But she rarely thought about her current state of mind. Just like what Li Xiaoxiao said just now, Wang Yaxin really didn't pay attention to it.

"Xiaoxiao, I really think you are an amazing woman. After coming out of that experience, you were able to adjust yourself so quickly and face the future life positively. This is Not just anyone can do it. I am definitely not just saying this casually, because I myself have had a similar experience to you, so I know better how painful it is to get out of that experience. thing." Wang Yaxin also looked at Li Xiaoxiao seriously. When she said these words, her eyes were full of sincerity.

"So you should also know that everything I do now is just for my children. Without him, I can't imagine how bad my life would be now. Fortunately I persevered, and my children have been with me all the way. Until now, I have never had the pessimistic thought of giving up. I believe that as long as I can continue to persevere, the sunshine will always reappear in my world!" Li Xiaoxiao's positive attitude was greatly appreciated by Wang Yaxin. She gave a thumbs up and said sincerely to Li Xiaoxiao: "When we were little girls, the world was very simple. We laughed and laughed every day, as if everyone was the same." Surrounding us. How happy it was at that time! However, people always have to grow up, and happy times are always gone forever. Although we lack happiness today, it also represents the burden on our shoulders. The burden is a little heavier, there are more things we need to deal with, and the pressure we need to bear is also greater. This may be a cruel growth. There are good and bad, bitter and sweet."

"Yes, sometimes I always complain about why unfortunate things always happen to me, but later I gradually understood that in my world, those unfortunate things that I thought were It may have happened to others many times. Especially after I went out and walked around, I realized that everyone's lifestyle is completely different. Compared with many people, my life may be considered very lucky. Yes. Sometimes the reason why we feel distressed may not be because of how bad our life is. It’s because the goals we set for life are too high. When we cannot reach them, we will naturally Full of distress. So later on, I gradually began to learn to adjust this. I used to think that those who often said that people who often say that they are content with their content may be just to brainwash others, but now I gradually find that people learn to be content with their content. A very necessary thing. At least this way you can keep yourself happy all the time, why not do it?" When Li Xiaoxiao said these words, Xiao's mother was staring at her intently. , his eyes were filled with confusion and confusion. I don’t know if it’s because she’s older and her reaction is a little slow, or because she feels that her daughter has suddenly become a stranger., as if he didn’t recognize him at all. Xiao's mother's eyes also made Li Xiaoxiao frown in confusion, turned around and asked: "Mom, why are you looking at me like that?"

In fact, since her mother was discharged from the hospital, Li Xiaoxiao has She has always been very careful about her health. Although he was careful every day, Li Xiaoxiao could clearly feel that his mother's reaction was getting slower and slower day by day, and her memory was getting worse and worse. Although this is a destination that no one can escape, Li Xiaoxiao is still not ready to accept it. Her mother's weight loss has also made Li Xiaoxiao feel extremely uncomfortable. She even felt several times that she was still the same as before. For that carefree little girl, her parents are her most solid protective umbrella. They protect her growth and don't let her endure wind and rain.

But soon, Li Xiaoxiao woke up from such a sweet dream, and she had to face the bloody reality. Her father was no longer there, and she no longer had the generous arms to protect her. Keep out the wind and rain. The only remaining mother, after experiencing a serious illness, now began to have various minor problems with her body. Although memory loss seems to be a very small thing, in Li Xiaoxiao's eyes, the sky has already Half collapsed. After finally taking back my mother's life from the hands of death, I have to face my mother's rapid aging at a rate that can be seen every day. Isn't this another kind of cruelty?

My former mother taught me many things. Even though he is married and has a family, he is still a child in his mother's eyes. She taught herself how to run a family and how to take care of her children. Sometimes, she would frown because of her clumsiness, and her voice would even rise a bit when she spoke. But now all this is gone forever. From the moment Li Xiaoxiao first discovered that her mother's memory was seriously declining, she realized that time could never go back to the time when her mother educated her. From now on From now on, my mother will age day by day at a speed visible to the naked eye, which means that she will move away from him step by step. This feeling of watching helplessly but being helpless made Li Xiaoxiao almost collapse. But her reason told herself that this was irreversible.

Therefore, Li Xiaoxiao knows better about self-paralysis, self-hypnosis, and contentment. This is her biggest wish now. Even in such a cruel situation, she can still achieve this. This That's the most amazing place. Having said that, as Li Xiaoxiao's question ended, a look of hesitation flashed across Xiao's mother's face, looking like she was being slow. After a while, she raised her skinny palms tremblingly and said in a hoarse voice: "My baby girl has grown up. This time, I'm afraid she has really grown up!"
< br />It is a very simple sentence, but when it comes from Xiao’s mother’s mouth, it seems profound.

After listening to this, Li Xiaoxiao even felt that her scalp was numb. How could this sound like saying goodbye forever? The daughter has grown up, but the mother is old. I used to be just a little girl in my mother's arms. In that innocent world, I looked forward to growing as tall as my mother every day. This day finally arrived, only to find that it was completely different from what I had imagined. I'm afraid she has really grown up! This sentence made Li Xiaoxiao even more worried. I have indeed grown up, and my mother has indeed grown old.