In Li Xiaoxiao's home, Xiao's mother is always by Li Yonggui's side. Even though Li Yonggui doesn't need her at all now, she still never leaves, because older people know very well that silent companionship is actually the most important thing. The greatest comfort to a person.

Xiao’s mother has also been sick, so she naturally understands the state of people after getting sick. If there is no one around to accompany her at this time, she will feel empty and helpless in her heart.

As for Li Yonggui, he is a man. Even though he is old, but maybe because of his face, he will never make such a request to Xiaoma, no matter what his heart is. He longed for companionship, but he would never say it, but even if Li Yonggui didn't say it, Xiao's mother could still feel it. After all, they had been together for decades, and there was still such a tacit understanding.

This also made Li Yonggui feel extremely comfortable. It was like this. Sitting face to face, even if the two of them didn't say a word, they felt an inexplicable sense of security in their hearts, even against the disease. It was as if the fear he felt had completely disappeared. If it could continue like this, Li Yonggui hoped that time would stop at this moment and look at the woman in front of him who has been with him all his life. She may not be as beautiful as a fairy, or she may not be beautiful and smart, but she is She was the woman who firmly chose herself. She dedicated her life to herself. Now, when she is bedridden, she still never leaves her, even though there is not a single word, and sometimes the two of them still talk about each other because of some things. They bickered over trivial matters, but for Li Yonggui, he understood everything in his heart.

For them, love has always existed, but they have never talked about it. Perhaps when Li Yonggui was feeling uncomfortable, Xiao’s mother did not say any words of comfort, but endured it. I couldn't help but preach to Li Yonggui, but this kind of living situation lasted for decades, and decades later, this feeling still hasn't changed.

It’s just that Xiao’s mother never seemed to have thought about who would leave this world first, between her and Li Yonggui. However, this time, she had to think about this issue. At this age, Even if there are no physical problems, Xiao's mother can realize that death is approaching them day by day, and one day, everything that belongs to them will be taken away. Everything they have in this world, whether it is memories or feelings, will be taken away from them. With the last closing of her eyes, she disappeared completely. For Xiao's mother, she was not afraid of death, but afraid of losing. She was afraid of losing the habits she had developed over the past few decades, and she was afraid of losing those beautiful people and things in her eyes. , still attached to this world that although stupid and dirty, is full of joy, anger, sorrow and joy.

Li Yonggui’s current physical condition is getting worse day by day. Xiao’s mother is actually mentally prepared in her heart, but for her now, she still can’t say those words to Li Yonggui. She always I feel like it’s not time yet, I always feel likeIf he had to say it now, it would make Li Yonggui even more worried and unhappy.

However, no matter whether Xiao’s mother chooses to speak or not, that day will always be there and will not disappear because of Xiao’s mother’s hesitation. Li Yonggui knows this better. At this moment, he takes advantage of Li Xiaoxiao’s absence at home. During this period of time, I took Xiao's mother's hand, put it in my own, squirmed my dry lips, and said: "I can be regarded as having a good death in my life. At least I have you and my daughter when I leave. Isn't it too desolate to have such a lovely grandson by your side?"

"What nonsense are you talking about..." Xiao's mother originally forced a smile on her face just to make Li Yonggui feel better now. It was a little better, but after hearing Li Yonggui's words, Xiaoma couldn't bear it anymore, and the tears on her face were pouring out of control.

Li Yonggui raised his hand with some difficulty, wiped Xiao's mother's tears, and then continued: "What's there to cry about? Everyone has to go through that day. So many ancestors have passed away. This Isn't the world how it should be? Those who are alive continue to live well, so you should also be well, understand?"

Holding Li Yonggui's hand, he continued: "I think our daughter already knows..." She was distracted by my affairs, but now it seems she can't hide it anymore." Li Yonggui couldn't help but sigh. Although his physical condition is far worse than before, his mind is not confused at all. Li Xiaoxiao Since coming back, Li Yonggui has clearly seen all the performances in front of him. Under such circumstances, if Li Xiaoxiao found nothing, Li Yonggui himself would not believe it.

When Xiao's mother heard this, she said again: "Then when are you going to tell her? The family can't keep deceiving each other like this, right?"

