"However, I am doing it for Xiaoxiao's own good. Don't blame me. Even if you want to blame me, there is nothing you can do. I have to do this because I am Xiaoxiao's sister. I must think about her. I will not let her be with you. Yes, you two are not from the same world. There is no way you can be together. Forcing yourself to be together will not bring any good results. It will only make you very painful to each other. I don’t mean to look down on you when I say this. , It's just that this society and this environment are like this, this is a fact, I don't know if you know the background of the Xiaoxiao family." Wang Xia asked.

“I know.” Fang Zhiqiang nodded.

　"It's best if you know, then you will understand the purpose of my doing this better. You are a smart person, and you should understand what I am going to say. So, don't blame me, I'm doing it for Xiaoxiao's good and for your own good." Wang Xia explained again.

Fang Zhiqiang nodded again, still silent.

“Don’t think that Xiaoxiao is really that kind of ungrateful girl. Let me tell you, Xiaoxiao is not the same woman as your ex-girlfriend. Disappearing and ignoring you does not mean that she is so cruel. After all, you have saved her, so she should not be ungrateful. In fact, it is not the case. The reason why she stopped paying attention to you is because she was threatened by her parents. Her father Mom threatened to make you lose your current job if Xiaoxiao doesn't go home and get along with Zheng Mingjie, and it will also make it difficult for you to get along in Shanghai. Xiaoxiao cruelly cut off all contact with you for your own good. She still had sex with you the day before she went home. Cried. But everything is fine now, and she has cut off all relations with you. You two are not from the same world, so it is best to be separated like this, and you should not be involved together. In addition, Xiaoxiao is now with Zheng Mingjie We get along very well, they are the same kind of people. So, I think this ending is the best. It may not be so easy for you to accept this, but I think you are a smart person and you will understand this. Everyone will understand me and understand Xiaoxiao, right?" Wang Xia finally said.

Fang Zhiqiang was almost blank, looking at Wang Xia blankly, and then smiled stupidly.

"You are crazy, what are you giggling about? In fact, I have wanted to make it clear to you for a long time. I don't like lying, but Xiaoxiao must ask me not to tell you, and now I have spoken out. , I feel relieved, otherwise I always feel like I owe you something when I face you. Okay, I’ve said all that needs to be said, get in the car and go back to the company." Wang Xia took the car key to the passenger seat He sat down and started the car. Fang Zhiqiang drank a lot, so naturally she drove the car when he returned.

Wang Xia drove the car, but when she saw that Fang Zhiqiang had not gotten in the car, she opened the passenger window and shouted: "What are you doing? Are you leaving or not? Get in the car." "

"I'll take a day off in the afternoon."Fang Zhiqiang said lightly, and then he slowly walked out with a cigarette in his hand.

"You are sick, what on earth do you want to ask for leave? "Wang Xia asked as she drove over and followed Fang Zhiqiang.

"I wanted to drink, so I asked for leave. "Fang Zhiqiang said calmly.

"Drink? You..." Before Wang Xia could react, Fang Zhiqiang walked directly to the elevator in the parking lot, then entered the elevator and went up.

"I..." Wang Xia was stunned, and then asked Thinking to myself: "Shouldn't I tell the truth? ”

The moment he walked into the elevator, tears suddenly flowed from Fang Zhiqiang’s eyes. The man did not shed tears easily, but he did not feel sad. Fang Zhiqiang carefully thought about these few moments of his life. Months of hard work, hard work, serious work, working hard to do research and plan projects, dreaming at night thinking about good ideas, working day and night to be responsible for the work at hand, every detail Perfection is required everywhere. He does this not just because of the salary, but more because he regards this job as his own career. Even if it is for the salary, it seems that the salary is different from this Every job is just a joke. In this sketch, Fang Zhiqiang plays the ignorant fool and clown. In fact, he is just a fool, but he insists that he is playing a hero in it.
< br />I don’t know how many people have had this experience, that is, you treat something wholeheartedly, very seriously, and devote all your efforts to something. You not only give your efforts, but also your own efforts. All the joys and sorrows, but in the end, people tell you that it was just a prank. This feeling is actually more uncomfortable than anything else, especially for a very serious person like Fang Zhiqiang.

When the elevator door opened, Fang Zhiqiang wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand, walked out of the elevator as if nothing was wrong, exited the hotel, then walked along the street, slowly heading towards the subway station.

Fang Zhiqiang suddenly felt that everything seemed meaningless. In the past few months, he had just acted in a play and filmed a movie, and he perfectly played a fool in it. role.

Fang Zhiqiang was sitting in the subway on his way home. He had almost never taken the subway so early. Suddenly he realized that the subway was not crowded at all, but seemed very empty.

Sitting on the subway, Fang Zhiqiang looked at his own appearance reflected on the subway glass, and couldn't help but laugh at himself.

Fang Zhiqiang then slowly and leisurely walked towards Walking home, I passed by the street and asked the boss to make fried egg fried rice for me at a roadside stall. I passed by the boss’s canteen and bought two bottles of beer before going home. After eating there, he basically didn’t eat anything.He was toasting all the time, but he didn't take a bite of the good food on the table. Of course, he was not in the mood to eat. So I'm very hungry now.

Opening the door, there was no one in the room. Lao Bi obviously hadn’t come back yet. As for whether he went out to go crazy or to find a job, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know and didn’t want to care. At the same age as himself, he has to rely on himself for everything. Can Fang Zhiqiang control him?

Fang Zhiqiang was sitting on the small table in his room, eating egg fried rice and drinking beer. He felt an indescribable bitterness in his mouth. He usually liked drinking beer, but today he felt this way. This stuff tastes really fucking awful.

Fang Zhiqiang was eating fried rice with eggs. At this time, there was a knock on the door. Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a moment, then put down his chopsticks and walked over to open the door.