"Xiaoxiao, you can say this. Mom is so happy. Since this is the case, I have nothing to do in the hospital these days, so I will tell my relatives and friends the good news first. Last time at your wedding They were all present, but it ended up like that. It's embarrassing to say that. This time you and Xiaokai's wedding must be more grand and make it up to them. It's also for what happened last time. , apologize to them all." Li Xiaoxiao's mother said very seriously. This matter seemed to be very important in her heart. After all, older people should be most concerned about their own reputation. As her daughter, Li Xiaoxiao also represents her face.
After hearing this, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but sigh. Although she felt a little unable to speak, she felt that after pondering for a while, she still said: "Mom, I think this time, we It can no longer be so grand. According to my point of view, no one should say anything, just get married yourself."
"Why? Why should such an important matter be kept quiet? What should I do? Do you have any worries in your heart?" After Xiao's mother heard Li Xiaoxiao's words, she immediately frowned and asked with a puzzled look on her face.
Li Xiaoxiao continued to explain: "I also apologized to everyone collectively for what happened last time. Although it lacked sincerity, it was still an explanation for everyone. It was precisely because of the embarrassment last time. experience, so this time, I don’t think we should stir up trouble anymore, after all..." When Li Xiaoxiao said this, he suddenly paused and lowered his head slightly. However, considering his mother's emotions, Li Xiaoxiao quickly continued: "After all, this is not my first time getting married. I just alarmed everyone. I don't think it's appropriate to alarm them again so soon."
When Li Xiaoxiao said these words, Xiao’s mother’s expression also turned ugly. Speaking of this, Xiao’s mother has always felt guilty. She still couldn’t help but think of the previous things, when her daughter and Fang Zhi Although I strongly opposed the forced marriage, I thought about it later and realized that marriage is something that happens only once in a lifetime. I should also believe in my daughter's own choice. She is already an adult. When faced with this choice, , perhaps only her own heart knows best what kind of life she wants.
Later facts also proved that Li Xiaoxiao’s choice was indeed correct. At least in the eyes of Xiao’s mother, Fang Zhiqiang was a very outstanding young man, both in career and in life. In terms of relationships, his performance made Xiao's mother very satisfied, but such an accident in the end was indeed something no one expected. For Xiao's mother, it was also an unexpected thing, which resulted in such a result. , although it is something that no one wants to see, but Xiao’s mother also knows that it is not because Li Xiaoxiao made a wrong choice.
NoIt's just Xiao's mother. After Li Xiaoxiao said what she just said, she couldn't help but think of the scene when she got married to Fang Zhiqiang, as well as her inner mood. For herself at that time, she was really very innocent. , this will be the only marriage in my life. Once I choose and decide to get married, I have never considered divorce. How happy it will be to live with the man I love most? It’s too late to enjoy yourself, so why choose divorce?
But how could Li Xiaoxiao imagine that not only did she get divorced in the end, but she also proposed the idea of divorce on her own initiative. If it were at the time, for Li Xiaoxiao, this would have been a thought. It was something that I didn't even dare to think about, but in the end it happened without any warning, and it was still under my own leadership. Later, Li Xiaoxiao himself thought about it for a long time. Why did he decide to divorce at that time? Has life really reached the point where divorce is necessary? After thinking about it for a long time, Li Xiaoxiao didn't have a definite answer in her heart. For her at that time, she was also extremely confused. She got to where she is now step by step, but she couldn't be happy in her heart no matter what, but it was like Wang Xia, her sister, said the same thing to herself at the beginning. No matter what, she had to walk on the path she chose. No one would help her bear the consequences of that decision.
Seeing Li Xiaoxiao and her daughter fall into silence for a while, Xue Kai also realized that this might be the time for him to perform well, and immediately said hurriedly: "Xiaoxiao, Don’t worry, our marriage this time will definitely be the last and happiest marriage in your life. I promise you, if you don’t leave me, I won’t give up!”
Listen After hearing Xue Kai's words, Li Xiaoxiao did not feel the slightest happiness. Instead, she wanted to laugh. She had already heard such words before, but judging from the current results, it was obvious that those words had no meaning. Yes, where your life will go, what kind of end and result you will end up with, does not depend on those vows of eternal love. Those words are only suitable for people in girlhood to listen to. Romantic love is mostly established. On top of the sweet words, at this age, I have long passed the age of hearing about love. Today, I am a very pragmatic person. Even if I choose to get married, it is for a purpose, not for love.
Thinking about this carefully, Li Xiaoxiao also feels that her life was originally a comedy, but now, it has slowly turned into a tragedy, and it is something that she cannot change no matter what. , with the death of his father, Li Xiaoxiao gradually realized that she was no longer the carefree girl she used to be. She had to become a strong, mature woman who could handle things.
Some people say that from a girl to a woman, it only takes one step.That is getting married, but for Li Xiaoxiao, she has very deep feelings in her heart. It is not just that simple. At least from the first half of her life, getting married did not really make her become a woman. Maybe it was Because Fang Zhiqiang's love for him at that time may be because he was not a mature person to begin with. Looking back now, Li Xiaoxiao can also realize that she was actually still a very naive girl at that time.
It wasn’t until Fang Zhiqiang and I decided to divorce that my mental state began to change little by little. Up to now, it has undergone earth-shaking changes. It was not until the death of my father that I realized , when I needed to resist everything, I truly transformed from a girl into a woman. Maybe for me at that time, everything I experienced at that time was still just a small fight. Until now, facing my mother's illness, when I was helpless but unable to resist, I could only accept the fate. , Li Xiaoxiao realized that for many helplessness in the world, there is no other way but to endure it silently. When you have to make a choice, no one sympathizes with you, and no one understands you. You can only bear everything by yourself.
Compared with the helpless smile on Li Xiaoxiao’s face, Xiao’s mother on the other side felt that Xue Kai’s words were very good, and she couldn’t help but smile and said: "Haha, I hope Can you always remember what you said? I gave my daughter to you because I hope to see her live happily. I don’t ask you to have great achievements, let alone be rich, as long as you can be happy. , being able to be happy every day is my biggest wish!”
Li Xiaoxiao’s mother has lived her whole life and spent the first half of her life working hard with her man, although she has also made some achievements. , but in the second half of her life, Li Xiaoxiao’s mother gradually understood that money is indeed something outside the body. Sometimes when she hears others say this, she thinks it is just a poisonous chicken soup. But now Li Xiaoxiao’s mother looks back , what truly allows you to have a sense of happiness is never just money, but having a person by your side who will never leave you. Whether that person is a parent or a partner, you can have a deep sense of happiness. feel. Of course, the premise of all this is that you can truly understand the importance of these things. Otherwise, it is just empty talk.