It is a difficult thing for two women to fall in love with a man at the same time. No matter when it comes to issues between men and women, women will always be on the passive side. For Wang Yaxin and Li Xiaoxiao Generally speaking, they always have to look at Fang Zhiqiang's personal attitude and always wait for Fang Zhiqiang to make the final choice.

It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin also made it very clear to Li Xiaoxiao at this moment. No matter what, in the end, it still depends on Fang Zhiqiang’s own attitude and opinions, and Li Xiaoxiao is After hearing Wang Yaxin's words, he finally understood. Indeed, as Wang Yaxin said, Li Xiaoxiao originally thought that Fang Zhiqiang had married Wang Yaxin, but now after suddenly hearing Wang Yaxin say these words, Li Xiaoxiao really felt that way in her heart. There was an indescribable feeling, she didn't know whether it was joy or surprise.

"For Sister Yaxin, is Qiangzi's attitude still so important?" Li Xiaoxiao lowered his head, and after pondering for a long time, he suddenly said such a sentence, which once again Wang Yaxin was stunned and looked up at Li Xiaoxiao's serious expression. After pondering for a while, she slowly said, "Isn't it like this for you?"

When Li Xiaoxiao heard Wang Yaxin’s words, he didn’t hesitate at all. He shook his head slightly, and then said with a serious face: “Maybe I would have been particularly entangled in the past, but now I think it doesn’t matter anymore, no matter what the outcome is. , everyone should do what they should do, and there will be no regrets in the future. As for more, leave it to God."

What Li Xiaoxiao said was obviously beautiful. , even Wang Yaxin couldn't help but feel a little surprised. Of course, this once again confirmed that Li Xiaoxiao has indeed changed a lot now. However, Wang Yaxin can still capture Li Xiaoxiao's true inner thoughts, even though he speaks so beautifully on the surface. , but in Li Xiaoxiao's heart, it is obviously impossible not to care at all. At least, after hearing what she said today, Li Xiaoxiao will definitely feel relieved. As a woman, Wang Yaxin can understand this very well. Feel it.

However, Li Xiaoxiao seems to be better at disguising herself now than before. She does not show all her emotions on the surface. Maybe others would not be able to see it at this moment. It was unclear what she was thinking in her heart, but Wang Yaxin was Wang Yaxin after all, and he had known her for such a long time, so how could he not understand the thoughts in her heart?

At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao was completely unaware that in fact, she was already as transparent as a transparent person in Wang Yaxin’s eyes. The two women understood in each other’s hearts that Fang Zhiqiang’s attitude towards Each one of them is very important. Otherwise, Wang Yaxin would not have come all the way here. And although Li Xiaoxiao keeps saying that she is indifferent to everything, in fact, the same goes for Wang Yaxin.Being able to see through, in her heart, her own emotions will also be affected by this incident.

"Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought about how you would feel if one day, Qiangzi married another woman, and that woman was not me?"

After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin took the initiative to speak again, but what he said made Li Xiaoxiao frown. This sudden sentence had no foreshadowing. Li Xiaoxiao was stunned for a long time, staring at Wang Yaxin with doubtful eyes. After pondering for a long time, he finally said: "Maybe one day will come, but I think if that happens, there is nothing wrong with it. After all, Hadron really needs a stable family now. , and I believe that he will know very well what he wants, and I also believe that the decision he makes will not make him regret it."

Wang Yaxin has been staring at Li Xiaoxiao intently. eyes, until now after Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, Wang Yaxin still did not move his gaze, as if he wanted to see through Li Xiaoxiao's entire body, but Wang Yaxin knew very well that in fact, Li Xiaoxiao's true inner thoughts did not need to be seen at all. He guessed that the reason why he was staring at her intently at this moment was probably just to remind her what she was saying right now.

　"Haha, I find more and more that you have changed a lot since you went out this time. I don't know what you have experienced outside, but to be honest, I still like the reality before No matter what you think in your heart, you will express it. At that time, you were very simple and very cute." Wang Yaxin continued to speak, but she did not realize that after hearing this sentence, Li Xiaoxiao's lips turned A subtle, even self-deprecating smile appeared.

After listening to Wang Yaxin’s words, Li Xiaoxiao said without hesitation: “Maybe everyone has different ideas. I can’t be a person that everyone likes, I can only be me. I can't take into account everyone's feelings about what I think is right, just like others can't take into account my feelings. Similarly, maybe you think the simple me before was good, but for me, I feel I am better now. I don’t know why. Maybe I just felt that I was too stupid at that time."

Wang Yaxin lowered her head and covered her lips with a smile, and then continued: "This world There are too many people on the Internet who are originally very good, but they feel that they are not good enough, so they follow others to learn how to make themselves 'better and better'. But in fact, it is the original self that is the best. No one knows who is best after the change. Maybe only that person knows in his heart what is best."

Wang Yaxin's words were obviously from the bottom of his heart. Perhaps in Li Xiaoxiao's view, Wang Yaxin was just saying this casually at the moment.It was just a few words, but for Wang Yaxin, she was very serious and dignified. Looking back on her girlhood was a very unforgettable time for Wang Yaxin. It was also during that time that Wang Yaxin felt unprecedented Happy, but later, as time went by, that feeling of happiness gradually became less and less. Wang Yaxin spent countless nights thinking about this question, why did the carefree girl from the past disappear? And why did I become the person I am now that I find annoying even when I look at it?

