Xiaoman was in Huang Wanting's room, looking at Huang Wanting who couldn't sleep at the moment, frowning, her heart was very messy, she didn't know what happened to Huang Wanting and Fang Zhiqiang tonight, but looking at the two people at this time The state is obviously not right. I have persisted for so long, but in the end I got nothing. Thinking about what I vowed to say in front of Huang Wanting, plus everything now, Xiaoman feels that his existence It seems to be a joke, pursuing something that does not belong to you beyond your capabilities, and losing your own morality for this.
After staying there and thinking for a long time, Xiaoman finally let out a long sigh and glanced at Huang Wanting lying on the bed again. Although she felt extremely sad at the moment, Sister Qingqing was still her Sister Qingqing. , this has never changed, no matter how her relationship with Fang Zhiqiang changes, but in front of herself, she has always been the sister Qingqing she is familiar with. Speaking of which, in fact, she has not done anything I'm sorry about her own affairs. When she said those words to her, she had already reminded herself very clearly that the gap between herself and Fang Zhiqiang was too huge. Maybe she would never have that opportunity and luck in this life. , but I was self-righteous at that time, thinking that as long as through my own efforts, what others can get, I can also get.
Walking forward, Xiao Man slowly helped Huang Wanting tidy up her clothes, and then carefully covered the quilt. However, just when the quilt was just covering Huang Wanting, Huang Wanting suddenly stretched out her hand. She grabbed Xiaoman's arm with her palm, and her originally calm expression suddenly became anxious. She frowned and shouted nervously and panicked: "Qiangzi! Qiangzi! Don't go! Don't go..." ..."
After the words fell, Xiaoman's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up. She had always known that in Huang Wanting's heart, Fang Zhiqiang's position was very important, but for such a long time, Huang Wanting has always been very good at disguising her true inner emotions. It seems that she may be a heartless person. It seems that nothing can make her emotions fluctuate greatly, but the little girl who has always been by Huang Wanting's side But Man knew very well that she just suppressed the shady emotions deep in her heart and prevented others from seeing them.
At this moment, watching Huang Wanting burst out the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time after being drunk, although Xiaoman felt a little surprised, but it was not too surprising to see Huang Wanting calm down again. , Xiaoman breathed a sigh of relief. Maybe when she wakes up tomorrow morning, everything will be as usual. Huang Wanting can still control her emotions well. As for everything that happened tonight, maybe she won't know how to do it at all. Remember.
Xiaoman gently placed her palm on the back of Huang Wanting's hand, trying to take Huang Wanting's palm away from her arm, butBut they found that Huang Wanting had used a lot of strength. Even though she seemed to have fallen asleep, she couldn't pry her hand open.
Xiaoman glanced at Huang Wanting again and tried again, but still in vain.
At the same time, Huang Wanting muttered again: "Qiangzi, do you know... Actually, I have another thing to say to you today... I know it's difficult for you now... So...I want to help you..."
Listening to Huang Wanting speaking word by word, Xiaoman didn't know whether he should interrupt her. On the one hand, Xiaoman really wanted to Listening to Huang Wanting's inner words, perhaps only at this time can Huang Wanting be able to fully reveal the secret hidden deep in her heart. But on the other hand, Xiaoman felt that it was not appropriate for her to do so. If she wakes up tomorrow Huang Wanting remembered what happened tonight. Wouldn't the relationship between herself and her become very awkward in the future?
Being so entangled, Huang Wanting didn't pause at all. After pondering for a moment, she continued to mutter: "I know I can't help you much now, so I don't stop. I advise you, I hope you won't put so much pressure on yourself, but I also know that in fact I can't persuade you at all. You must think I'm weird. I know I can't persuade you, so why do I still persuade you? I just don’t want to see you looking so tired. Can those things that you pursue with all your life really bring you happiness and joy? But you..."
While talking , Huang Wanting seemed to have fallen asleep again, but at this moment, Xiao Man still stayed there motionless. She knew that what Huang Wanting said at this time was drunken talk, but she could only say it after she was drunk. With these words, it is a pity that the person beside her at this moment is not Fang Zhiqiang.
Although Xiaoman didn’t want to see such a result, she was also curious. If Fang Zhiqiang was really staying with Huang Wanting at this moment and heard Huang Wanting say these words, what would he be like? What kind of reaction?
For Xiaoman, Fang Zhiqiang’s position in her heart has never changed, but she doesn’t know what kind of position Huang Wanting is in Fang Zhiqiang’s heart. At this moment, Xiaoman couldn't help but feel sympathy. After all, Huang Wanting has been hiding her true feelings in the past few years. Xiaoman has seen these experiences clearly. Speaking of which, it is really not something that ordinary people can bear. It can be tolerated. At this moment, if the person guarding Huang Wanting is really Fang Zhiqiang, at least he can clearly see Huang Wanting's heart. What decision he will make in the future is his own business. .
Thinking of this, Xiaoman couldn't help but put her palm on the mobile phone on the table next to her. She couldn't help but want to call Fang Zhiqiang. In fact, she knew very well that if she hadn't been like that just now, If so, maybeFang Zhiqiang has already been with Huang Wanting tonight. Although he also has an impossible ideal in his heart, after all, everyone has the right to choose. After listening to Huang Wanting's words, Fang Zhiqiang made his own choice The choice is the fairest to him.
