Just when Xiaoxiao was busy going through this sudden change, Wang Yaxin was also going through the trouble at home. Wang Yaxin didn't know that so many things happened to Xiaoxiao today, otherwise she would definitely come over to accompany Xiaoxiao as soon as possible. Today happened to be her period and she wasn't feeling well, so Yaxin came back from get off work early and gave Zhang Ling a day off so that Zhang Ling could go back and rest. In the afternoon, she first combed Xinsheng’s hair and tied two braids for her daughter. When she watched Xinsheng jumping around the house with two braids, the long-lost smile appeared on Yaxin’s face. . Xiaoyu is everything to me, and now Xinsheng is also everything to me. The healthy growth of the two children is more important than anything else.

"Mom, where is my baby?" "Mom, I lost my shoes." "Mom, eat some candy." "Mom, daddy's shoes."

Xin Sheng now has a habit, every afternoon, Fang Zhiqiang took out Fang Zhiqiang's slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them at the door. Yaxin wanted to laugh when she saw a clumsy little girl holding up her slippers and put them at the door. After finally playing for a while and getting tired, Xin Sheng ran to her cabin to go to bed. Yaxin checked the time and saw that there was still an hour before Xiaoyu was out of school. She finally breathed a sigh of relief and lay down to relax. After squinting for about five minutes, I suddenly opened my eyes. I got up and went to the bedroom to take a look at Xin Sheng. My daughter was sleeping soundly with the baby in her arms. Gladly, he gently closed the door, leaving a third of the space, so that he could hear Xin Sheng wake up and call him immediately.

Go to the kitchen and start cleaning up, preparing dinner for the two children. I glanced at the work messages on my phone and quickly switched channels to work status. After replying to a few messages, I started playing music and prepared to wash the dishes and tidy up.

I haven’t listened to music for a long time, and I don’t know what popular songs are. I clicked on the system recommendation and simply left it to the algorithm to see what songs the algorithm recommended to me. Wang Yaxin is not very familiar with some of the new songs. She has only roughly heard the climax of the chorus. She can only hum a few lines when the climax comes. When it comes to the next song, we switch to an old song by Faye Wong. Yaxin is familiar with this song and has sung it in KTV before.

Who says you should love someone’s soul

Otherwise it will sound insincere

Doesn’t matter who you fall in love with

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I have to seek stability forever

Oh, I really want to be that simple

It’s impossible, is there really no other possibility
< br /> How can this happen

I don’t want stability

I don’t want sacrifice

Don’t hope that I will love you so much that I will be covered in scars

The melody of the old songs is really nice, and Yaxin can basically sing along with her head bouncing. Listening to it this time, I think the lyrics are well written. Lin Xi's lyrics are always so penetrating, and different age groups have different listening experiences. Stability, yes, for Wang Yaxin now, stability is the most desired thing. Quiet and stable, or safe and stable, no matter which it is, what you want is this kind of stable life with light smoke, flowing water and painted screen. Yaxin suddenly thought of a lyric from another Faye Wong song, Hongdou: When the scenery is clear, maybe you will, accompany me to watch the long flowing water.

I wiped my hands, opened my phone, searched for "Red Beans", and put it on.

There is a time and a time

I will believe that everything has an end

There is a time to get together and leave

Nothing will ever end Immortality

It is easy to love someone, but not easy to stay in love. Most love will be dulled by firewood, rice, oil and salt, and transformed into the most boring daily life. The people who can still be by your side at that time are the ones truly worth cherishing. Wang Yaxin knows that the rare happiness now is hard-won, and the happy life of a family of three is simply unimaginable before. During the darkest period in Australia, I was pulled by Xiaoyu alone, helplessly accompanying Xiaoyu to treat his illness, and endured the pain of longing and the torment of letting go of love. Fortune plays tricks on people, I didn’t expect that it would be such a scene again now. Of course, everyone sacrifices too much. Li Xiaoxiao sacrificed too much and gave up her own happiness to build a family for herself and Xiaoyu Xinsheng. Fang Zhiqiang also sacrificed too much, giving up the pursuit of the pure love with Xiaoxiao, returning to himself, returning to Xiaoyu's body, and being a good husband with peace of mind. I have sacrificed too much. This kind of love triangle is what I reject. Accepting this kind of relationship means that I will suffer and blame myself. I have passed the age where I can risk everything for love, and now I am even more afraid of myself being hurt and Xiaoyu being hurt. If this person, my significant other, said it coldly, it actually doesn't matter who it is. It doesn't matter whether he really loves himself 100%, but he must love this family and be able to stay with him for a long time.

Wang Yaxin was stunned for a while, put down the cutting knife in her hand, wiped her hands, took off her apron, went to the refrigerator and took out a bottle of wine, poured a glass, and took a small sip. . Frankly speaking, Wang Yaxin doesn't know how long such a happy life can last. The biggest fear is that a happy dream will suddenly become disillusioned after a while. Yaxin knew that Li Xiaoxiao, a simple and kind-hearted little princess, was now basically repelling love. No more expectations, no more fantasies, no more desire for contact. It can only be said that when I first met my crush, I met Fang Zhiqiang. This is my fate and there is nothing I can do about it. Falling in love with Fang Zhiqiang, Xiaoxiao pounces on her like a moth to a flame. I didn’t expect it to end like this. Was Li Xiaoxiao at fault? No. But Wang YaxinI don't envy or appreciate this kind of simple but blind love. It may be possible when you are young, but it is not possible for a mature woman like me who has experienced the misfortune of marriage and raised her children alone. Was Fang Zhiqiang at fault? Maybe not, they are both kind-hearted and can't bear to hurt others. Yaxin knew that Fang Zhiqiang was actually suffering inside. After experiencing these relationships and marriage, Fang Zhiqiang was no longer the young man who loved his son and daughter. Wang Yaxin can feel it from Fang Zhiqiang's slowly becoming mature eyes. In fact, everyone is a victim, and everyone has to face their own Rashomon. The only thing I can do now is to be myself, to be in the position that fate has arranged for me now, and to be content with it as it comes. Be a good wife to Fang Zhiqiang, a good mother to Xiaoyu, and a good mother to Xin Sheng. Although it is a little tiring, I am very satisfied to be able to enjoy the fun that life brings. If you have some happiness and sweetness in relationships, what else do you expect? Fate has favored me enough, and now I don't have to face anything on my own. At least I have a warm home, and at least I have someone who can protect me from the wind and rain.

“Mom, pee!” Xin Sheng’s shout pulled Wang Yaxin out of her thoughts. Yaxin shouted while running: "Baby, mom is here, let's go, after peeing, we will pick up my brother from school together"