Fang Zhiqiang could naturally notice Li Xiaoxiao's expression staring at him intently, but at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't express his attitude. It wasn't that he didn't want to express it, but that he didn't know how to express it. In other words, what kind of reply should be given to Li Xiaoxiao?

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself has not fully thought about this aspect. Facing Li Xiaoxiao, or facing Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin, what kind of decision should he make? Qiang has always been troubled in his heart, and this is still bothering him to this day.

The waiter came over with two glasses of juice. After putting the juice down, he turned and left again. The sound of the juice being placed on the table broke the silence between the two people that lasted for nearly half a minute. Li Xiaoxiao Seeing that Fang Zhiqiang still showed no sign of speaking, he finally sighed slightly and said again: "Of course, my mother has my mother's thoughts, and I also have my own thoughts. You don't have to worry so much."

Fang Zhiqiang finally raised his head and glanced at Li Xiaoxiao. At this time, Li Xiaoxiao slowly took a sip of juice and finally looked away from himself, but Fang Zhiqiang still did not speak. Maybe, he The silence just now showed her attitude. Li Xiaoxiao definitely felt that she was avoiding this problem and that she didn't want to make any promise to her.

But in fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself also knew that this was what he thought deep down in his heart, and he did not want to, or in other words, he did not bother to deceive Li Xiaoxiao with all kinds of lies. After all, doing that would not do you any good.

"Xiaoxiao, it's not what you think. Don't worry, I will definitely do what I promised my uncle. However, I feel that I cannot take good care of you in my current state. , so I hope..."

"You don't need to continue talking." Li Xiaoxiao suddenly stretched out his hand, interrupted Fang Zhiqiang's words, and continued, "I know what you want to say, actually. , my own ideas are very different from my mother's. I think the current state of the two of us is actually no longer suitable for us to continue to be together. If we are forced to be together, it will make us more uncomfortable with each other. Maybe I haven't adjusted myself yet. Well, maybe, we only have so much fate in this life!"

Li Xiaoxiao's sudden statement made Fang Zhiqiang stunned again. In fact, when he just said those words , there has been a fierce ideological struggle. Fang Zhiqiang knows very well what kind of person he is. Once words come out of his own mouth, even if he is not asked by others, he will never break his promise. He is not worried about others. How would he view himself, but he himself felt that it was a very bad behavior. Therefore, when he just said those words, Fang Zhiqiang had actually decided to give up Wang Yaxin and choose to be with Li Xiaoxiao. Even if oneselfI haven't thought so clearly in my heart, but just like what I just said, since I promised Li Yonggui in the first place, I will naturally not break my promise.

But Li Xiaoxiao is also very clear about Fang Zhiqiang’s inner thoughts. What Fang Zhiqiang just said has already explained everything. In fact, he chooses to be with her not because he wants to be with her. Together, just because of the original promise.

"Xiaoxiao, don't be arrogant and don't misunderstand me. I actually have no other meaning. In short, as long as you remember one sentence, I will never break my promise no matter what." Fang Zhiqiang He looked a little anxious and explained.

In fact, today Fang Zhiqiang felt that he had been honest with each other, but Li Xiaoxiao, today, did not express her true thoughts. In fact, deep in her heart , is indeed eager to continue to be with Fang Zhiqiang, but she also knows that it seems a little inappropriate to want to continue to be together in her current state, or in this state with Fang Zhiqiang, plus Fang Zhiqiang Qiang's current attitude was why she said what she just said against her will.

Although they are no longer together now, Fang Zhiqiang still has a certain understanding of Li Xiaoxiao. After all, they have been together for such a long time, so after hearing what Li Xiaoxiao said just now, Fang Zhiqiang naturally understands Li Xiaoxiao's true inner thoughts. If what she just said is true, then why did she say that before to see her own attitude?

"You think I'm acting out of anger? Qiangzi, actually I came to you today just to make this matter clear to you. You don't need to feel any pressure. My father said to me before he died. Anyone would agree to what you said, but there is no need for you to make things difficult for yourself and do things you don’t want to do because of this. I just want to tell you this."

Before Li Xiaoxiao came, she felt that she was well prepared and would not have violent mood swings during the conversation. However, at this moment, she still could not control her emotions. After saying what she had just said, As she spoke, she felt her suppressed emotions strongly. If all of them burst out, she would never speak with such tenderness or calmness.

