Li Xiaoxiao cried even harder: "Qiangzi, what do I want from you? I don't want anything. I just want to be with you, as long as you love me. Why do you clearly love me but just refuse to agree?" "
"If you really plan to reject me thousands of miles away for the rest of your life, then who I am with will not matter to you at all, right?" Li Xiaoxiao almost said He gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, Qiangzi, if that's the case, I'll go find Zheng Mingjie immediately and marry him. You don't want me, right? Then it's not the same for whoever I give it to. I marry Zheng Mingjie and do it with him." What's not natural! At least he wants me, he wants me, he won't reject me!"
Fang Zhiqiang felt as if someone had punched him in the face, but also as if he was being cared about. Stabbed: "Xiaoxiao! What's wrong with you? You're not like this! Don't hurt yourself, okay?"
However, Li Xiaoxiao turned around and left regardless, Fang Zhiqiang gave him a hand Hugging her: "Calm down!" He was really afraid that Li Xiaoxiao would go to Zheng Mingjie impulsively. He couldn't imagine what would happen then.
Under the repeated blows this night, Li Xiaoxiao was in a frenzy: "What's wrong with me? What does what I do have to do with you? If I can't be with you, Isn’t it the same with who you are with?”
“Qiangzi, I want you to say a word today. Do you love me or not? If you can say it yourself and say you don’t love me, Then I will completely give up on this idea. I will find someone to fall in love with and get married. I will not disturb you for the rest of my life and treat you as if I have never known you. Do you dare? Can you say it? Say that you have never liked me. I, have you ever had any affection for me?" Li Xiaoxiao had never been so aggressive.
"I..." Fang Zhiqiang almost blurted out that sentence, but he found that he couldn't speak at all, and his mind was in chaos: Does he really not love Li Xiaoxiao? ? From the very beginning, the girl who broke into his life without warning has been loving clumsily and persistently in her own way, and he has always been dodging. Is he afraid to face Li Xiaoxiao, or is he afraid to face his own heart? .
"Tell me, don't you love me? Tell me, why can't you say it?" Li Xiaoxiao struggled desperately in Fang Zhiqiang's arms, tears constantly falling on the back of Fang Zhiqiang's hand On, on clothes. Fang Zhiqiang's heart was so painful that it was almost twisted. He really couldn't resist Li Xiaoxiao, and there was no way to say frankly and fearlessly that he had never loved her, because even he didn't know when Li Xiaoxiao was in his Take root in your life and heart.
Fang Zhiqiang said with great difficulty: "Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. I don't know my feelings for you, but I know that I can't hurt you when nothing is clear." He said When doing business, you can stake everything without hesitationSome people use their wealth to gamble, but when it comes to feelings, he sadly discovers that he is just a coward. Whether he admits or denies it, he has no courage.
Perhaps all his courage for feelings was exhausted in two failed love affairs. If the business fails, only you will be affected. If the relationship fails, both people will be scarred. Fang Zhiqiang has never been as sad as he is now. He realizes that maybe he and Li Xiaoxiao are really not worthy because he cannot give Li Xiaoxiao the same warm feelings.
"Xiaoxiao, now I am just a divorced man who has failed in love. Maybe I will slowly grow bigger in my career, but even so, your parents will not Maybe I agree to you marrying me because there are so many good men who want to marry you. If there is no Zheng Mingjie, there will be others. And I am just a poor boy with no background and working hard to get ahead. Now with the label of divorce, Your parents are even less likely to agree; and I have experienced too deeply how painful that kind of love would be without the blessing of my family, or even when it is severely obstructed by them. I don't want you to go through my pain again. Xiaoxiao, you are still young, like a blank piece of paper. There will be a lot of beautiful love waiting for you in the future, and someone will love you as much as you love him. At that time, you will feel that all the efforts, waiting and persistence are worth it. , so don’t waste yourself like this, okay?”
Li Xiaoxiao has cried so much that she has no strength at all: “I don’t want to wait anymore, I only have you in this life, and there will be no one else except you. I look like this Big, I have only loved you. Everything I have is reserved for you and sacrificed for you. What else do you want from me?"
"I don't care about anyone, I only want you. Who do you want? You can’t even object!”
Fang Zhiqiang was really shaken. Anyone who sees such a scene, and sees Li Xiaoxiao crying like this in front of him, can’t still maintain a hard-hearted heart. Fang Zhiqiang's heart is not iron-clad, and Li Xiaoxiao's continuous dedication has moved him. He knew that if he suffered for another moment, he might not be able to remain rational and control himself. He hugged Li Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, listen to me, I can't refuse you, but I also don't have the courage to accept you at this stage. . Can you wait for me to recover again? You know, I haven't been able to get over what happened before. If I reluctantly agree to you now because of your sadness, then it will be very difficult for you and Yaxin. It is a kind of betrayal and hurt, and I will have a conscience. And at this stage, I have a lot of things to be busy with, including you. I also want to help you think about how to deal with Zheng Mingjie. Can you wait until I am thorough? After letting go of the past, wait until we finish everything. If you still love me at that time, let's consider it again and start over, okay?"
He held Li Xiaoxiao's tear-filled face. , couldn't help but kiss her gently, and her mouth was filled with salty tears. He only dared to do this. After a little while,He would be afraid of not being able to control himself at all, but in Li Xiaoxiao's current situation, what did he really do? It was the standard taking advantage of others' danger.
But finally, he relented and gave Li Xiaoxiao a promise that was actually empty. Even he himself doesn't know when he will be able to let go of the past and face everything again. He himself also thought that he could love as happily and as carelessly as Li Xiaoxiao. But at this time, who knows what day it is, maybe he will never have the chance to rekindle love in this life. At the moment, he can only do this and say this to Li Xiaoxiao. Otherwise, Li Xiaoxiao will go crazy and don't know what he will do.
Hope filled Li Xiaoxiao’s eyes again: "Is it true, Qiangzi? Or are you just lying to me to comfort me?"
"...I I'm not lying to you." Fang Zhiqiang said with determination, "But now, we are still just good friends, don't be stupid again, okay? Cherish yourself, and when the time comes, give yourself to the person who loves you the most. , whether it’s me or not.”