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Chapter 646 Going Home (8)

Fang Zhiqiang lay on the hospital bed like this that night. He almost didn’t sleep all night. He just lay on the hospital bed like this, his mind I thought about many, many things. For him, it was too cruel to force him to make some decisions.

Early the next morning, he got up. After getting up, he went out to make breakfast for his father, then fetched water to wash his father's face, then fed his father breakfast, and waited until everything After everything was done, he waited until the doctor came to check the room and the nurse went to work to start the intravenous drip, then he said goodbye to his father and walked out.

After going out, Wang Yaxin’s car parked outside the hospital. Wang Yaxin had been waiting outside the hospital for almost more than an hour. She called Fang Zhiqiang early in the morning and Fang Zhiqiang waited until everything was finished. Just came out.

Fang Zhiqiang opened the passenger door and got in.

“Is your dad feeling better?” Wang Yaxin asked.

"It's better. Now as long as you are hospitalized, it's basically no serious problem and you can be discharged from the hospital in about a week. However, this year's New Year will definitely have to be spent in the hospital." Fang Zhiqiang said.

"You didn't sleep last night, right? Look, there are dark circles under your eyes and your eyes are swollen." Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang and felt distressed.

“You are the same, you have dark circles too.”

“Well, I didn’t sleep either.”

“Yes, I slept too No." Fang Zhiqiang nodded.

"Zhiqiang, this is the divorce agreement I made overnight. Take a look." Wang Yaxin took out a divorce agreement from her bag and handed it to Fang Zhiqiang, while Wang Jingyu He has been sitting alone in the back seat, watching cartoons on his mobile phone.

Fang Zhiqiang kept hesitating while holding the divorce agreement, and finally said: "Yaxin, do you have to get a divorce? Is there no solution to this matter?"

"Then tell me what your solution is?" Wang Yaxin asked.

"I don't know, but I know that it will get better as time goes by." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.

"How long is the time? One month or one year? Or ten or twenty years?" Wang Yaxin asked.

"I...I don't know." Fang Zhiqiang was speechless.

"We are not children anymore, and we should be more rational about some things. We actually knew from the very beginning that we are not suitable for each other, but we are both too emotional and think that as long as we love each other, then everything will be fine. We can be together. But, it turned out to be wrong. After marrying me, you have never been happy, but you have never said it, you have been pretending to be happy, I see it in my heart, and I also feel pain in my heart. When you marry me, you have been enduring grievances, you have been angry, and you have been unhappy. I want to change, but I can't. I can't change anything. Xiaoyu is my son, he is my life, I can't give up on him, never. " Wang Yaxin said.

Fang Zhiqiang was silent.

"You can't abandon your father. For both of us, these two contradictions can never be reconciled. Time As time goes by, the contradiction between us will only become deeper and deeper. When that day comes, when the contradiction between us turns into resentment, I can't imagine that there will be such a day, and if this continues, it seems that this day will be certain. Instead of waiting until one day the two of us become enemies and then leave, it is better to separate now. At least, if we separate now, what will remain between us is a good impression. Without marriage, at least we still have love. "Wang Yaxin continued.

"Does it mean...does it really have to be divorced? Is there no way to solve it? We have only been married for half a year. "Fang Zhiqiang said a little hysterically.

"I don't want a divorce either. Do you think I want a divorce? Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I want to live like this for the rest of my life? But in this situation, tell me, how can we both survive? How to survive? Tell me the truth now, are you tired? Do you really want to live like this? I can tell you for sure that I love you, very much, but I am really tired and I really don’t want to live like this anymore. I am tired and I can’t hold on anymore. Are you tired? Do you still want to continue living? Tell me the truth. "Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang and asked.

Fang Zhiqiang opened the window, lit a cigarette, and smoked quietly. After a long time, he said: "I... am also tired. I don’t have the strength to love anymore. I really want to know how others would choose in this situation? I don't know why a beautiful thing ends up like this. "

"I don't know either. If I had known, I would not have chosen to get married at the beginning. Getting married would only harm you and myself. The six months of marriage have brought you and me not happiness and sweetness, but only pain and suffering. We are all so tired after half a year, how long can we hold on? I am scared and tired of marriage, really. "Wang Yaxin sighed and said.

"Yes, marriage is really a terrible thing. If you don't get married, how good would it be to just stay in love like that? ”

After saying that, Wang Yaxin was silent, and Fang Zhiqiang was also silent. The two of them were very calm, but their eyes were full of tears.

"Sign it, we should be more rational. If we are still emotional,Go, I really don’t know what our final lives will be like. "Wang Yaxin took a pen and handed it to Fang Zhiqiang after a long time.

Fang Zhiqiang took the pen handed over by Wang Yaxin, looked at the words of the divorce agreement, and did not write for a long time.< br />
　“After divorce, can you and I...see each other again? "Fang Zhiqiang suddenly turned around and asked Wang Yaxin.

"No, goodbye, it will only be painful. After we separated for the first time, if I could have managed not to see each other, maybe we would have completely broken off, and maybe we wouldn't have the pain we are experiencing now. If we separate, then separate forever. It is better to miss each other than to see each other. Not seeing each other forever will be the best choice. If we meet again, do you think it will be happiness or pain? "Wang Yaxin asked.

Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin and finally said quietly: "Yaxin, although I don't like you being rational at the moment and seem so unhuman, but you... always... Yes. "

"It would be nice if I could always be rational, but when I meet you, I can't always be rational. Love is blind, and blindness costs you and me both, knowing the result. But he still rushed in without looking back. Sign it and set us all free. "Wang Yaxin said after a long sigh.