Wang Yaxin has been living a good life recently. When she is with her children, she can now really focus on her two children. Although she only cooks for them every day, takes care of their daily life, and takes them to and from school, these things can be seen. It seemed like something boring at first, but for Wang Yaxin now, it became extremely meaningful.

Since funds have not been particularly abundant recently, after Wang Yaxin came back, she asked Sister Zhang to leave again. Regarding this, Sister Zhang obviously knew in her heart that she was not with Wang Yaxin for a day or two. Basically, she knew about Wang Yaxin's situation. In the past, Wang Yaxin was a woman who spent money like water. At that time, she never cared about how much money she had in her pocket.

However, she is completely different now. She has learned to make counter-offers when buying groceries like ordinary people. She has also learned to plan her recent expenses every day and save as much as possible. Save, don’t spend money that you can’t afford to spend.

And this also made Sister Zhang see her own shadow. In fact, she has always been such a woman.

After Sister Zhang left smoothly, Wang Yaxin completely became a full-time mother. She not only had to take care of the two-year-old Xinsheng, but also the twelve-year-old Wang Jingyu. Although Wang Jingyu has already passed He is becoming more and more sensible, and sometimes he can even help him with some housework, but after all, he is still a child. Even if he has a more mature mind, he still does not have the body and strength of an adult. After all, he is still a child who needs to be taken care of.

Moreover, Wang Yaxin has always been particularly distressed about Wang Jingyu’s maturity. She knows that Wang Jingyu should not be like this at his age. Looking back on what she knew when she was as old as Wang Jingyu, ? Even after I turned eighteen, I still didn't have the mature thinking of Wang Jingyu.

But the reason for all this is something that Wang Yaxin cannot change. She knows that it is because of herself that Wang Jingyu is like this, so she wants to try her best to make up for it. Let your love care for him and warm him.

But Wang Yaxin soon discovered that Wang Jingyu was no longer the Wang Jingyu he used to be.

In the past, although he was very silent and even precocious, when he was unhappy, he still would not hide his emotions, he would still complain in front of himself, and even act willfully. At that time, I even felt that this problem was a headache, and I tried every means to cure Wang Jingyu's problems.

However, now, Wang Jingyu has finally stopped being uncertain and willful, and has finally become what she once longed for him to be. However, Wang Yaxin feels empty in her heart. of.

It turns out that willfulness and nonsense,It's because of dependence, uncertainty, and trust. When all these cease to exist, it also means that he is no longer as dependent on himself as he once was.

People are often so mean, always wanting to go back to the state they were in before, but time will never stop passing and everything in the world will never stop changing.

In fact, it’s not that Wang Jingyu doesn’t love his mother anymore, let alone bothering her, it’s just that he has become more independent. Especially during the time when Wang Yaxin left, he not only completely He learned to deal with his own personal problems and even helped Wang Xinsheng in everything. This made him quickly realize that he was already a person who could take care of others. He could no longer let others take care of him everywhere, let alone always for no reason. They are willful and reckless, because that is not lovable.

But what Wang Yaxin hopes more is that Wang Jingyu can return to the way he used to be, and even be more dependent on himself than before, so that he can be more unhindered and give himself to him without any scruples. everything of.

But this ultimately became her own wishful thinking. Wang Jingyu would not think so.

That’s how loving someone is, you want to give everything for them, but you also have to take into account their feelings. Sometimes, they may not want you to do that, or even don’t like yourself. The way you love someone without any scruples, so love becomes cautious. This is one of the biggest differences from liking someone.

Wang Yaxin has tried many times with Wang Jingyu, but they all ended in failure. Of course, Wang Yaxin will not directly talk to Wang Jingyu about this issue now. After all, Wang Jingyu is no longer the same person as he once was. As a child, he has also learned to hide his thoughts. If he tells him all this, it may put more burden and pressure on him in his heart, which will make the relationship between the two people become more and more subtle.

The sense of loss felt by Wang Jingyu made Wang Yaxin unable to help but pour more of her love into Wang Xinsheng.

Since Wang Jingyu has grown into a big child and no longer needs his care, then he will leave more care to Wang Xinsheng, who is still young, so that she can always Continue to rely on herself. When she grows up to be the same age as Wang Jingyu in the future, Wang Yaxin hopes that she will be a little girl who does not hide her thoughts and even acts willfully, because that is the carefree life a child should have. .

But in this way, there is another problem. Although on the surface, Wang Jingyu is not unhappy at all because of his actions, but as his biological mother, Wang Yaxin could obviously see that Wang Jingyu still felt a little disappointed and unhappy in his heart.

But Wang Jingyu neverI have told myself this, and this has become the biggest problem in Wang Yaxin's mind at the moment.

Because this puts her in a dilemma. If she is always good to Wang Xinsheng and realizes everything that she cannot achieve with Wang Jingyu in Wang Xinsheng, then it will be even more difficult. Marginalizing Wang Jingyu, even if he is sensible now, even if he pretends to be nonchalant, his inner feelings will not deceive him. He will still feel uncomfortable and unhappy, but he has learned to bear it alone. That’s all.

