And just when Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help it, Nie Qian finally said softly: "I know you are a hadron, and I also know you are pretending, but I just want to feel the short-term warmth, and re- I hope you don’t mind to refresh my memories.”
Nie Qian’s words sounded normal. After Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he couldn’t help but froze. He seemed to feel that Nie Qian In fact, it was normal, but the method she just chose was a little abnormal, which led to the misunderstanding just now.
But now after listening to Nie Qian’s words, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but breathed a sigh of relief and said slowly: “Nie Qian, after so many years, we already have our own families. Maybe I am not living a very good life myself, and the road to love is still bumpy and tortuous, but you and I both know that each of us should look forward and move forward.
Rather than living in this world all the time Among the memories of the past, none of us can go back to the past. Things that have passed away will never be the same again.
So, I hope we can all cherish the present, look to the future, and forget Once upon a time, only in this way will our lives be more complete, and we will not have to live in the pain of the past."
Fang Zhiqiang inadvertently became emotional. He just said The words that came out can be said to be from the heart, especially the last sentence, which was deeply touching for Fang Zhiqiang himself.
Fang Zhiqiang has been remembering the harm that Nie Qian brought to him for so many years. It was not until later when he chose to let go of those hatreds that Fang Zhiqiang finally understood what would happen if he had always carried those hatreds. Life will only allow you to live in the memories of the past, and you will never be truly happy and happy, so in the end, Fang Zhiqiang resolutely chose to forget the past and let go of the hatred he had.
Step by step, he has come out of the whirlpool of the year. As Fang Zhiqiang himself said, even after so many years, his emotional life is still full of ups and downs, but one thing remains unchanged. That is himself, always moving forward. Although he doesn't know what the result will be, every step is progress.
“Yes, you are right.
Actually, I don’t want to be like this. I have persisted for so many years, and I think I have done a pretty good job... "Nie Qian suddenly paused when she said this, because she clearly felt that Fang Zhiqiang could not stop nodding his head at this moment.
Feeling this, Nie Qian couldn't help but slowly raised her head, looked at Fang Zhiqiang with confusion on her face, and even asked: "Why are you nodding?"
Nie Qian, of course she didn’t know why Fang Zhiqiang nodded, because she felt that she had persisted for so long, but todayBut all her previous efforts were in vain and everything was messed up, so she had no idea what reason Fang Zhiqiang had for nodding.
Fang Zhiqiang gave a very detailed explanation: "If you hadn't been like this today, I still wouldn't know that you had feelings for the relationship between the two of us. I haven’t completely let go of this relationship until now.
If you haven’t let it go yet, since you and Chen Qinghe got married, for such a long time, even when the two of us didn’t look up, we didn’t look down. Under the circumstances, you didn’t show any unnaturalness.
So when I heard you just say that you think you did a good job, I nodded repeatedly, because I also think you did a good job. ."
After listening to Fang Zhiqiang's explanation, Nie Qian suddenly realized. She instantly understood what Fang Zhiqiang meant, but she also instantly understood the meaning of what she did.
If he had not spoken out today, but had chosen to continue to persevere, then until now, Fang Zhiqiang would not have realized that he had not let go in his heart.
However, he did not persevere. Instead, all his previous efforts were in vain because he impulsively revealed all the secrets he had hidden in his heart for so many years. Only then did Fang Zhiqiang know all the secrets and truth. .
In fact, this was even a shame for Nie Qian herself, but she also knew why it ended up like this.
If everything went as usual and Chen Qinghe was not injured, he would never be like this.
But everything came together and Chen Qinghe was injured and might even become a vegetative state. This made Nie Qian, who had been strong for so long, no longer able to conceal her inner fragility. She did She had regarded Chen Qinghe as the pillar of her family, and seeing that the pillar was about to fall, Nie Qian, as a woman, could not hide her inner panic. Under such circumstances, she couldn't help but start thinking wildly. Worrying about his future and recalling the past trauma.
Unknowingly, I fell into a trap of seemingly sweet warmth.
She finally blurted out her past regrets subconsciously, which ultimately led to the current situation.
Nie Qian knew that she could no longer take back what she said, and Fang Zhiqiang had completely glimpsed the truest thoughts in her heart.
Now that the trouble has come to this point, there is no need to hide anything anymore. After all, there was indeed such an unforgettable love affair. This is not a shameful thing. There is nothing to hide. ?
Although I and Fang Zhiqiang now have their own families, I just told him about it and did notWhat does it matter if he does something really treacherous and unethical?
Nie Qian comforted herself in her heart, and then continued to say to Fang Zhiqiang: "Haha, you must think I am extremely stupid, right?
It's not easy to persist for so many years. , I almost deceived everyone, but today I couldn’t help but tell all my secrets. Wouldn’t it be a waste of all my efforts?”
Looking at Nie Qian’s self-deprecating smile, Fang Zhiqiang said seriously: "Emotions are inherently complex things. There are so many smart people in the world who can't figure it out. How can you and I be able to figure it out?
Don’t say it’s you, I’ve lived for most of my life, and I’ve only just figured out what I want to pursue, so it’s not a matter of who is stupid or not, it’s the first time for everyone. As a human being, you don’t have to experience some things. Before you reach a certain age, you just don’t understand some things. This is a matter of course, and it is not a matter of being stupid or not.
You don’t have to belittle yourself. I hope that through today This matter can cheer you up again. It is not easy for you and Qinghe to build a small family. As a member of this family, you also have responsibilities and obligations.
Say something It doesn’t sound good. If Qinghe really doesn’t wake up, you have to support this family and prevent it from falling.”
Nie Qian seemed to have finally reacted at this time. She slowly He slowly stood up, wiped away the tears on his face, took a long breath, as if exhaling all the grievances and complaints in his stomach, and then adjusted his emotions again, speaking softly and He said firmly: "I'm not that vulnerable. Don't worry, I will stand up again soon, and I also believe that Qinghe will definitely wake up!"
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