl..."

"Xiaoxiao, I have been listening to it over and over recently. Every time I listen to this song, my heart aches. This song always reminds me of you. I don’t know if you are by my side now or far away. I even don’t know if you will really be there. I have completely forgotten about me; we are not like what is sung in this song. You are indeed the only girl I have ever loved. It is true that I have loved others, but at this moment, the only one I love most in my heart is you. I I don’t know what to say, but the moment I understood that I really loved you, my heart suddenly calmed down and was no longer as entangled as before. It was likeA person has been avoiding his destiny, but after finally accepting it, he finds that he is finally calm and no longer has the fear of hiding. "

"I have been escaping for so long, only to realize that I can't escape your feelings, and then I realize how sad you were back then. "Fang Zhiqiang said sadly, "If possible, I want to use the rest of my life to make up for you. Do you still remember your dream? You said, let's elope together, go to Tibet, go to Hoh Xil, we ride a horse, you sit in my arms, I hug you, run wantonly under the sun and wind, to write a love that only belongs to us... "

Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but leaned down, kissed Li Xiaoxiao's face gently, and whispered; "Only now do I understand that you yearn for love and freedom so much, and it's only now that Only then did I realize how valuable they are. Everything in reality, the material things and wealth that I once thought are actually not as important as your love and freedom. Really, I used to think that material and wealth determine feelings, but now I understand that they exist only for us to better pursue freedom and love; but if freedom and love are hindered because of them, then I can also ask for them. Just like you, you don’t want anything. As long as there are two of us, as long as that piece of grassland, and we are as free as the wind, love you as you love me, and love me as I love you..."

Fang Zhiqiang said softly : “I really want to take you away, away from all this trouble. Forget all the painful and heavy realities, we are like giving birth to wings...like flying...don't let you bear any unhappy things. ”

At this moment, Yamei is really unbearable for him and Li Xiaoxiao. He really hopes to take Xiaoxiao to a place without these worries.
< br /> Fang Zhiqiang stretched out his hand and stroked Li Xiaoxiao's smooth long hair, looked at her for a long time, and then sang softly along with the music on his mobile phone: "...May God guide you on a smooth road, and may fate let you When you meet kind people, may the sunshine and bright lights in the distance illuminate every future sky for you..."

" He had heard this song a long time ago and was obsessed with it. But he was young at the time and had no deep understanding at all. It was only now, looking at Li Xiaoxiao in front of him, that he realized what kind of unspeakable pain and love was hidden behind the song. It was not love that was deeply loved. To the extreme, it is impossible to sing such a song.

At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang was like this, facing Li Xiaoxiao, humming softly word by word, he couldn't help but shed tears while singing. .

Then the next moment, he saw Li Xiaoxiao’s eyelids move, her eyelashes trembled a few times, and then she slowly opened her eyes, her eyes still slack and full of confusion.

Fang Zhiqiang’s song stopped suddenly, and he was stuck in his throat and couldn’t sing a word. He was completely stunned, looking atLooking at the scene in front of me, I couldn't believe it. He felt that it must be his own hallucination, and he wanted Xiaoxiao to wake up so much that he had such hallucinations. Until Xiaoxiao turned her eyes weakly, but due to long-term stiffness, her body was also very weak, and she could not really turn her head. She could only see him with the corner of her eye, and squeezed out two very vague words from her throat: " Hadron..."

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for another two seconds before he jumped three feet high and hit the corner of the table. He was so painful that he gasped and couldn't care less. He was so surprised. He shouted: "Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, you're awake... you're awake..."

He wanted to pick up Xiaoxiao in his arms and say loudly that you finally woke up, but he looked at Xiaoxiao's arm There were gauze and pipes all over his body. He didn't even dare to touch Xiaoxiao. He could only anxiously and happily circle the hospital bed, turning over and over in his mouth and saying only one sentence: "You're awake, you're awake..." He didn't even think about it. Unconsciously, tears flowed all over my face unknowingly. He really rarely loses his temper like this, but he is so excited at the moment that he has no way to control his emotions and doesn't know what to do.

After Li Xiaoxiao finished shouting, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and there was no more sound. He closed his eyes tiredly again. Fang Zhiqiang panicked and shouted quickly: "Xiaoxiao, Don't sleep...I'm calling the doctor..." He rang the call bell in a hurry, and then said anxiously: "Xiaoxiao, the doctor is coming soon, don't sleep, hold on, listen, I have something to say to you. Say, you can sleep after listening. I love you, Xiaoxiao..."