Huang Wanting continued: "In the past few years that we have known each other, I have seen a lot of things. Whether it is Li Xiaoxiao or Wang Yaxin, you know very well in your heart that their feelings for you are true, but What happened later? The people who should leave left anyway. In fact, they may not know what they were thinking. When they decided to leave, maybe their brains were completely blank!"

" Why did you suddenly talk about this?" Fang Zhiqiang was a little confused. Although he saw that something was wrong with Huang Wanting today, he did not expect that Huang Wanting would actually say such words. After pondering for a while, Fang Zhiqiang said this.

"It's nothing, just a casual chat!" Huang Wanting waved her hands pretending to be calm. In fact, she wanted to continue through this topic, so that she could better express what she wanted to say. The words were spoken, but judging from Fang Zhiqiang's mood at this time, it seemed inappropriate to continue speaking.

"Wanting, regarding my own relationship history, I actually feel a little inferior. I know that even though the two of us had very good reasons for leaving, I still feel that it was mine. If the problem is just one person leaving, it may not mean much, but if two people choose to leave, then maybe it is not their problem, but my problem.”

Fang Zhiqiang’s These words made Huang Wanting extremely shocked. Although they had known each other for such a long time and they knew each other very well, Fang Zhiqiang rarely talked about emotional problems with Huang Wanting, so Huang Wanting didn't know Fang Zhiqiang's at all. She actually had such a thought in her heart, so at this moment, Huang Wanting stared at Fang Zhiqiang in astonishment and asked, "Why do you have such a strange idea?"

Huang Wanting indeed felt very strange. , anyway, in Huang Wanting's eyes, even if Fang Zhiqiang is not the victim in those two relationships, at least he is not the one who failed to fulfill his responsibilities and obligations as a husband. Why? In the end, he actually still had such strange thoughts in his heart? Even to the point of feeling inferior?

　"Actually, if you think about it carefully, it is true. Many times, we are used to looking for problems in others, but we often ignore our own problems. I think, maybe I am serious If you look at the problems with yourself, you can understand where the problem lies. Maybe everything that happened before is irreversible, but at least it can make my future life easier, and even avoid it. A similar problem will happen again."

Regarding Fang Zhiqiang's words, Huang Wanting pondered for a while, then nodded, and then said again: "Of course, being able to find the cause from oneself is obviously not a problem. It's a wrong thing, but I don't think you need toSome responsibilities are placed on you, which may even make you feel inferior..."

At this point in Huang Wanting's words, the beer was moved over, and Fang Zhiqiang picked up a bottle of beer and two After opening the quilt, they fell on each other, then looked at Huang Wanting again, and said: "Actually, these things are very strange. None of us can control our own emotions, nor can we control our inner thoughts. When that feeling occurs No matter how much we try to eliminate it, nothing works. "

"Come on! Clink a drink! "After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, the wine was just full, and he handed a glass to Huang Wanting. Fang Zhiqiang took the initiative to pick up a glass and said so.

When Huang Wanting saw this, she picked it up without hesitation. Quilt, beer, this thing has not been drunk for a long time. When the first sip entered her mouth, Huang Wanting felt a sour feeling. In fact, the taste was not very good, but she didn’t know why. He actually has such a special feeling for wine. Is it just because he drank with Fang Zhiqiang before?

After a drink, the two people looked at each other again. Fang Zhiqiang looked at Huang Wanting The expression on his face was as if he had drunk some soup, and then he smiled and said, "Looking at you, it looks like you're in pain after drinking this wine! We are all our own people. If you don't want to drink, just drink less and just talk. There is no need to get yourself drunk. "

Huang Wanting couldn't help but smile when she heard this, but after a moment she said with a serious face: "Actually, I have been wanting to get drunk recently, but I just keep getting drunk. I couldn't find a suitable time or a suitable candidate. You just happened to come here today, so just think that you were unlucky and happened to be bumped into by me. Naturally, you can't escape today's drink. "

Fang Zhiqiang smiled helplessly, then poured another glass, and continued: "Actually, Wanting, I also have something to say to you..."

