"Am I the kind of person who would sell my brother for a meal? Qiangzi, brother, can you just sit here and have a meal in peace? What? You look down on your brother so much? I'm not qualified to treat you to a meal. Are you ready for dinner? Am I supposed to eat in small food stalls for the rest of my life?" Bi Luochun said and became excited again.

"I said, why do you like to get into trouble so much? Is that what I meant? Okay, okay, I said the wrong thing, okay? I won't fucking ask, okay? But You have to give me a reason for inviting me here for dinner, right? I feel uneasy when you ask me to come for dinner so unclearly." Fang Zhiqiang asked speechlessly.

Bi Luochun did not answer Fang Zhiqiang’s words, but took out two packs of Zhonghua from his pocket, threw one pack to Fang Zhiqiang, opened one pack and took out a cigarette. Give it a try.

Seeing Bi Luochun like this, Fang Zhiqiang frowned again, but said nothing. Instead, he took out his half-empty five-yuan bag from his body. He took out a cigarette and lit it.

"Qiangzi." Bi Luochun said after taking several puffs before looking at Fang Zhiqiang seriously.

"Tell me, what happened?" Fang Zhiqiang asked calmly.

"I'll leave later." Bi Luochun said calmly.

"Gone? Where to go? Have you found a new place to live?" Fang Zhiqiang asked strangely.

"I'm leaving Shanghai and going home later, my hometown." Bi Luochun said again.

"Leave Shanghai? Go back to your hometown?" Fang Zhiqiang stood up and asked in surprise.

Bi Luochun nodded and said: "Yes, I have bought a ticket to go back to my hometown. The train leaves at 1 o'clock tonight. After dinner, I will go back to get my things and go to the station. I've already packed my things."

"It's better to ask for leave..."

" Bi Luochun shook his head and said: "I have resigned today. I...maybe ...I will never go back to Shanghai again."

"No...why are you doing this? Why are you leaving all of a sudden? What are you doing this for? Is it Sammi? Isn't international work bad?" Fang Zhiqiang was completely stunned.

“It’s not that this job is not good, but...but in this city, I have lost my dreams, and I can’t find my sense of belonging. After Liu Yan left, I feel like I am a walking zombie in this city. I can’t find the meaning of my existence in this city. At the beginning, Liu Yan and I came to this city with dreams. We had many dreams. We both worked hard for our common dream. Our original dream was that one day, IWe can have a house that belongs to us in this city, a house that truly belongs to us. The house does not need to be big, it just needs to be able to accommodate the love between the two of us and our marriage, and then the two of us will be in this house that belongs to us. We love each other and grow old together in our own house, and we spend our whole lives like this. However, after so many years, we have been working hard and trying our best, but we have found that the distance between dreams and reality is like the question we often did in school. Relationships are like two trains running in opposite directions. One goes forward at a speed of two hundred yards, and the other goes back at a speed of a hundred yards. In the end, the distance between dreams and reality not only does not get closer, but becomes closer. The speed of three hundred yards per hour is increasing, and the distance is getting farther and farther. Not only is it impossible to catch up, it is even somewhat invisible. Now, there is no trace of the house, no trace of the marriage, and even no trace of love. Dreams, for me, just stay in that distant yesterday. Now I have no dreams, and in my heart, Shanghai without dreams is not Shanghai. Therefore, this city has nothing to me. any meaning of existence. "Bi Luochun smoked and slowly spoke to Fang Zhiqiang. Fang Zhiqiang could see that there were tears in Bi Luochun's eyes when he said these words.

After listening to Bi Luochun Fang Zhiqiang fell silent and just smoked quietly.

Dreams, dreams are too important to people in this city. There are too many young people in this city because of their dreams. Choosing to survive and work hard in this crowded city, this dream may be about the future or it may just be about love. Once the dream is gone, how many people are willing to stay in this city that is prosperous on the surface but full of bitterness on the inside?< br />
At this time, the dishes began to be served one after another, and then the wine was served.

"You go down, we can do it ourselves. "Bi Luochun waited until the food was on the table and said to the waiter, then he unscrewed a bottle of wine and poured it for Fang Zhiqiang.

"Are you really going to leave? No nostalgia at all? "Fang Zhiqiang asked Bi Luochun calmly.

"Let's go, I must go. When it comes to nostalgia, the only thing in this city that makes me a little nostalgic is you, brother. I came to this city because of Liu Yancai. For me, this city is equated with Liu Yan, love, and marriage. But now, Liu Yan is gone, love is gone, and this city is... My heart is already dead. I want to leave this city to find my new dream. I want to work hard for my new dream, even if in the process I may be accused of betrayal or even be imprisoned. , but I don’t care, even if I lose my life in the end, I will admit it. Wealth is found in danger. If a person has no dreams, what is the difference between him and a salted fish? If it stays like thisIf my son lives, I would rather die. "When Bi Luochun said the last word, his eyes were shining again.

Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang felt more and more strange. He felt something was wrong and asked: "Old Bi, What on earth are you going back to your hometown for? Let me tell you, you must not do anything stupid? "

Bi Luochun shook his head and said: "When I went back to my hometown, my father and mother are old and in poor health. I am the only son. There is an old saying that parents can't travel far, and they can't travel far. There is an old saying that the most important thing is to be unfilial and have no offspring. I have done both of these things, so I want to go home and let my parents go on a blind date for me. I am already so old, so I should not let two old people get married. Worried. In addition, I plan to go back to my hometown to do some business, maybe I will get rich? Not to mention getting rich, at least there is no problem in supporting a family, and then he can find a random woman to marry, have a child, and live like this for the rest of his life. ”