However, for so long, Wang Yaxin has never been able to find the answer. In her heart, she only has infinite regret, even regret. She regrets that the girl she once was has disappeared, and she also regrets that she has learned to become a better person. A 'mature' person, but the price of maturity is that he loses his original most beautiful appearance.

At the beginning, almost everyone didn’t know it. They didn’t think there was anything wrong with discarding their original self. After all, people look forward and realize After they can make progress, it seems to be a good thing for everyone, so they will no longer linger on the past, and even wish to throw away the past immediately.

But one day, just like Wang Yaxin now, she began to feel that the past self was the best. As for the current self, in fact, it was not what she wanted to be at all. The way she looks is what she has to be in this social environment. In other words, she says things that go against her will and does things that go against her will every day. Maybe in the eyes of others, she is still the mature and rational woman, but in fact , Wang Yaxin knew in her heart that she had already deviated from her original intention, and now she was just like a zombie.

If it weren’t for her two children, Wang Yaxin wouldn’t even know the meaning of her continued life.

Li Xiaoxiao could naturally hear the meaning of Wang Yaxin's words, but now her and Wang Yaxin's opinions were obviously completely different, so after a while, Li Xiaoxiao continued: "Sister Yaxin With this kind of understanding, I can see that you know more than many people. Perhaps, my current state is just like your state a few years ago, but I hope Sister Yaxin can understand it. After all, these things, It is something that everyone must experience in their life. Maybe this is what I think at the moment, and I think this matter should be handled this way. Therefore, even if it is actually wrong, I will still do it until some time in the future. One day, when I understood all this and looked back, I realized that there was another way to deal with it, but that was all for the future. What I think now is very simple, live the present moment well. We’ll talk about the future things later, it’s as simple as that.”

Wang Yaxin smiled helplessly again, and what Li Xiaoxiao said about ‘living the present well’ is actually true.In fact, it is the most difficult thing to do. How can we ‘live the present well’?

There are so many things going on at the moment, and if everything strives to be perfect, then "living the present well" is indeed not something that can be easily accomplished.

"What? Sister Yaxin, what do you want to say?" Seeing Wang Yaxin's hesitant look, Li Xiaoxiao frowned slightly, and then continued to ask.

At this moment, Wang Yaxin still had a helpless smile on her face. She could feel that the current Li Xiaoxiao was indeed very similar to herself in a certain period of time before. At that time, she always liked to I disguise my inner thoughts and pretend not to care about anything. I even think that I am cool like this, but in fact, in the eyes of others, I look like a pitiful dog. Likewise, all you can do every day is lick your wounds when no one is around, and not show your vulnerability and unwillingness to anyone, as if you are invulnerable and immune to all poisons.

"Of course, what you said is not wrong. This is a stage that everyone must go through, so I have no reason or qualification to persuade you, but I just want to tell you that when you When you realize that what you did today is funny, you might as well recall what you were thinking when you made this decision. Maybe at that time, you will be able to understand many things." Wang Yaxin finally said After giving Li Xiaoxiao such a reply, she didn't know what the most appropriate thing to say at this moment was. Although she had also experienced such a stage, at that time, she never thought that someone would suddenly say something to her. What can I say to make myself realize that this is actually a cage of self-deception?

But now, Wang Yaxin wants to be that person, and the person she wants to remind is naturally Li Xiaoxiao in front of her.

However, what Wang Yaxin didn’t expect was that after hearing these words, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly had a cold smile on her face. After a moment, she looked at herself with a very solemn expression and spoke. Said: "Maybe what you said is right or wrong, but that doesn't matter. What matters is, for me, how I feel in my heart, how to perceive the world, how to perceive me Everyone and everything around her."

When Wang Yaxin saw the cold smile on Li Xiaoxiao's face, she already understood Li Xiaoxiao's inner thoughts, because she had I have had such experiences, and I have had such thoughts, but I can only let myself adapt and digest them slowly. Maybe it will get better one day in the future, but I can only wait for it to change slowly on its own. Well, it seems difficult to take a shortcut.

So, after pondering for a moment, Wang Yaxin continued to speak: "XiaoXiao, no matter what the outcome is, I hope you can always be happy. Just like you said yourself, pursue those things that you think are important in your heart and stick to it. "

Li Xiaoxiao nodded seriously when he heard this. For Li Xiaoxiao now, it seems that many things are no longer so important. It seems that in his life, there were originally many Things that are of great significance to me are no longer so important. Even when I realized that my father might be suffering from an incurable disease, I no longer felt as panicked and at a loss as before. Even as if nothing had happened, I could still squat in front of my father and listen to him telling stories about him and his mother when they were young, and there was always a smile on my face.
< br />Li Xiaoxiao also seems to have discovered something. She seems to be more ruthless now than before, and her heart seems to have become much harder. There were too many things that were enough to make her uneasy, but now, they are not at all. If it doesn't affect him, it's like it has nothing to do with him.

Of course Li Xiaoxiao knows that this is a double-edged sword. It has its advantages and disadvantages. The advantage is that maybe she can I feel less sad, but the disadvantages are also obvious. From now on, I may never feel the tenderness that I can feel in the past.

For an emotional woman like Li Xiaoxiao, This is obviously crucial, but unfortunately, as Wang Yaxin said, she is now in such a state of self-awareness that no one can help her until she decides to come out.