It was already late, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening, and the adults walking by the river had already left and gone home. The only ones left were young couples clinging to each other, holding hands and hugging each other. Seeing these people so close, talking, laughing, sweet and happy, Fang Zhiqiang was really envious, very envious. Once upon a time, he and Wang Yaxin cuddled each other like this, walking through the streets of this city talking and laughing, but now, everything seems to be over. For this city, it seems that what is left to Fang Zhiqiang is only short-term happiness. Most of the time, he is lonely. A person who is busy in this city sometimes feels that he does not know why he is busy. Although he has stayed in this city for several years, his sense of belonging has not increased at all, especially now Wang Yaxin After leaving, he began to doubt the meaning of his existence in this city.
Shanghai is a place to pursue dreams. However, with Wang Yaxin’s departure, Fang Zhiqiang feels that more than half of his dreams have been lost. Shanghai, a place that seems to be the dream of countless young people, in Fang Zhiqiang's eyes, the rest is just a life of drunkenness and wealth.
Fang Zhiqiang just sat there, watching the boats filled with goods passing by with their big searchlights on, and watching the people behind him laughing and talking to each other from time to time. young couple.
Suddenly, someone patted Fang Zhiqiang and shouted "Hey," Fang Zhiqiang was shocked.
As soon as Fang Zhiqiang turned around, he saw Li Xiaoxiao with a smile on his face.
"You are sick, do you know that scaring people can scare them to death?" Fang Zhiqiang was angry. He was indeed shocked by Li Xiaoxiao's sudden attack.
"What are you looking at? You're looking at it so seriously. I've been here for a while and you didn't notice it. What's wrong? A man came here to look at the boat?" Li Xiaoxiao sat down with Fang Zhiqiang asked beside him.
"Bored, watching the boat. Why are you here?"
"I feel something is wrong with you, otherwise you wouldn't have come to the river alone. You Something must have happened, so... I just wanted to come over and stay with you." Li Xiaoxiao said.
“How did you know I was here?”
“Didn’t you tell me that you were by the river? I drove here, I guess you must be there This area, so... I searched all the way here. Qiangzi, what's wrong? What's going on? What happened?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.
Seeing Li Xiaoxiao specially coming to accompany him, Fang Zhiqiang was very touched. To be honest, at this time, he really wanted someone to care about him and also wanted someone to accompany him. Speak for yourself.
“No, nothing happened, I just have some annoying things.It's something inside. There are no things much ado about. I am just looking for fault for my own fault. "Fang Zhiqiang sighed.
"What happened? Speak up and if anything happens, we can work out a solution together. "
"There's nothing wrong. It's really nothing. It's just that I'm a little annoyed. "
"When you are upset or worried, just say it, it will make you feel better. Just say it, I am willing to be your most loyal listener. "Li Xiaoxiao brushed her wind-blown hair and said.
To be honest, this look is so beautiful that it made Fang Zhiqiang feel a little suffocated for a moment.
" Yaxin is gone. "Fang Zhiqiang lit a cigarette again, looked into the distance and said.
"Huh? gone? What's the meaning? Where have you gone? "Li Xiaoxiao didn't understand for a moment.
"Australia, immigrated. "
"Ah... Sister Yaxin has immigrated to Australia? why? "Li Xiaoxiao was also surprised.
"To escape me, but also for his son. "
Li Xiaoxiao fell silent after hearing this, and then asked: "What happened between you and Sister Yaxin? Why divorce? Why should she run away from you? "
"This is too long to talk about, so I won't say it anymore. ”
“Let’s face it, I’ve even watched 80 episodes of Korean dramas, and I don’t mind the longer ones. "Li Xiaoxiao pestered Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang actually wanted to find someone to talk to him about his inner feelings.
So Fang Zhiqiang took a puff of cigarette and began to slowly talk to Li Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao talked about what happened between herself and Wang Yaxin. The story was very long. Fang Zhiqiang spoke very slowly, but Li Xiaoxiao listened very seriously.
“You are just because her son doesn’t like you and your father. Divorce her if you don't like her? "Li Xiaoxiao asked. Li Xiaoxiao thought this was incredible.
"Isn't this enough? Xiaoxiao, maybe in your opinion, these are nothing, right? "
"Yes, as long as you two truly love each other, nothing else will be a problem. ”
“So, before I got married, I thought the same thing, but after I got married, I discovered that these are not only a problem, but also a big problem. Xiaoxiao, you have never been married, you don’t know what marriage is like. When you are in love, you can only talk about love, but marriage is different. Marriage is a family. A family is not only two people who love each other, but also parents and children. What you have to face is no longer romance, but daily necessities. in the tediousness. The beauty of being in love does not necessarily mean the happiness of your marriage.My divorce from Yaxin has nothing to do with love. We lost to life. She couldn't give up her son, and I couldn't ignore my father. Therefore, the only thing we could give up was our marriage and our relationship. Only now do I understand that two people who are not suitable for each other really cannot be forced to be together. The result of forcing them to be together is pain, just like me now, and like her now. "Fang Zhiqiang said slowly.
"I don't believe it. I firmly believe that as long as two people love each other, nothing can stop them. If there is any obstruction, it only means that you don't love enough. Deep, not working hard enough. Just like Romeo and Juliet, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai..."
"Yes, so they are all dead. Romeo and Juliet met in heaven, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai turned into butterflies after their death. Reality is reality. Xiaoxiao, you haven’t experienced it, so you don’t understand. What you think now is the same as what I thought at the time. I thought so too at the time. Only when you really walk in will you realize that it is far better than you thought. pain. "Fang Zhiqiang shook his head again.
"Then...then she doesn't need to go to Australia, right? "
"Yes, she said, she can't forget me because there is still love. She was afraid that she would not be able to resist coming to me again, so she just left, and went to a place where she could not come back. Of course, there are also reasons for going to Xiaoyu. In short, she is gone and may never come back. "Fang Zhiqiang said lightly.