But for Fang Zhiqiang, this is indeed a headache. If Huang Wanting is really determined, and it is impossible for him to give her any guarantee or make any promise now, but Fang Zhiqiang He didn't want to make Huang Wanting sad, so Fang Zhiqiang's question at this moment seemed to be asking Huang Wanting, but in fact, it was also asking himself, what should he do? In other words, for me, what kind of identity does Huang Wanting have to me?
"Before this, you should still remember what happened to Xiaoman, right?" What Fang Zhiqiang didn't expect was that Huang Wanting didn't answer her question immediately at this moment. Fang Zhiqiang originally thought that at this moment Huang Wanting was already a little drunk and would answer the question she just asked without hesitation. However, after hearing Huang Wanting's words, Fang Zhiqiang realized that maybe Huang Wanting was not drunk at all, at least what she said at this moment sounded like , still very awake.
As for Huang Wanting's question at this time, Fang Zhiqiang was once again stunned. When it came to Xiaoman, although not long had passed, Fang Zhiqiang had already felt it. It's been a long time ago, because I made it very clear at that time that there was no possibility between me and her. No matter what Xiaoman thought in his heart, at least in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, he knew very clearly that there was no possibility for him to be with her. There was any involvement, so since that time, Fang Zhiqiang didn't take it to heart anymore. Now that Huang Wanting suddenly mentioned it, Fang Zhiqiang slowly thought about it, but even now, in Fang Zhiqiang's heart The words he said to Huang Wanting had not changed at all, and then Fang Zhiqiang said: "Of course I remember, but I made it clear to Xiaoman at the time that there can be no relationship between me and her. Involved, this point has not changed yet."
"That's not what I'm talking about." Huang Wanting waved her hand, and then continued: "You also know Xiaoman's identity, before I didn't feel anything was wrong after being with me for such a long time, but none of us expected that she would suddenly say such a sentence to you. In fact, you and I both knew very well at the time that between you and her, It is impossible for any story to happen. Xiaoman knows it in her heart. Maybe you don’t understand. In fact, I talked to Xiaoman a lot about that incident at that time. She also knows in her heart that if she really wants to have something happen with you, The story is actually a very difficult thing, but how did she do it? She clearly knew that this was a difficult thing, but she still never thought about giving up. At this point, I really feel that Xiaoman What you did is very good, at least, it is worth learning from, so, Xiaoman can do this, why can't I?" As Huang Wanting spoke, a curve appeared at the corner of her mouth, and she looked like a smile. It seems to be confidence in herself, and also seems to be control of the future, but no matter what, at least Huang Wanting at this momentShe knew very well in her heart that she was pursuing something she thought was important. She had never had the courage to say it before. On the one hand, it was because the relationship between herself and Fang Zhiqiang was very clear. On the other hand, it was also because Fang Zhiqiang at that time Qiang already has a family of his own, but now, all resistance has disappeared. If she is still as timid as before, Huang Wanting doesn't know what chance she will have to be happy in this life.
After listening to Huang Wanting’s words carefully, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but take a deep breath. At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang once again realized that Huang Wanting was a very thoughtful person, at least, for so long before , she has never mentioned these things to herself. Until now, if she had not said these words, she would still not have noticed it at all. Although they were all about Xiaoman, and they were all from the past. Speaking of which, , it seems to have little to do with him, but what Fang Zhiqiang cares about is not this at all, but for Huang Wanting, how much impact this incident has had on her.
There is no doubt that Huang Wanting was able to make such a decision today. That incident must have had a great impact on her at that time. However, Huang Wanting has never mentioned such an important matter to herself. , it was precisely because of this that Fang Zhiqiang felt incredible. He felt that Huang Wanting was a very thoughtful person. Looking at the smile on the corner of Huang Wanting's mouth, Fang Zhiqiang pondered for a long time, and then said: "Wanting, Now that today's words have come to this point, I have nothing to say. In fact, I know that the relationship between you and me should not just stop here. Just like everything you just said, if you don't Tell me, in fact, I won’t even notice it myself. I have also thought about taking the relationship with you further, but don’t get me wrong. What I am talking about is definitely not the kind of relationship between lovers. We can be very good friends. The kind of friends who talk about everything, just like when we drank and had sex together, but you should have realized that the relationship between you and me is no longer the same. I feel it, especially over the years, you and I have our own lives, and the contact between us has become less and less. It is precisely because of these that the distance between us has become farther and farther. In fact, to be honest , I understand the kind of feelings you had for me before, but I naively thought that you had always thought that way, but I didn’t expect that now you have changed those thoughts. Speaking of which, maybe I am too much. Slow, I didn’t discover all this until now, but this incident can also prove that your thoughts are far more serious than I thought. To put it simply, between you and me, perhaps we have not reached the level where we are already. To the point where we know each other very well, whether it is for you or for me, this is actually not a good thing, but it is definitely not a bad thing. At least, this will keep a safe distance between us. , cannot affect each other, nor can they hurt each other,Right? "
Huang Wanting watched Fang Zhiqiang say so much word by word. After listening, she pondered for a long time. It does take a certain amount of time to digest what Fang Zhiqiang said at this moment. After a long time, Huang Wanting finally understood what Fang Zhiqiang meant, and sighed again. Huang Wanting continued: "Qiangzi, if there are two ways to go before you now, one is to go home and be honest. You can get a monthly salary of 6,000 to 10,000 in a job. The other way is to continue on your entrepreneurial path with no future. What do you think you will choose? ”
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. Huang Wanting suddenly brought up this topic, which made Fang Zhiqiang unable to react for a while, but Fang Zhiqiang knew very well that for him now, there is no consideration Necessary, he definitely chose the second path, so Fang Zhiqiang replied without hesitation: "Of course I will continue to start my own business. There is no way I will give up on this. ”
“Why won’t you give up? Have you ever thought carefully about why you persist so hard? Huang Wanting frowned slightly and asked with a solemn face.
Fang Zhiqiang thought for a moment again and replied: "To put it nicely, my current situation has no way out, no matter it is For myself and for everyone in the company, I must continue to persevere, but now there are only two of us. I can also tell you that the dream in my heart has not been extinguished, and I still don’t want to spend my time doing nothing. I live my life not to make others think highly of me, nor to improve my quality of life. I just want to see how high I can reach in this life. This is a kind of appreciation for myself. challenge. "
"But you also know that even if you really persist to the end, you may not be able to get the result you want, right? " Huang Wanting continued to ask.
Fang Zhiqiang nodded without hesitation, then looked at Huang Wanting and said: "That's natural. If you want to gain more, you naturally need to take greater risks. "
Huang Wanting did not continue talking, but looked at Fang Zhiqiang and smiled meaningfully. At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang finally reacted. It seemed that Huang Wanting's topic was different from what he had said before. It's not related at all, but at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang finally suddenly saw through what Huang Wanting wanted to express.
"Maybe, after saying these words to you, it still won't be the result I want. , maybe it is indeed good for you and me if we continue to maintain the state you just mentioned, but I have the same idea as you, I am not willing to accept it. I also want to see how wonderful my life can be. "
Huang Wanting pondered for a moment and then spoke softly.