After pondering for a moment, Xiaoman picked up the phone and dialed Fang Zhiqiang’s number. Even though he felt a little unwilling in his heart, Xiaoman knew that there were some things that even if he wanted to get them, It must be obtained in an upright way. As I am now, even if I finally realize my dream, I am afraid that I will not be happy in my heart, right? After all, he had already made a mistake for his own selfish desires. If he continued, where should he put his relationship with Sister Qingqing?
Fang Zhiqiang, who was still walking downstairs, frowned slightly when he received a call from Xiaoman, but he quickly answered the call. Xiaoman on the other side also said in a panic: " Mr. Fang, are you... leaving?"
Fang Zhiqiang was full of doubts. After pondering for a moment, he suddenly asked in a panic: "Not yet, what's the matter?"
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang is worried about Huang Wanting's state. It can be seen that Huang Wanting is really drunk tonight. Maybe she didn't drink much, but it may have something to do with Huang Wanting's own mood, or it may have something to do with others. Some factors are related. When Fang Zhiqiang just left, Huang Wanting was in really bad condition. If something happens tonight, it is obviously not what Fang Zhiqiang wants to see, so Fang Zhiqiang is also extremely concerned about Huang Wanting at this moment. After asking this question, Fang Zhiqiang's body turned around subconsciously.
"No, she just kept talking about you and said a lot of things, but they were all said to you. I just think... those thoughts that Sister Qingqing usually hides deep in her heart. , I finally said it tonight, and if you didn’t hear it with your own ears, it might be a big regret, so if it’s convenient, I hope you can come back and listen to Sister Qingqing’s words with your own ears.” When Xiaoman said these words, she actually had a fierce ideological struggle. She knew exactly what she was doing at the moment. Maybe after making such a decision tonight, she would personally deliver Fang Zhiqiang to Huang Wanting. Here, maybe they will be truly together soon, and by that time, they will no longer have a chance to belong to themselves. Even if it is just a slim chance, there will never be another chance. However, Sister Qingqing is Qingqing after all. Sister, she used to be unwilling to make such a choice and pursue her own happiness. No matter how much she tried to persuade her, she was still stubborn. There was nothing she could do about it now. But now, she finally understood and was finally willing to pursue her own happiness. Because of her own happiness, she expressed her true thoughts in her heart. Naturally, she chose to help her complete it unconditionally.
After hearing what Xiaoman said, Fang Zhiqiang did have a look of surprise on his face. He did not expect that at this time, Xiaoman would suddenly say such words to him. Fang Zhiqiang was obviously not stupid either. Just now When Xiao Man entered the room and asked himself to come out, he actually already understood what Xiao Man meant. This is also the puzzling part. Since it was Xiao Man who kicked him out personally, why did it happen again now? How about she let herself go back?
"Mr. Fang, I don’t mean anything else. I just think Sister Qingqing’s feelings for you are really touching. Whether it’s for Sister Qingqing or for you, I think I should work hard. After all, no one wants to leave any irreparable regrets in their life, right?"
Regrets, speaking of regrets, Fang Zhiqiang now feels deeply that his life may be the best. Only one third of the time has passed, but for Fang Zhiqiang, he has had too many regrets before, and he has indeed wanted to make up for those regrets. What he did not do well in the past, or what he failed to do, will be in the future. In the days to come, he will work harder to complete it, but Fang Zhiqiang has already discovered that his idea is not realistic. This real society will not give him such an opportunity, and he will have to pay for the mistakes he makes. , I can only allow myself to swallow the bad consequences.
It was precisely because of thinking of this that Fang Zhiqiang was suddenly stunned because of Xiaoman’s words just now. Yes, he had never thought about what happened with Huang Wanting. , but her sincerity to herself is unquestionable. Even if she really can't promise her a bright future, at least he can't let her live in his shadow all the time, right?
But then I thought about it, many things before, it was precisely because of my indecision that I caused greater harm to the other party. If I gave Huang Wanting a slight hope at this time, then in the future , perhaps the harm caused to Huang Wanting will be greater.
"Forget it, it's getting late now. You should all take a rest. If you have anything to say, why not wait until tomorrow." After thinking for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang gave this answer A reply.
But Xiaoman did not decide to give up. Fang Zhiqiang’s reply may have been expected by her, so just after Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, she spoke again: "Tomorrow ? Do you think Sister Qingqing can still say these words tomorrow? It is precisely because she drank some wine tonight that she was able to say those words. Otherwise, I would not have called you back in the middle of the night. Mr. Fang, while I haven’t regretted it yet, you should think about it for yourself. It’s a matter between the two of you anyway and has nothing to do with me!”
After saying that, Xiaoman ignored Fang Zhiqiang’s He immediately hung up the phone. Listening to the beep sound coming from the phone, Fang Zhiqiang stayed there and hesitated for a long time.This time, I was in a dilemma because of my relationship, and this time, it was not because of Wang Yaxin, let alone Li Xiaoxiao.