　“I’ll go first, ladies first! "When Huang Wanting heard Fang Zhiqiang's words, she seemed even more panicked for some reason, and interrupted like this.

Fang Zhiqiang also looked at a loss. Huang Wanting had already given priority to her just now. , why should it be given priority at this time? However, Fang Zhiqiang still looked at Huang Wanting curiously and asked: "What? Is there anything else you want to tell me? "

"Of course! " Huang Wanting did not deny it. After saying this, she looked at Fang Zhiqiang with a solemn face again. After pondering for a while, she said: "I have to tell you first. I do have a lot to say to you today. , so you just sit down and be my audience. You don’t need to speak so much, you just need to listen to me quietly. ”

The more Fang Zhiqiang listened, the more interesting he became. Originally, he felt that everything about Huang Wanting looked wrong today. However, after hearing Huang Wanting's words, he couldn't help but be stunned. If this is the case, it is not a big deal. A good thing, at least, it shows that Huang Wanting's mood has stabilized at the moment. Otherwise, if she didn't say a word like before, that would be the most troublesome thing.

"Okay! Just say it, I will listen honestly!" Fang Zhiqiang nodded slightly and said with a well-behaved look on his face.

"Come on, let's have a drink before we talk!" Huang Wanting raised her glass again and took the initiative to say this to Fang Zhiqiang. Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a moment, and then said again: "There is no need to drink like this Come on, wouldn't it be nice if we talked slowly and drank?"

"Stop the ink! Can you act like a man?!" Huang Wanting said this, and then ignored Fang Zhiqiang and spoke directly He picked up the cup and drank it all in one gulp, while Fang Zhiqiang looked at Huang Wanting's appearance at this moment, swallowed blankly, and then drank the cup of wine.

At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have reacted. Just like what Huang Wanting just said, she came today just to get drunk. It was so painful to see her drink the first cup. The expression on his face, but he still drank so violently, which was obviously an attempt to get drunk.

But in fact, there is a lot that Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know. Huang Wanting drank so hard because she really wanted to get herself into a drunken state earlier, because she had prepared so many words. It is difficult to say it without being drunk. Huang Wanting has tried hard several times today. She also thinks that she has mustered up the courage several times, but in the end she still cannot say it. So if she doesn't With the help of alcohol, those words may never have a chance to be spoken today.

After drinking several glasses of wine, the food was served. After the two of them took a few simple bites, Huang Wanting's face looked a little confused. She looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said: "Qiangzi, do you know that for such a long time, you have been more than just a friend in my heart."

"What...what do you mean?" Fang Zhiqiang listened. The moment she said these words, she was completely stunned. Although Huang Wanting was a little confused after drinking a few glasses of wine, Fang Zhiqiang was still in a good mood at this moment. Looking at Huang Wanting's slightly tipsy expression and what she just said When he came out, Fang Zhiqiang was immediately confused.

"You big idiot, have you always thought that I just treat you as a buddy?" Huang Wanting smiled helplessly, then looked at the cup in her hand again, and poured a cup After drinking, Huang Wanting picked up the glass again. This time she didn't ask Fang Zhiqiang to clink the glass. She drank it directly, and then her eyes fell on Fang Zhiqiang again.Zhiqiang raised his eyebrows and said, "Really?"

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a long time, but looking at Huang Wanting's serious expression, it was obviously not a joke. Yes, after pondering for a while, he finally said: "Isn't it...isn't it?"

"Haha!" Huang Wanting immediately smiled when she heard Fang Zhiqiang's somewhat hesitant answer.

At this time, Fang Zhiqiang was completely confused. He didn’t know what Huang Wanting would say next. Looking at Huang Wanting’s current state, Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have some reaction. Maybe today In fact, Huang Wanting had already anticipated such a scene, but she was the only one who didn't realize it until now.