Li Yonggui heard this After saying this, he waved his hands slightly, and then continued: "There is no need to tell her, I think this is good. Although I understand what is going on in my heart, on the surface, everyone is happy and harmonious. This can be regarded as my last wish before leaving."

"You stubborn old man! You have so many wishes, do you still hope that your daughter can help you realize them all?" Xiao Mom couldn't help but patted the back of Li Yonggui's hand. Looking at the stubborn expression on Li Yonggui's face, she said helplessly.

Li Yonggui smiled slightly, and then said: "That's not necessary, there is just one thing, I really hope she can solve it as soon as possible."

"What's the matter? ?" Xiaoma also looked curious. The thing that could make Li Yonggui so concerned was obviously notNo matter what the trivial matter, she immediately pricked up her ears and listened carefully to Li Yonggui's next words.

Li Yonggui said without hesitation: "I hope she can find a good home. I think you can't count on this..."

"What did you say...what do you expect from me? You said it as if I was still a young girl, but you were relieved and put all the responsibility on me, right?"

Xiao’s mother immediately looked displeased and looked at Li Yonggui and said without hesitation.

"But speaking of this, I do have a way, but I just don't know if Xiaoxiao agrees." Li Yonggui took the back of Xiao's mother's hand again and said seriously.

In fact, both Li Yonggui and Xiao’s mother knew very well that Li Yonggui’s body could not support it for much longer. At this time, what Li Yonggui was most worried about was obviously Li Xiaoxiao’s affairs, and Li Xiaoxiao’s current situation It is obviously difficult to reassure Li Yonggui about his current situation, so for Xiao's mother, this is indeed a serious problem.

After hearing Li Yonggui’s words, Xiao’s mother immediately leaned her ear closer again with a serious look. Li Yonggui also said in a very cooperative manner: “What do you think, Xiaoxiao and Zhiqiang? Is it still possible for an individual?"

After Li Yonggui said this, he slowly backed away, and then stared at the expression on Xiao's mother's face with a puzzled look. In fact, Li Yonggui had been thinking about this question for a long time. , My body has reached this state. Obviously, if I want to wait for Li Xiaoxiao to get to know a new person again, or even give myself enough time to understand the other person's character, it is obviously not a good thing. It is possible, and it goes without saying that Li Yonggui's impression of Fang Zhiqiang is. If it is really possible for these two people, then maybe it is the best thing for Li Yonggui.

And Xiao’s mother also pondered for a long time at this time. Speaking of this, it’s not just Li Yonggui who wants such a result in his heart, why doesn’t Xiao’s mother want it too?

It’s just that Xiao’s mother knows very well that everything must be based on Li Xiaoxiao’s own wishes. No matter how much the couple worries, if Li Xiaoxiao doesn’t have that idea, it will be in vain. After all, when she decided to divorce before, why didn't she persuade her? But obviously, Li Xiaoxiao is now an adult. She has her own thoughts and decisions, and her own persuasion may indeed be superfluous to her.

Seeing Xiao’s mother pondering for a long time without speaking, Li Yonggui seemed to be a little impatient to wait, and immediately spoke again: "What do you think? Why don’t you say something?"

Xiao’s mother looked at Li Yonggui again, without hesitationHe opened his mouth and said: "It doesn't matter what I think. What matters is what Xiaoxiao thinks. If she is willing, she may know what to do without us saying anything. If she is not willing, even if We have said that she may not do it, what do you think? Moreover, if your daughter really has no thoughts in that regard, can you really rest assured if you have to force her?"
< br />Xiao’s mother’s words also made Li Yonggui think seriously for a long time. Naturally, he was unwilling to force his daughter to do things she didn’t like to do, but now he obviously didn’t have so much time. If he was still young, if he Her body is still strong, so naturally there is no need to be so anxious about everything, but obviously, everything is very different now from before. I don’t have that much time to wait, and I don’t have that much time to help her choose one by one. .

So, after thinking for a moment, Li Yonggui continued to speak to Xiao's mother: "You don't understand, girls' minds are often more delicate. Maybe, it's just that she can't get rid of that face. It’s just not exported. Wouldn’t it be a pity if we missed it because of this?”