Fang Zhiqiang's fingers were trembling as he clicked through the text messages.

"Uncle, I'm sorry. I know you and Qiangzi are back in Shanghai, but I can't keep my word and go chat with you and eat the food you cooked. I'm sorry." It's very early. One of them, the day they just came back.

"Uncle, how are you doing with your health? Can you still adapt to Shanghai? Qiangzi has to go to work every day and won't you be bored without anyone to accompany you? I really want to visit you, but I No way. I also want to call you, but the reality is that I dare not answer the call. Because I am afraid that I will not be able to help crying... and even more afraid that I will not be able to help seeing you. You said that you can't read. , you don’t know how to use a mobile phone, so you won’t see it when I send you a message, so I just talk to you like this.”

　“Uncle, I really want to tell you, Stop calling me... Every time I see your phone call, it is the most painful and entangled time for me. I miss you so much, I miss Qiangzi, and I miss the carefree life in Sichuan..."

"I really want to see Qiangzi. At work today, I made a long circuit to the downstairs of Jiajia Company, but I didn’t have the courage to go up. I was afraid of seeing him. If I persist, everything will be in vain... But I really don’t know how long I can hold on. I feel like living like a walking zombie in my heart every day, maybe even more miserable than them, because they don’t feel pain and are not like me. , my heart is filled only with the pain of separation."

"Sometimes I resent Qiangzi, why can't you take the initiative and like me more. Why didn't you come to me? But think about it, this is not the case. Okay, maybe I will slowly give up and forget about him. But I don’t know how long it will take..."

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I may really not be able to marry Qiangzi. , there is no way to see you in the future. I may have to marry someone else, because if I don’t do this, there is no way for me to forget Qiangzi, and there is no way for me to give up on him. I said I would wait for him forever. ’s... In my heart, he will always be the person I love most. If the person I marry in the end is not him, it doesn’t matter who it is. It’s just that now, I don’t know how far eternity is, my life without him , how far can I go. I don’t know whether I should return that jade plaque to you or what...but I really want to keep it selfishly. Only it can accompany me."
< br />There are many more, all of which are daily greetings sent to Fang Zhiqiang’s father, asking how he is doing, almost every day. Fang Zhiqiang could almost imagine how Li Xiaoxiao was crying and sending messages in the dead of night.

With her parents on one side and the person she loves most deeply on the other, Li Xiaoxiao has been forced by reality to the point where she has no choice or retreat. She can only endure such pain and suffering, and she has no way to vent it. Release can only be done in this way, silently complainingSaid.

Fang Zhiqiang’s father waited for a long time, looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s stunned look, and asked him doubtfully: “Did it come from Xiaoxiao? Her two words looked like something to me. , she saved this number and name for me. What did she send?"

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a long time and smiled at his father. The bitterness in that smile was unique to him. I can understand it myself: "She just asked you if you were okay, but there was a problem with the phone, so she kept sending it repeatedly. There was nothing else."

He said it very weakly, really There is no way to explain to his father. Could it be that he wants to say that Li Xiaoxiao is feeling particularly uncomfortable right now and that every message she receives is about missing them?

“It’s nothing.” Fang Zhiqiang repeated weakly, as if speaking to himself.

My father didn’t speak, but there was an obvious look of disappointment on his face. After a while, he nodded, said “Oh”, and turned his attention back to the TV.

Fang Zhiqiang stood in the living room, suddenly feeling at a loss. He didn't know what to do, so he stood blankly, but what he thought of was that he had been there a long time ago. The scene when he first came to this room. At that time, he was still a little courier and didn't know Li Xiaoxiao's identity. Li Xiaoxiao could almost say that he had deceived him and was busy looking for something to send to him.

"Fang Zhiqiang, let me ask you one last question. Do you really not know me?"

Li Xiaoxiao's crisp and sweet voice seems to be still in my ears, and The sunshine that afternoon fell on her face, and she pointed at her face, asking him to take a good look at it and remember it. But he didn't recognize at all who the girl standing in front of him was, and he didn't know that they would have so many entanglements and deep pain in the future.

Fang Zhiqiang himself never thought that he had never forgotten the memories and trivial things from so long ago, but he had never thought of them. Now, bit by bit, It's like it's all in my mind. It was as if the floodgates had been opened, and the flood of memories surged down. He had a fight with the bald head and was hospitalized. After he was discharged from the hospital, Li Xiaoxiao and the others almost kidnapped him and brought him here. Li Xiaoxiao bought him a lot of ingredients and made soup for him early in the morning. Earlier, Liu Yan borrowed Li Xiaoxiao's house from Lao Bi. He came over reluctantly to help with the move, but found a book that Li Xiaoxiao had sent from him in the living room, so he asked Li Xiaoxiao to accuse him. But he saw Li Xiaoxiao packing underwear... The scenes of the two people laughing and playing here were right in front of him. Even now, he still clearly remembers where the magazines were placed and what the room was like at that time. Furnishings.

When did it start? Li Xiaoxiao had already taken root in his heart, and it was still growing tenaciously.

Is the person in his life really Li Xiaoxiao? If so, why miss it again and again? Could this be the twists and turns God set for him to test his love? But does God really have the intention to make him happy and Li Xiaoxiao happy?

The king of heaven is evil, the peach blossom is evil. These words suddenly popped into my head again. The old fortune teller said that his marriage was an unsolvable disaster.

If this is really the case, then what else is he trying to do? It was in vain to increase Li Xiaoxiao's pain and troubles; but on the other side, Wang Xia's words in the afternoon were still hitting him word by word, making him restless, and he couldn't find an answer after turning over and over again.

Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t sit still. He had no way to stay in this room full of Li Xiaoxiao’s breath and figure. He picked up the car keys: “Dad, I have something to go out for.” ."

"It's so late, where are you going?" His father asked him quickly, but Fang Zhiqiang had already rushed out of the house, and only heard his father's distant voice: "Drive carefully!"