Originally, Wang Yaxin, who didn’t know how to talk to Wang Jingyu about this issue, finally decided to have a good talk with him today. After all, it had been a long time since she had talked to Wang Jingyu. Heartbroken.

When Wang Yaxin was not at home before, Wang Jingyu would come back once a week and usually stay overnight at school. But now that Wang Yaxin is back, she will pick him up on time after school every day, although he has been there several times. In fact, there is no need to answer the request, but Wang Yaxin still insists on going every time.

At this moment, it was exactly 5:30 in the afternoon, and it was almost time for school to end. Wang Yaxin put the prepared meals in the incubator, then simply packed them up and went out.

The previous car had not been driven for a long time. Wang Yaxin had just taken good care of the car two days ago. At this moment, she was happily driving the car towards Wang Xinsheng’s early childhood education institution. .

After Wang Yaxin came back, many people near the school also got to know her, including Xuanhao’s mother who she met at the early childhood education institution last time. Later, she contacted Wang Yaxin specifically and also She said that if there was a chance, she would invite Wang Yaxin to her home.

Recently, Wang Yaxin could meet her almost every time she came to pick up her children, because Wang Yaxin always arrived early.

Today was no exception. Not long after arriving, Xuanhao’s mother came over.

Like Wang Yaxin, she came from China, but she has a very happy family. Her husband is a local business executive, and her daily life is also very emotional. She and Wang Yaxin The current situation is obviously very different.

After several days of contact, she also learned about Wang Yaxin’s current situation, but seeing that Wang Yaxin was still so attentive to her children, even when her life was very tight, she still promised to Her children could receive a very good education, which made her feel a little admiration for Wang Yaxin.

Of course, the relationship is not very close at present, so Wang Yaxin will naturally not tell her everything about himself, and in her eyes, she does not understand what Wang Yaxin’s real life is like. Yes, she can only seeWang Yaxin looked very happy when she came to pick up the child every day, and she never showed any disgust at the child's crying.

“Yaxin, you’re here so early today!”

She took the initiative to step forward and greeted Wang Yaxin who was standing at the school gate.

“Yes, aren’t we worried about traffic jams?” Wang Yaxin said with a smile.

　"That's true. There are several schools on this road. It's really easy to get stuck when school is over. But I have to say that the traffic here is really good. It's so long. I have never been stuck on this road for a long time." Xuan Hao's mother said.

Her name is Zhang Ling. After she met Wang Yaxin, she asked Wang Yaxin to call her ‘Lingling’.

"By the way, Lingling, your Xuanhao hasn't been sick recently, has he?" Wang Yaxin asked suddenly.

"No, it's always been fine. What's wrong?" Zhang Ling said with some confusion.

"No, I heard from the instructor yesterday that there has been a flu outbreak in the school recently and many children have become uncomfortable, so I am very worried." Wang Yaxin said.

"Oh, I know this too. Xuanhao has been vaccinated, so he's fine." After Zhang Ling finished speaking, she saw Wang Yaxin's confused expression and said again: "Why? ? Didn't you inject Xin Sheng with the vaccine?"

"Ah, where did you...get the injection?" Wang Yaxin asked awkwardly.

"It's Kangda Hospital. It's not far from here. How about I take you there together later?" Zhang Ling said enthusiastically.

"How much...how much does it cost?" Wang Yaxin couldn't help but touch her bag. Now she had to worry about money at any time.

"Not much, if you convert it, it's just over three hundred..." Zhang Ling was stunned, looking at Wang Yaxin's unchanging expression at the moment, she seemed to have guessed something.

In fact, more than three hundred is nothing to Wang Yaxin. Although she has no source of income now, she still had hundreds of thousands of pocket money left behind. So I have been controlling my expenses so carefully for the sake of long-term planning, because Xin Sheng will soon go to elementary school, and the funds for elementary schools and early childhood education institutions are completely different. Moreover, Xiaoyu will also enter elementary school soon. After middle school, the expenses you will face will also increase exponentially.

"However, I know the doctor there, so when I go there, I only need to carry him a bottle of wine, and there is no need to spend money." Although Zhang Ling did not see what Wang Yaxin had to hide. , but Wang Yaxin's ability to ask such a question still made Zhang Ling understand something.

But she didn’t say anything directly, but said it cleverly.

When Wang Yaxin heard this, she already understood what Zhang Ling meant, and Zhang Ling did not put herself in an embarrassing situation. Wang Yaxin was particularly grateful for this, and then she said: "No need to trouble you, I'll just wait until tomorrow and take Xin Sheng there by myself."

"It's no trouble. Speaking of which, I happen to have a bottle of wine bought by my husband in the car. I was worried about him carrying me behind his back. I'm drinking secretly! Just in time, let's send it to him together later!"

Zhang Ling suddenly grabbed Wang Yaxin's arm and raised her eyebrows at Wang Yaxin, as if two women were talking to each other. It's like a little secret, it looks simple and innocent.

However, neither of them is a simple and innocent little girl anymore.