"No matter what, Xiaoxiao, please believe me. After I have the ability to take care of you, I will definitely take good care of you." Fang Zhiqiang didn't know what he should say. Now In this atmosphere, could I tell lies like 'I love you'?

Fang Zhiqiang is not that kind of person. He even feels that it is disgusting to say such words at this moment. Therefore, after saying these words, Fang Zhiqiang fell into silence again, maybe because of Waiting for Li Xiaoxiao's reply, maybe Fang Zhiqiang just wants to calm downFor a moment, ask yourself in your heart, what exactly do you want, or what exactly can you bring to Li Xiaoxiao.

“We really don’t need hadrons.” After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, he lowered his head, covering his cheek, and then fell into silence again.

Things change and people change. If it were the carefree Li Xiaoxiao of the past, he might still be following Fang Zhiqiang every day. No matter how bad Fang Zhiqiang’s attitude towards him was, I could bear it, because at that time I knew very well that I wanted to pursue my own happy love, and it was appropriate to make such sacrifices.

But now, the Li Xiaoxiao who used to be no longer exists. With the death of Li Yonggui, Li Xiaoxiao has once again understood some principles of life. She once felt that it would be better to find someone who loves and understands each other. As a person spends his life, he can relieve himself a lot of pressure. He can even help him make many decisions that he cannot make alone, and help him do many things that he cannot do alone.

However, now, with the death of Li Yonggui, Li Xiaoxiao realizes that the only person he can rely on in his life is himself. When he was with Fang Zhiqiang, he also felt that he would never be able to rely on him in his life. They would never be separated, and the two of them would love each other for the rest of their lives. However, everything in their imagination did not happen, and in the end, this was the result.

Of course, Li Xiaoxiao also understands that it is not all Fang Zhiqiang’s responsibility that he has reached this point, let alone Fang Zhiqiang. It cannot be said that Fang Zhiqiang failed him. It was the situation at that time that left neither him nor herself. He had the courage and determination to continue on, so in the end, reaching this point seemed to be destined. Li Xiaoxiao did not resent anyone, nor did he feel that all this was unfair to him. However, Fang Zhi After being raped, she could never find a man who could make her love her so much and be so devoted to him.

Li Xiaoxiao’s inner thoughts at this moment have actually been revealed involuntarily, just like what she just said: “There is really no need for hadrons.”

She does not need Fang Zhiqiang’s charity. Although for Fang Zhiqiang, everything he has done is not charity, but everything he should do. But in Li Xiaoxiao’s view, that is Fang Zhiqiang’s treatment of her. If it weren't for what Li Yonggui said back then, Fang Zhiqiang would never have proposed such a thing to him now, and what Li Xiaoxiao wanted was Fang Zhiqiang's willing love for him.

However, she now sees that Fang Zhiqiang has no love for her at all. If there was even a little bit, Fang Zhiqiang would not be so silent when she mentioned this matter just now. Long.

A woman’s sixth sense is very accurate. It has to be said that Li Xiaoxiao’s guess isThe prediction is correct. Today, Fang Zhiqiang can no longer find the love he had for Li Xiaoxiao, but there is still an urge in his heart to protect Li Xiaoxiao and take care of Li Xiaoxiao. Fang Zhiqiang He didn't know what was going on. After thinking about it, Fang Zhiqiang, who couldn't find the answer in the end, could only attribute it all to Li Yonggui's original instructions to him.

Emotions are a very complicated thing. Fang Zhiqiang can’t understand everything, and Li Xiaoxiao can’t understand it either. Now they are both victims of it. Maybe one day, When they look back and reflect on all this, they will find that they have always been too strong, whether in life or in relationships. If this were not the case, the two of them would take a step back from each other. There are still many ways to go, but because they are stronger, both of them are forced to a dead end. Li Xiaoxiao's words and Fang Zhiqiang's words were all forced to speak out.

If Fang Zhiqiang is also a man who knows how to sweet talk, then everything will become much simpler. For Li Xiaoxiao, as long as she can see Fang Zhiqiang’s attitude towards her being a little softer, she will She couldn't control herself anymore, but unfortunately, she couldn't see this scene until the end. Fang Zhiqiang's frankness seemed so tough and unhuman, which was naturally the most unkind thing for a woman. I would like to see it, but today Li Xiaoxiao saw it all.

But even so, if Li Xiaoxiao had been a little softer and lowered her attitude in the face of Fang Zhiqiang’s tough attitude, the result would have been completely different. .

But things often happen by coincidence. Neither of the two people is willing to take that step. In the end, how can it be a good result?